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It is the 106th year since G!D helped
a foolish fool who spoke up for worthless
idols - carven images that cannot save
his soul, nor help him restore his saltiness,
if he were salt that had lost his saltiness -
and it is the twelth month since G!D
chased the mischief-makers - those who
delight in wickedness, and say, 'We
are peace-makers', when it is they
who are surely the mischief-makers
or those who delight in mischief or
wickedness - away from before a subject
of mockery, and ridicule, and torture,
and torment, and severe programming,
of mind, that damages psyche. (not the
mythological Psyche, daughter of
Eros and G!D-knows-who-and-I-do-not-know).
And it is the thirteenth day of a month
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that has an unknown day.< / p >
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'Who are the people you admire and what values or traits do they have that you want to take on?'
https://www.evernote.com/shard/s423/sh/3d2b285a-728e-4d83-bfc4-41c5949eff93/43c2d4eeb33f5e6bcfcc1c6a8c5b93bb
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< p >
Who are the people you admire and what values or traits do they have that you want to take on?
你欣赏的人是谁？他们有什么你想要采取的原则或特征？
< ul >
< li >
Mike Cernovich for saying he wants to inspire people,
being an online badass, being bold, and producing content
that intrigues people, to me, at least. Striving
for what he's worth. Also, giving people strength
and giving females strength. He taught confidence with guns[,]
to his fiance.
< / li >
< li >
Afrojack for giving people hope because to me his songs create a positive mentality
< / li >
< li >
Paul van Dyk for giving people happiness because to me his songs or sounds have a very strong connection with people's emotions
< / li >
< li >
Steve Aoki for letting females guest-appear because it's manly.
< / li >
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< / p >
< p > So, it's your turn. What about you?
Who do you admire, and what are traits
in them that you want to nurture
in yourself? If you're interested,
a related concept is self-differentiation.
And the context is - well, huh, a
somewhat obscure, or maybe not, topic -
of 'ego enmeshment' (you can check it up
on the Internet, or [with]
a family therapist,
maybe) - or on a brazenly spiritual
note, renunciation, or liberation
from suffering, which may or may not
involve doing some voluntary (and
definitely painful) separation of
self from others. A
< strike > popular< / strike >
song-singer (Or song-writer)
goes: 'I've just
gotta
find who I am /
and who I'm not /
I won't give up on us /
who I am /
what I am /
who I'm not /
what I'm not /
I won't give up on us'
or something like that.
< / p >
< p > What? Ya, uh, so
took some time, thought
I've lost myself,
but seems kinda,
that was ne'er me in the first place /
never was me /
what I thought was me /
was never me /
So, bombastic, big words /
family therapy /
for me /
may just help me /
put words that seem /
small but can be big /
and mighty with the /
help of G!D /
All I'm sayin' is /
If you're thinkin' you're crazy /
you're probably going somewhere /
hey, I'm happy /
And it feels great to shout it out /
even though G!D may be the only one /
who hears me / I'm still happy /
G!D, I love You, O LORD,
King of the Universe /
Hey, hey, hey, hey /
praise and glory and kingdom /
and power are yours, O /
blessed Father who is in /
Heaven /
(G!D knows me, I don't know me, I do not know me)
< / p >
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My god, G!D, the Compassionate
and Most Merciful One- with His
help, I have a collection
of talks, or what others
did learn from their experiences,
and surely, G!D, who brought
me to all these, is good.
To my enemies, especially,
G!D loves you, so with His blessings,
which He hath gi< p > ven me, giving all
these as blessings to my enemies
- for the love of G!D. For the love of
G!D. For the love of G!D.< / a >
Help me to love You, G!D
Help me to love You, G!D, through Christ Jesus, first and fore-most.
Not love for worldly wine or champagne or money, oh Lord of lords
King of kings, but love for You.
Help me to do what I cannot, but by Your Almighty
power, I can: to love You with parts of me that are known
to me, and unknown to me. Please You, first and fore-most,
help me to do so, too. Not how to please husband that is of
the world, or wife who is of the world, or any who are
of the world, but You. Please help me to please You, and only
You, through Christ Jesus.
Jesus, son of Mary, who calls himself
the Son of Man, came in the flesh -
he had bones and flesh - and rose
from the dead. As surely as the LORD
lives, as surely as G!D lives, I confess and
testify this: that I have witnessed the rising
of the Son of Man from the dead after he
died, and that he has come in the flesh,
eating and drinking, and having bones
and flesh, for a spirit has no flesh, and no bones.
Thank you, blessed Father in Heaven, for gardens
of bliss, the success, the objective of life, the succor,
gardens under which rivers gush, and streams flow,
and wherein spouses relax and recline, and delight
each other, for the good pleasure of G!D. Yes, the supreme
felicity, the success, the succor, the objective of life. My portion
in the LORD G!D, all the rest of my meaningless life-days, this is,
as G!D hath guided me to take from Him. So blissful. And even
a blissful oblivion to the mundane affairs of the world, You give me,
in lovingkindness, to a little one, and a worm, such as myself.
Daddy, I love You, Papa, who says:
'who says fathers will eat sour grapes, and children's
teeth are set on edge?
from now on, all those who eat sour grapes,
their own teeth are set on edge.' (as written in Scriptures,
which you can check in what some call the Bible.)
