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2017-06-26 14:41:52 +00:00
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In remembrance of Me (Christ Jesus, Isa, son of Miriam).
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'Be merciful, as your Master (Lord) is merciful.' - Isa, Jesus, son of Mary
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G!D, baby, G!D, G!D bless you, o baby, stranger you
para ti
(if you want)
si ki air res
through our Lord
and Teacher,
whom G!D sent to me,
ee-yeah,
(happy)
whom I am not above,
Christ Jesus,
whom He gives
rest to
in His Higher ways
that are
higher than mine
(of course)
2017-07-23 08:30:03 +00:00
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2017-07-23 08:33:51 +00:00
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<p>A-mong the stables /
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They found a ho-ly in-fant /
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Named Je-sus Christ
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G!D, baby, G!D, G!D bless you, o baby, stranger you
para ti
(if you want)
si ki air res
through our Lord
and Teacher,
whom G!D sent to me,
ee-yeah,
(happy)
whom I am not above,
Christ Jesus,
whom He gives
rest to
in His Higher ways
that are
higher than mine
(of course)
2017-07-23 08:30:03 +00:00
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2017-07-23 08:37:04 +00:00
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<p>L-':
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2017-07-23 08:39:39 +00:00
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<p>He came to bring peace /
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from the Al-migh-ty
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Jus[-]tice /
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G!d be with the world /
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2017-07-23 08:37:04 +00:00
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2017-07-23 08:57:06 +00:00
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<p>In a muf-fin crumb /
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They found a spot to chat-ter /
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and spark a fi-re
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<p><i>From Scriptures: 'they say
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'that feels good' around fire
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that they had started with
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blocks of wood that they had had
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cut, hewn, hauled - from buttressed trees
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that are in forests -
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with the help of G!D
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<br/>
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Then, ah- 'that feels good' they say
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loudly and softly (not nasty, sweetly
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and even surprisingly pleasant
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. a
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litle painful (maybe)
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fascinating
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intriguingly
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breath-taking
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and awe-strikingly
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beautiful and mesmerising
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After a while, they say to themselves,
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shall I-
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'shall I do- oh, yemmy,
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and yummy
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shall I do a detestable thing,
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and worship
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a block of wood,
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or two blocks of wood
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or three
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or a pile of flesh
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or a bag of bones
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or a sack of intestines
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or a house for maggots
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or a body that is white
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with death,
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and feels cold to the touch,
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and is filling up with
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termites
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as a damp block of wood
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grows infested with white
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insects or moving bugs
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in a
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dim
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dank
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dark
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yawning mouth
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of a barn
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Compare if you will to
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(oh, grateful or not)
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what the Buddha
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said to monks (who were)
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overcome
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with lust
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when
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meditation
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on dead (naked)
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bodies (lily-white)
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in graveyards,
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exo-tic
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excruciatingly
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beautiful
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corpses. The Buddha
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said, 'it is twiching
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uncontrollably maybe,
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in what some call 'rigor
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mortis' , becoming stiff
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, swelling maybe with time,
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filling up with insects,
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eggs of flies hatching inside
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body,
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maggots crawling up and down,
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bed of body is scorpions
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and mushrooms
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sores are filling up in body
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as we or you or me or them
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look on, or speak.
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(or something like that)
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2017-07-23 09:17:11 +00:00
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<p>No matter the day /
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Je-sus is always with you /
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For-e'er and e-ver /
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[no matter the sex,
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no matter your sexiness,
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no matter your grammer,
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or over-punctuation,
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Je-sus is always with
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you
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for-ever
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and ever
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and always]
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2017-07-23 08:57:06 +00:00
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</p>
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G!D, baby, G!D, G!D bless you, o baby, stranger you
para ti
(if you want)
si ki air res
through our Lord
and Teacher,
whom G!D sent to me,
ee-yeah,
(happy)
whom I am not above,
Christ Jesus,
whom He gives
rest to
in His Higher ways
that are
higher than mine
(of course)
2017-07-23 08:30:03 +00:00
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2017-07-13 17:48:03 +00:00
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<p>Dear Diary,
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Scripture tells me not to say that in
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twenty years you will repay the wicked
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and un-just for what they have
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done, for is not G!d a good G!d?
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that question
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rings in my
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mind: Is G!d a G!d, who rewards the wicked?
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<p>
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Estee the educator, and
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Garnyg the officer, with another man,
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the technologist, have
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rendered me
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zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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<p><i>from the writer: mysterious
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marks that look that a snake
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with a pin struck through it.
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may or may not be the letter 'z' from
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the English alphabet.
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<p>to a physician. Embittered of soul,
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I rest and become restless, -
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taking comfort in the affection
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of the family of believers
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and followers of Christ.