:-)
^_^
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man: 'I fear G!D!'
woman: 'Good. That makes you decent. A gentleman.'
< br / >
(from a book that G!D brought me before, the title of which
G!D knows, and I do not know. Yes, G!D knows, and I do not.)
< / div >
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< p >
boy: 'If everybody has these gifts, why are they not successful or happy?'
< br / >
ex-military-man: 'They do not believe that they can be
successful or happy.'
< a href = "https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/10941124-how-good-can-it-get" >
(from
a book that G!D have brought me before:
Cohen, A. H. 'How good can it get?: what I learnt from
the richest man in the world', or something like that.
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Hampton Roads Publishing Company. Charlottesville, VA: Canada).
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< / p >
< p >
Every generation has to un-earth their own
wisdom for themselves (or them-self).
They hav' to discover their own wisdom
for themselves.
They have to go on their own adventure;
they have to choose to start adventuring,
or otherwise make Wisdom their sister. < br / >
< a href = "https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/7131095-illumination?ac=1&from_search=true" >
(from a book that G!D has brought me
before: Villoldo, A. 'Illumination:
the shaman's way of healing'. Hay House,
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Inc. New York City, NY: the United States of America.)
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< / a >
< / p >
< p >
< i > 'Unhealed emotions' called out to
me as I browsed through pages. The words
'unhealed emotions' called out, with G!D's
help, to me.< / i >
< / p >
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My god, o Almighty One, Creator of the Universe
. as surely as the LORD G!D lives,
the words of the LORD were fulfilled in
my life: 'A woman will surround a man.
I will do a thing never seen before.
A woman will protect a man.' (this is
from Scriptures). O Judge over the
Day of Judgment, glory is Yours.
< / div >
2017-07-06 13:55:37 +00:00
< div >
When does tiger not run from sheep?
When does tiger not run after sheep?
When does sheep not run from tiger :-) *_*
('Wolves - man is the wolf of man', G!D
reminds me of a quote from
< a href = "http://antaiji.org/" > somewhere< / a > )
Stone tiger stares at stone sheep.
No running, no hiding. No flinching.
Stone sheep does not run from stone
tiger. ^_^
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< p > 'I am sending you as sheep among
wolves. Lambs. Therefore, be
as shrewd as snakes, and as
innocent as doves.' - Jesus,
son of Mary, who calls uses
the title 'Son of Man' for himself.
< / p >
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< / div >
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What? What are you looking at?
Can't you see tis about you?
(Can't you see that it is about you?)
Supposedly one of the quotes that G!D has
brought me before,
from a Mister Homeless Kodo. Mister
Suzuki. (
whom G!D has also
shown me to have human foibles,
especially in it: (what)
faith in
the one whom G!D has sent,
and trust in a higher Mind.
But who am I to comment?
'For we are indeed not perfect.
If we were perfect, we would be a perfect
man, able to control every part
of our body, or every organ - for example,
anus (or
burps or farts
or thoughts or itches) - at will. So, not many of you,
brethren, should become teachers,
for we are indeed judged more
strictly, or stringently, than
others.' (from Scriptures).
< / p >
< p >
So, something G!D gave me, now giving
as freely as it was received.
So in certain village,
people live and glory themselves
in their shameful nakedness. And
they do not know it, so they are disgraced.
(like the well-known story of
the emperor with no clothes, but another
story that is, for another time.)
(and indeed I am nothing at all.)
So, G!D has mercifully and compassionately
brought me before a set of questions
to hold hands, if you will, of those
who chase money or riches of the world.
They are as follows:
< ul >
< li > < strike > First< / strike > 'C': what is the centre
of my life? ('You must have an
un-shake-able centre,' said the
one whom G!D had brought me to.)< / li >
< li > < strike > Second< / strike > 'C':
What is the character of my life?
(memory is a little foggy. shomething
about shape. Mnemonics (that is, memory
device. To make memorisation
easier.) S-H-A-P-E.
< ul > < li >
'S". Support maybe?< / li >
< li >
'H'. Happiness? What makes me happy?
Or what makes me feel good?
Good feels that come without
drugs that cost money?
(A certain Mister Robbins
talked about this in a book.
'Making love with my wife, that
makes me feel good,' he said. '
Exercise on [some equipment
something something].')
< / li >
< li >
'A'.
Attractive? Which part of me
or my life do I find really
attractive? G!D
brought me to an exercise
that a person required
for homework during
university years. 'Ask
your friends, or people
whom
you've worked with,
for your
RBS. (what's RBS) [Something]
Best Self. Ask them
when they saw you at your best.
Co-workers. People you've
lost touch with.
People whom you maybe
did some research with,
or did a project with. (and
then separated or dis-banded
after that.)
In my case,
that was homework, and it felt
awkward to ask. But am I glad I
did that. (in
hind-sight). Others viewed me
in a positive light, because
the question was about
my best possible self. And that was
pleasantly surprising. It helped me
feel esteemed in away I did not know
I could feel esteemed. It's kinda healthy,
not bragging pridefully, more accepting,
if you will, what you've got in this
brief life? (['cos] Baby you're a fire-work /
Come on, let your colours burst /
Let them go high, hi, high /
(make them go: 'ah, ah, ah')
As you shoot across the sky - aye,
aye' (G!D brought me to a little
one who sang something like that.)
So that's 's', 'h', and 'a'.
'p' and 'e' are left. Wow.
What an exercise for memory.< / li >
< li >
'P'. Personality maybe? Or
your points of pain? You know,
loneliness could be a point of pain.
And, uh,
If you talk about it, you don't
have to, but if you wanna, maybe,
just maybe, you'll find some
solace. You could put in a diary
maybe. Or you could really-
it's gonna sound icky or
off-putting, at first, at least,
but you could try... talking to a
counsellor. A professional one.
I talked to a counsellor myself.
And it helped that it was non-judgmental.
(G!D gave me a quote in my life:
'People are so in lack - or
maybe not in lack, but simply
forgotten - on the skill of
listening. That's why
you have people < strike > now< / strike > who are
getting paid to listen. Life
coaches. Counsellors. Whatever
you call them. So,
stigma aside, you definitely
deserve - it won't be apparent,
at first - you have every right
to be attended to, or listened
to, without any judgment coming
into what you are trying to say.
So, those people you hang out
with over a beer might not be
the best at helping to talk
about whatever you wanna talk
about. Yeah. You do not
realise it know, but you definitely
deserve attention or care that does not
feel like [eating]
a rotten sandwich. Or,
you deserve to be away from
people, whoops, any-body
or any voice in your head that
tells you you deserve only
to eat a rotten sandwich. But of
course, you won't realise it now;
but you will realise or understand
after-ward.
So, that's 'P'.< / li >
< li >
And 'E'. (laughing). (huh).
You know, it is written in Scriptures,
'Sarah said, "G!D has made me
laugh - G!D made me laugh - so
that those who can hear will laugh
with me."'
So, 'E' is for 'experience[s]'.
< / li >
< / ul >
So that's 'SHAPE'. S-H-A-P-E.
So, what came to mind, was
how those who are labelled
with mental illnesses may not
be experts in knowledge (or
so-called knowledge) of so-called
mental illnesses. As much as that
may be so, they are experts on
their experiences. Experts by experience,
they are. Just like how you
can get a Master's degree by research
or thesis or what- uh, what-ever.)
So, ask yourself: where are the subjective experts on
their experiences? Are you an expert on
your experience of life or G!D or god?
So, what are they, those whom you call
'patients' or 'un-well', if you
are an expert on your experience
of life or your limits or your
god? Are they any less or any more
an expert on your experience of life,
than you are an expert on theirs? So,
how come you are the expert
[on their life], and not them?
'You hypocrite. You say to your brother,
"take the pin out of your eye. Here, let me
help you." Take the log out of your
own eye first, then you can see clearly
to help your brother.' That's what Jesus said.
It's in Scriptures. And hate me. Why?
Because Jesus was hated, too. And I'm
honoured to be in his company. Or the
company of those whom G!D sends, for
they are ridiculed by those of the world,
since the times of the fathers of those
who ridicule the messengers of G!D. This is in
Scriptures. Send me everything you got,
in your hatred or hate, because G!D is
the best at planning. And if you wait,
I, too, will wait. And my fear is
fear of G!D. Not fear of
seeming foolish or incompetent, although
that got to me, too, while chasing
after yardsticks, what-ever - which I realise,
that as long as G!D loves me, I need no
benchmark or yardstick to measure myself
against, other than my obedience to G!D.
And how do you measure that? So, any-way.
< li >
Back to the 'C', huh. 'Centre of my life'.
'Character of my life'. Then, another 'C'.
'Community'. Who are my people?
A quote goes like this - for G!D has
given me the chance to see, so freely
With G!D's help, I have a link :-)
'To dust you will return, for
from dust you were taken.
To ash you will return,
for from ash you were taken.' G!D cursing,
as recorded in Scriptures.
'I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life,' the Son
of Man saying. Who? Christ Jesus.
'Why do you look for the spiritually
dead? Why do you look for spiritually
the living among the dead?' angels appeared
to the silently distraught women (if that makes
sense: silent and distraught), Mary, the other Mary,
and an unknown woman. They had gone
to the tomb of Jesus. 'He has died,
and risen from the dead, as he had said
he would.'
'Go and tell all that you have seen
and heard here.'
Then the angels, as abruptly as they had
appeared, disappeared before the women,
who had eyes to see, with the help of G!D.
Fearfully, yet joyfully, they went to do
as the angl
(G!D help me with block of plastic
that the man banging himself against)
They went to do what the angels
commanded them to do; they believed in the
ones whom G!D sent to them.
-
'We want to do the works of G!D, too,' they said to Jesus. 'What should we do?'
'Believe in the one whom G!D sent. That is
all G!D wants you to do.' (as written in Scriptures)
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giving what
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have
With G!D's help, I have a link :-)
'To dust you will return, for
from dust you were taken.
To ash you will return,
for from ash you were taken.' G!D cursing,
as recorded in Scriptures.
'I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life,' the Son
of Man saying. Who? Christ Jesus.
'Why do you look for the spiritually
dead? Why do you look for spiritually
the living among the dead?' angels appeared
to the silently distraught women (if that makes
sense: silent and distraught), Mary, the other Mary,
and an unknown woman. They had gone
to the tomb of Jesus. 'He has died,
and risen from the dead, as he had said
he would.'
'Go and tell all that you have seen
and heard here.'
Then the angels, as abruptly as they had
appeared, disappeared before the women,
who had eyes to see, with the help of G!D.
Fearfully, yet joyfully, they went to do
as the angl
(G!D help me with block of plastic
that the man banging himself against)
They went to do what the angels
commanded them to do; they believed in the
ones whom G!D sent to them.
-
'We want to do the works of G!D, too,' they said to Jesus. 'What should we do?'
'Believe in the one whom G!D sent. That is
all G!D wants you to do.' (as written in Scriptures)
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received
< / a > readily and freely -
< a href = "https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/241823.Women_Who_Run_With_the_Wolves?ac=1&from_search=true" >
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'She can breathe life into the tiniest
mouse-deer or gazelle-child, with the
most tender of touches, but
she knows
where her land is, or,
who her people are,
and who, or what, is not her land,
or people.'
With G!D's help, I have a link :-)
'To dust you will return, for
from dust you were taken.
To ash you will return,
for from ash you were taken.' G!D cursing,
as recorded in Scriptures.
'I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life,' the Son
of Man saying. Who? Christ Jesus.
'Why do you look for the spiritually
dead? Why do you look for spiritually
the living among the dead?' angels appeared
to the silently distraught women (if that makes
sense: silent and distraught), Mary, the other Mary,
and an unknown woman. They had gone
to the tomb of Jesus. 'He has died,
and risen from the dead, as he had said
he would.'
'Go and tell all that you have seen
and heard here.'
Then the angels, as abruptly as they had
appeared, disappeared before the women,
who had eyes to see, with the help of G!D.
Fearfully, yet joyfully, they went to do
as the angl
(G!D help me with block of plastic
that the man banging himself against)
They went to do what the angels
commanded them to do; they believed in the
ones whom G!D sent to them.
-
'We want to do the works of G!D, too,' they said to Jesus. 'What should we do?'
'Believe in the one whom G!D sent. That is
all G!D wants you to do.' (as written in Scriptures)
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< / a >
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Or, who do I want to spend time with? :-)
People who play playfully and boldly point
out baldies who think they have a lustrous
mane, or (oh, doing those are
not necessarily bad, you know, even though
they do not like it). Yeah, do I wanna
hang out with Truth, or do I wanna-
you know, it's the blue pill, or red pill,
question, right? The red pill hurts, your
life will never be the same. Or, you can
take the blue pill, and pretend all
< i > these< / i > (or < i > this< / i > ) never happened.
Go, go on, no one (oh, G!D just humbled me -
a reminder that human effort counts for
nothing. And what Scriptures
record - Paul's concern for
Corinthians, or people of
Corinth, comes to mind.) Any-way,
it's your choice to make. And G!D,
or Truth, (why? G!D is Truth,
or, G!D is true and just in His ways
and judgments; praise be to G!D)
G!D, or Truth, is not un-easy to have
no believers among you. Peace be with you,
in the name of Christ Jesus. The kingdom
of G!D is near! It is not far from you!
< / li >
< / ul >
< / p >
< / div >
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< div >
< p > The inspiration this time is the
chronicles of the jourmeys of the
children of Israel, which
are written in Scriptures.
< / p >
< p > The undergraduate
went to
< a href = "https://www.meetup.com/breathmeditation/" >
a meditation group.
< / a >
Then he went to
a
< a href = "http://www.zensocietysingapore.com/" >
meditation group
< / a >
, departing
from there.
< / p >
< / div >
Go into all nations
, baptising them into Dad, Son, and G!D's spirit,
teaching them to obey everythin' I have taught you,
and commanded you, and to obey the commandments
(you know the commandments). An dsurly, I will
always be with you, for-ever and always, until
the very end of the world, and the passing away of
this generation, and teh very end of the age, even the last day.
Go into all nations, baptising them into the Father, the Son,
and the Spirit of G!D, who hath no begotten son. Amen.
Through the One who has the Name, Jesus. Christ Jesus.
(as written in the Quran, and the Bible, and from G!D-knows-what, and
I do not know. Yes, G!D knows, and I do not know.)
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< p > Tell me, how would you represent
your so-called family, if I-
members of your so-called family -
if I gave you all the letters that
are used to write this paragraph to
make words? You may only use the letters
(of the alphabet) that appear in this paragraph.
For example, if I gave you the words, 'held
pee in' only, you could use the letters
in those three words to form the words that follow:
'i need help'. In the same way, for I have
not much more time to speak with you, could-
how would you- what words can you-
what words would you use, from the words that you
can discover from the letters in this paragraph -
what words would you use to describe each member of what you
consider your family?
< / p >
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< p >
'For we brought nothing into the world, andb neither can we carry anything out of it. 8But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with these.
9Those who want to be rich, however, fall into temptation and become ensnared by many foolish and harmful desires that plunge them into ruin and destruction. 10For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. By craving it, some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows.
Fight the Good Fight
11But you, O man of God, flee from these things and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, perseverance, and gentleness.
'
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(prologue of Timothy, chapter 6)
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http://biblehub.com/bsb/1_timothy/6.htm
< / p >
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< p > Since two are longer two, but are now one,
let them not be separated, for G!D hath
enjoined them. (gospel of Matthew)
< / p >
< p > What are you doing here? < br / >
Go back where you came from. < br / >
I have had enough. < br / >
I am the only one left. < br / >
Get up and eat. < br / >
(book of Kings. where ? Scriptures. Bible.)
< / p >
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< p > < a
href= '
moses-said-do-what-has-proceeded-from-your-mouths.html'
''>
'Two is better than one.
if one falls down, the other can
restore the one. But if one goes at
G!D-knows-what-and-I-do-not-know
alone, he... she... they... how sorrowful it
is for them!' (from Scriptures.
book of Ecclesiastes, maybe.) < / a >
< / p >
Praise be to G!D, who has no beings attached
O Lord, teach us, G!D, to number our days, so that
we may live with wisdom., for fear of G!D is the beginning of all
wisdom, but fools despise wisdom and instruction ... guidance
even when G!D brings them to it. why, is it not
written in Scriptures that '
And all the days of Methuselah
were nine hundred sixty and nine years:
and he died.' For what are you and
me but a shadow, fellows with each other, or not,
fleeting - here (punching a molded
block of plastic) one
moment, and gone the next moment?
http://biblehub.com/kjv/genesis/5-27.htm
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< p >
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Praise be to G!D, who has no beings attached
O Lord, teach us, G!D, to number our days, so that
we may live with wisdom., for fear of G!D is the beginning of all
wisdom, but fools despise wisdom and instruction ... guidance
even when G!D brings them to it. why, is it not
written in Scriptures that '
And all the days of Methuselah
were nine hundred sixty and nine years:
and he died.' For what are you and
me but a shadow, fellows with each other, or not,
fleeting - here (punching a molded
block of plastic) one
moment, and gone the next moment?
http://biblehub.com/kjv/genesis/5-27.htm
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< a
href="moses-said-do-what-has-proceeded-from-your-mouth.html">
'Beth Haran and an unknown thing, and fortified
cities, and folds for sheep[, the
children of Gad
built].' (from book of Numbers)
< / a >
< / p >
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< p >
< a href = "jesus-said-feed-them.html" >
'Those who have two sets of clothing, give one to the one who has none.' - Isa
< / a >
< / p >
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< p >
'My enemies scorn and despise me on all sides.
My friends are afraid of me, and turn away
when they see me on the streets.
But I put my trust in you, O LORD G!D.
Rescue me from the traps my enemies
set for me.
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Silence the lips of those who defy
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godliness with their arrogant words,
and lofty speech that come from
diseased hearts and eyes that pride
compasses.
I praise You. G!D. for You
have shown lovingkindness, even
to a worm, and a little one, and
a wicked, ungrateful thievess (or thief)
and a prostitute with a lowly heart
and a poor spirit, such as myself.
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< a href = "http://biblehub.com/niv/psalms/31.htm" > (a psalm from Scriptures)
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< / a >
< / p >
< p >
As Scriptures say, 'How abundant are the good things
that you have stored up for those who fear you,
that you bestow in the sight of all,
on those who take refuge in you.'
< / p >
< p >
Resources for people who have been labelled
with 'schizophrenia', in the hopes
that G!D will assure you that everything
is going to be okay (as Jesus said, 'You
do not understand now, but you will come
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to understand later.'). [writing about what
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helped me cope with self-doubt and what
were, frankly,
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terrors and a sense of destruction and
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helplessness is one way (out
of others which may be unknown to me)
of giving as freely as I
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have received (which was what Jesus taught:
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< a href = "https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+10:8" >
'Freely you have received. Now freely give.'
< / a >
^_^
)
]
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With G!D's help, reading the information
from the following
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web-sites helped me feel more well-equipped,
capable, and competent and comforted and
empowered. If G!D is willing, you may
go there, and if they do not have the
same effect on you, it's not your fault -
do not beat yourself up too much; you do
not have to do that, even though there
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is a tendency to; or, there can be a tendency to.
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G!D knows, and I do not know, what you are going through.
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G!D knows best what to do with you. I'm just
glad, if you have been labelled with 'schizophrenia',
(or other psychiatric labels or labels of other kinds)
that you have come or visited web-site. The LORD be with
you.
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< ul >
< li >
< a href = "https://www.hearing-voices.org/" > Hearing Voices Network
< / a > < / li >
< li >
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< a href = "http://www.jungcircle.com/exile.html" >
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Soul in Exile: Schizophrenia, Jung & a Psychiatric Evaluation of Psychiatry
< / a > < br / > < br / > And of course, reading about
the experience of Mister Jay Eu En Gee (J-U-N-G)
or Miss J-U-N-G or - G!D knows, and I do not know -
who, yea, well, that's re-assuring, in a way,
that what society ultimately benefits
from requires even rejection from that very same
society, and definitely a separation from
society. (and that's putting it mildly.)
Jesus says it better, or Scriptures: '
I have chosen you out of the world.
They are of the world. And for that reason,
they hate you.'
And as a reminder: 'I chose you. You did not
choose Me. I chose you. And appointed you.
So that you may go and bear fruit that
lasts long. And so that whatever you
ask my Father in My name, you will
receive.' (from Scriptures)
< / li >
< / ul >
Motivation for effort often comes from
the following verse from the Bible: 'You
have a reputation for being alive, but you
are dead! Wake up! Strengthen what remains.'
Glory be to G!D for-ever and ever. Amen.
< / p >
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< a href = "glory-be-to-G!D.html" >
More haiku from a ward, I have, with the help of the Lord of lords :-)
< / a >
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< a href = "the-lord-is-good.html" >
< p > Haiku from a ward,
I have, with G!D's help!< / p >
< / a >
the messenger is not above the One who sends message
'Truly, truly, I tell you,' the Son of Man says, 'the bond-servant is not above the master, the student is not above the teacher, but the fully-trained student will be like the teacher.'
'Hold fast, then to the rope that the LORD holds out or extends unto you, remembering how you were on the brink of Fire, and the LORD took you away from it, and how you lot were enemies unto each other, and are now brethren.'
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< p > The Son of Man is coming
< / p >
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< p >
Is anyone thirsty?
Come and drink—
even if you have no money!
Come, take your choice of wine or milk—
it’
< a href = "https://biblia.com/books/nlt/Is55" >
(Isaiah 55:1)
< / a >
< / p >
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< p >
Fear the Lord G!D. That is all you need to know. (Proverbs 1:7) < br / >
But fools despise instruction and wisdom.
< / p >
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< p >
the messenger is not above the One who sends message
'Truly, truly, I tell you,' the Son of Man says, 'the bond-servant is not above the master, the student is not above the teacher, but the fully-trained student will be like the teacher.'
'Hold fast, then to the rope that the LORD holds out or extends unto you, remembering how you were on the brink of Fire, and the LORD took you away from it, and how you lot were enemies unto each other, and are now brethren.'
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This will be a sign to you. Scriptures write too: when the hour comes that life bursts
forth out of the fig tree, that is, the tree puts out its green leaves, and its bark
turns tender, you will know that summer is near. < br / >
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< h2 >
Let your light so shine before men, that your Father, who is in Heaven, is glorified.
< / h2 >
the messenger is not above the One who sends message
'Truly, truly, I tell you,' the Son of Man says, 'the bond-servant is not above the master, the student is not above the teacher, but the fully-trained student will be like the teacher.'
'Hold fast, then to the rope that the LORD holds out or extends unto you, remembering how you were on the brink of Fire, and the LORD took you away from it, and how you lot were enemies unto each other, and are now brethren.'
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< p >
Let there arise out of you a band
of people inviting to all that is good,
enjoining what is right, and forbidding
what is wrong: They are the ones to attain felicity.
< a href = "http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/3-104.html" >
(Chapter Name:Al-Emran. Verse No:104)< / a >
< br / >
< / p >
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< / p >
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< p > Want a volunteer?
< a href = "http://phtan.github.io/Volunteer-Application-Form_v3_son_of_Man.pdf" >
Here
< / a >
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, if you will, and if G!D is willing ^_^
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< p >
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< strike > Commit< / strike > history on Github, of development, with G!D's help, is
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< a href = "https://github.com/phtan/phtan.github.io/commits/master" > there< / a > ,
which you may go if G!D is willing.
Insert confession
If a spirit confesses the following: the son of man came in the flesh and died and rose from the dead, then it is of the Anointed One. If it says otherwise. then it is of the opposition to the Anointed One, the Anti-Anointed, which you have heard will enter into the world, and is indeed here. Why is this? Not all spirits that come to you are of the Anointed One, who is with G!D and of G!D - for there are many false prophets that have come into the world. So, the test of whether is spirit is of the One who was given Ointment, the Anointed One, or the Anti-Anointed, is the following: The spirit that is of the Anointed One confesses that the son of man came in the flesh, and died, and rose from the dead. (Amen - which means, 'So it is' or 'so be it'; it is uncertain)
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< p >
< a href = "http://phtan.github.io/music 001.jpg" > composition 001< / a > < br / >
lyrics: < br / >
Jesus died on < strike > the cross< / strike > a tree, and was resurrected < br / >
Ivory from elephant tusks fill piano keys - Jehovah's gift < br / >
Rolling logs mash each other into pulp which dries to paper. How generous < br / >
Kingdom and seeds; saviour and sower. He said, 'Peace' < br / >
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< p >
< a href = "diary.html" > Diary project< / a >
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< p >
'Tell no one about this,' Jesus said. 'Go home (to thy friends), and tell what G!D has done in your life.' (Mark 5:19) < br / >
'And hold fast, all together, by the rope which Allah (stretches out for you), and be not divided among yourselves; and remember with gratitude Allah's favour on you; for ye were enemies and He joined your hearts in love, so that by His Grace, ye became brethren; and ye were on the brink of the pit of Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus doth Allah make His Signs clear to you: That ye may be guided.'
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< a href = "http://corpus.quran.com/translation.jsp?chapter=3&verse=103" > (chapter 3, verse 103)< / a > < br / >
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Your Almighty G!D and my Almighty G!D are the same G!D. He created Heaven and Earth and the Universe and everything in it. He is G!D of Abraham, and G!D of the prophets. < br / >
Compassionate and Merciful in the Most - G!D who is slow to anger, and oft-forgiving, Whom thou shalt not put to the test (as Scripture says). < br / >
In my folly I have prostituted myself to something that cannot help me at all. Detestably, I have taken a toilet-bowl (or a water-closet) - you know, a pipe that you poop in -
as a god. I have feared the wrath of a god of a toilet bowl, and attempted to please that god. Over a period of time, those attempts included: knelt in front of a toilet-bowl; bit a toilet-bowl. < br / >
'Save me,' I desperately cried to a toilet-bowl. < br / >
'The poor, deluded fool feeds on ashes. He trusts in something that cannot help him at all! Yet he cannot bring himself to reflect or think to himself: "Is this thing, that I am holding in my hand, a lie?" (Isaiah 44:20) < br / >
And yet, G!D has enabled me to write this, and I thank the Almighty Lord of lords, and King of kings; praise G!D, I do, for He has shown loving-kindness, and mercy that is in the Most High.
To G!D be the glory. < br / >
It took time. And terrors, admonishments (out of dear love), and signs and wonders, G!D has convinced me that He has paid a price to redeem a prostitute like myself. < br / >
'This observance will be for you like a sign on your hand and a reminder on your forehead that this law of the LORD is to be on your lips. For the LORD brought you out of Egypt with his mighty hand.'
< a href = "http://biblehub.com/exodus/13-9.htm" >
(Exodus 13:9, New International Version)
< / a >
< br / >
'You will tell your son: 'I do this, because the LORD, G!D of Abraham and the Prophets, has done wonders and marvels for me when He brought me out of Egypt.' (Exodus 13:8)
< br / >
So, testify, as a witness of G!D, I shall.
Drugs - things: bitter in taste, white in colour, and smaller than a finger-nail in size. Those whom I turned to - shepherds, of renown in the land -
charged me money for those things, and kept me in a pen that I could not leave from, even if I asked nicely. < br / >
'This thing gives me uneasiness. I wake up in the middle of the night to walk; I feel compelled. And it gives me convulsions in my hands sometimes.'
This I told them. < br / >
And they said, 'Here's another thing. Eat it. It controls the uneasiness of the thing that you talked about.' < br / >
'But,' they continued, 'It does things to you, even though it controls the thing that you talked about.' < br / >
I did not know what they talked about. This thing, that thing. < br / >
The shepherds - some of them, at least - intimidated me. 'If you do not do as we say,' they hinted, in a way that was not very nice, 'you will keep staying in this pen. You will not be let out.'
< br / >
So, ate both things, I tremulously did. Indeed, I was afraid of consequences that men promised unto me, instead of fearing the Almighty One.
I wanted to get out of that pen. And so, I dis-obeyed not, but co-operated, although I have voiced my defiance to their ways a few times. < br / >
< br / >
'Finish your food,' they said. And I was afraid. So I ate, although I had been feeling very full at that point.
< br / >
(Later they would give me a recipe for 'sayur lodeh', when I asked them how to make a certain mixture that I had eaten.)
< br / >
'Drink water with your "medicine",' they said. And I was fed up. 'No,' I said. 'I am going to eat "medicine" without water. See, it enters my body just fine.' < br / >
And they said, in a way that was not very nice, 'Drink water with the "medicine", or else.' < br / >
I walked away, but I was anxious to get out of that pen, and keen to appear co-operative. (And they had others to talk to.) So, I returned to them, but they said, 'Don't worry. We've recorded that you were obedient enough. That is, that you have eaten "medicine".'
< br / >
Anyhow, this story is becoming godless.
< br / >
Long story short, they left me. they care nothing for me. < br / >
All your lovers have forgotten you;
they care nothing for you;
for I have dealt you the blow of an enemy,
the punishment of a merciless foe,
because your guilt is great,
because your sins are flagrant. (Jeremiah 30:14, ESV)
< br / >
Alas! That day is so great
there is none like it;
it is a time of distress for Jacob;
yet he shall be saved out of it. (Jeremiah 30:7)
< br / >
'For I will restore health to you,
and your wounds I will heal,'
declares the Lord,
'because they have called you an outcast:
"It is Zion, for whom no one cares!" (Jeremiah 30:17)
< br / >
:-)
< br / >
Therefore all who devour you shall be devoured,
and all your foes, every one of them, shall go into captivity;
those who plunder you shall be plundered,
and all who prey on you I will make a prey.' (Jeremiah 30:16)
< br / >
'For I am with you to save you,'
declares the Lord;
'I will make a full end of all the nations
among whom I scattered you,
but of you I will not make a full end.
I will discipline you in just measure,
and I will by no means leave you unpunished.' (Jeremiah 30:11)
< br / >
'Then fear not, O Jacob my servant, declares the Lord,
nor be dismayed, O Israel;
for behold, I will save you from far away,
and your offspring from the land of their captivity.
Jacob shall return and have quiet and ease,
and none shall make him afraid.' (Jeremiah 30:10)
< br / >
Indeed, as it is written in the Bible, G!D exalts those who humble themselves before Him, and humbles those who exalt themselves before Him.
< br / >
Why?
< br / > For it is written in the Bible: '
Now you are slaves
of other nations,
but I will break the chains
and smash the yokes
that keep you in slavery.
Then you will be my servants,
and I will choose a king for you
from the family of David.'
(Jeremiah 30:8-9, CEV)
< br / >
Almighty One, great are your deeds! Fabulous, marvellous!
< br / >
Why?
< br / >
For is it not written in the Bible: 'Your hearts will swell with joy - even your heart of hearts - and you will be as calves let out to pasture.'
< br / >
I praise You, G!D, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful; that I know full well. (from the Bible)
< br / >
And it is written in the Quran: 'If good touches you, it distresses them; but if harm strikes you, they rejoice at it. And if you are patient and fear Allah , their plot will not harm you at all. Indeed, Allah is encompassing of what they do.'
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< a href = "http://corpus.quran.com/translation.jsp?chapter=3&verse=120" > (Chapter 3, verse 120)< / a >
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< br / >
'Bless those who persecute you. Don’
< a href = "http://biblehub.com/nlt/romans/12.htm" >
(Romans 12:14-15, NLT)
< / a >
< br / >
'Dear friends, never take revenge. Leave that to the righteous anger of God. For the Scriptures say,
“I will take revenge;
I will pay them back,”
says the LORD.
Instead,
“If your enemies are hungry, feed them.
If they are thirsty, give them something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap
burning coals of shame on their heads.”
Don’
(Romans 12:19-21, NLT)
< br / >
'Be merciful, as your Master is merciful.' - Jesus
< br / >
So, G!D admonishes and sets trials and obstacles. Admonishes out of dear love. Trials, so that if you overcome, a reward is for you, with the LORD, G!D of Abraham. (Book of Revelations, if you're interested.)
< br / >
Happily ever after, by a servant of G!D who created Heaven and Earth - G!D who knows all, hears all and sees all (G!D knows and you do not) - G!D who knows the hearts and minds of men, G!D who loves justice, and detests wickedness.
< br / >
So remind me, G!D, to fear You, and to humble myself before You, and to let Your will be done, not mine.
< br / >
'And this same God who takes care of me will supply all your needs from his glorious riches, which have been given to us in Christ Jesus.'
< a href = "https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Philippians+4%3A19&version=NLT" >
(Phillipians 4:19, NLT)
< / a >
< br / >
For it is written in the Quran: 'Bring glad tidings, invite them to your LORD, practice charity openly and secretly, and do righteousness that is godly - it is not righteousness to turn to the
East or the West, but it is righteousness to obey G!D, and to keep His commandments.'
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< ul >
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< li > < a href = "https://www.couchsurfing.com/people/phtan" > Visiting Singapore?< / a > < / li >
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Invite donation
Rescue me, O Almighty Merciful one, from the trap my enemies set for me. My enemies scorn me on all sides; my friends are afraid of me, and turn away when they see me on the streets; I am in distress. But I put my trust in you, O LORD, King of Kings, Lord of Lords, Ruler of the Universe, G!D of Abraham, G!D of the prophets, the Fear of Isaac, Most Merciful Redeemer of Israel, the Only Holy One
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< p >
In the Quran, it is written: 'Take Sadaqah (alms) from their wealth in order to purify them and sanctify them with it, and invoke Allah for them. Verily! Your invocations are a source of security for them, and Allah is All-Hearer, All-Knower.'
< br / >
< a href = "http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/9-103.html" > Chapter Name:Al-Tawba Verse No:103< / a > < br / >
Please mail or contact the son of man if you would like to make a donation to me.
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< p >
With the help of the LORD G!D, who is Most Merciful, I've contributed to the following projects:
< ul >
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< li > < a href = "https://github.com/Tatoeba/tatoeba2" > Tatoeba< / a > . My commits are < a href = "https://github.com/Tatoeba/tatoeba2/commits/dev?author=phtan" > there< / a > .< / li >
< li > < a href = "https://github.com/gogits/gogs" > Gogs< / a > . G!D forbid that I glory in myself, save only in the cross of Christ Jesus. And yet, if G!D is willing, you may find my commits < a href = "https://github.com/gogits/gogs/commits/master?author=phtan" > there< / a > .< / li >
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< / ul >
< / p >
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< p >
To you who think you have 'mental illness', and are trying to 'control' that with abominations that are man-made, the Bible has a
verse, oh the G!D-breathed Word that is suitable for rebuking and disciplining so that you are wise for salvation through
the Christ: 'A house divided cannot stand'
< / p >
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On people who are involved with the death penalty: executioner, legal procedure people. The Bible has said, 'Put away your swords,
For those who live by the sword will die by the sword.' < br / > And that is supposedly a gift from the Lord Christ Jesus. 'Those who have
Ears, let them hear,’
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Now when Jesus was asked
'Are you Son of G!d'
Jesus said
'It is as you say. Furthermore, I tell you now that I am resurrecting in three days after my death,
by the power given me by my Father in Heaven'
'Blasphemy,' they said, sending Jesus to crucifixion
(Thy will be done on Heaven, and thy will be done on earth as on Heaven. O blessed are you, Father in Heaven, King of the Universe, Ruler of Heaven. Hallowed be thy name.)
Apostle Paul said,
'My execution of Christians was before the Lord Christ Jesus appeared to me, saying, 'Why are you killing me?'
Now, conscience of mine, it is clear before G!d and man.'
It is written in the Bible, 'Christ- the Christ lives in me.'
And it written in the Bible. What? Paul was preaching to people who heard him, but they began leaving
After hearing him say. What?
You hear always but do not understand
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Routine that is awkward and painful is no longer music to my ears /
Often, people don't always take care of themselves /
Why don't they love themselves /
Birds came in, red /
and purple too /
That's what they turned my skin into /
Ain't that a sharp pain there /
Oh, why do they hurt me so /
My kiss to them /
Lets my blood out /
They continue chirping /
Perhaps this is the time /
to say it's- /
o /
it's not okay /
why do my tears flow /
oh, joy /
ow /
it's time to die, the birds say /
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death-songs come softly /
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please forgive them, Heavenly Compassionate Father /
Boom
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