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'You know of my way of life,
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my persecution at
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Antioch, my longsuffering,
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my patience...' wrote the
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apostle
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Paul, who cautioned in the
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same letter
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<p><i>from the writer:
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As written in Scriptures:
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'What then is Paul? What then
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is Apollo?' (what)
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'G!D loves not those who delight
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in wickedness. Mischief-makers,
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G!D loves not.' (from Scriptures
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that some call the Quran)
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'I want you to show mercy (love),'
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says the LORD G!D, (as written
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in Scriptures.) 'Not to offer
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sacrifices. I want you to know me
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(G!D).'
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Oh, thank You, oh Compassionate
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and Most Merciful One, who is
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swift and severe and terrible
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in punishment: eternal abode
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in Fire, at an hour when there
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will be no (outside) help,
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no intercession, and no hand
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of compassion to be extended;
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and then there will be angels
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striking back and behind
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and cheeks
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and neck (décolletage, heads
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shoulders, knees and toes,
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knees and toes) of people who will
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have displaced lips; and then
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there will be weeping, and
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stamping of feet, most sorrowful,
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and grinding an' gnashing of teeth.
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(ah, that feels extremely
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satisfying, G!D, who reminds me
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to leave the righteous anger
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of G!D to G!D). afore-mentioned
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may be verified to be recorded
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in the Quran, the Bible and elsewhere
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which may or may not be unknown
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to me.
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And so it is that what the Teacher
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and Lord says is true: 'Blessed
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are you who hunger and thirst
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for righteousness, for you
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will be satisfied.' so says the
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Son of Man. As surely as the LORD
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G!D, the Almighty One lives,
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I hunger and thirst for righteousness,
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for the wicked to have no peace, and
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no rest, and for those who
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fear G!D to be rewarded and exalted.
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And as surely as the LORD lives,
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I have been satisfied in great
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and mighty ways that I did not know,
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and G!D promises that... this:
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'Call to Me, and I will show
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you great and mighty things
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which you do not know.'
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<p>'But mark this: there will be
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terrible times in the last days.
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They will be brutal, lovers of
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themselves rather than lovers
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of G!d, not lov'rs of the
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good... [or,
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not lovers of the Good, to be
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precise, for some glory in
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their shame, and say, 'I have
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done no wrong!']'
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<p>Gekeng the social worker
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is someone [whom] you should be
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on your guard against. G!d will
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pay them in retri-bution for
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what they have done to me.
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Be careful when you
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[very
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faint marks (as in, hand-writing,
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for context)]
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afflicted in Singapore with them.
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<p><i>from the writer: very
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faint marks again
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<p>G!d has given me a channel
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to <i>
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[faint marks] (guessing the word
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is 'know')
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</i> Him more.
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Diary, you just a vapour that
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appears for a little while,
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and then
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<i>(guessing the word is...
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oh, G!D knows, and I do not
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know. Yes, G!D knows, and
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I do not know.)
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Doing guess-work: 'the Almighty
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causes lovers to scatter in the wind!'
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<p>[El] Shaddai darkens the evening
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with the descent of night, and raises
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the song of crickets up to
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the lights of the sky which
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He made, in epilogue to evening
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<p><i>[very faint marks]
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<p>May glory be to G!d[,]
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and may peace be with you
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in the name of the Lord Christ
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Jesus.
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<p>I am fading away, and repenting
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<p>I am going to meet
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<p><i>[faint marks again, perhaps
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fittingly so] Praise be to G!D
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Most High
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</a>Can one who hates justice govern
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the rising and setting of the sun,
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and the times when salmon going up-stream
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<p><a href="after-truth-what-is-left">
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O Lord, teach us to number our days,
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so that we may live with wisdom, O blessed Father
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through Jesus Christ (Amen)
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2017-07-16 10:26:07 +00:00
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<p><a href="#envy-jealousy-foolishness-force-of-wind">
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'The mouth of a fool invites ruin. And
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a rod is for the back of he.. she... they
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who lack judgment'
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'Most people do not know what
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to do with their time,' [Mister] Suzuki,
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also known as 'Mister Homeless Kodo'
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said. Guess what Christ Jesus allowed
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them to do with their lives? (Wow)
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Suddenly they have a lot of motivation
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to scheme and plot and do something with the
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time which most people do not know
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what to do with, huh? Better than holiday trip -
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it's free of charge!
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ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha (seemingly crazy
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man cannot stop laughing)
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Thank You, O G!D, who loves justice,
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and detests wickedness. You are the potter,
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we are the clay, we are all the work
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of Your hands, our Father. (book of
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Isaiah,
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maybe)
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</a>
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</p>
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2017-07-14 03:00:36 +00:00
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<p><a href="#they-asked-what-do-we-do-now">
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'Jesus, Jesus,' they said. 'Your mother
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and your brothers and sisters and siblings
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are outside the temple where you are teaching,
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waiting to be let in. Outside the city
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where you are teaching, they are there,
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too! Your Mum! Still others are outside
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the country, at the immigration offices!'
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Jesus said to them: 'My mother and brothers
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and sisters, brethren, kin, obey G!D, and
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keep the commandments of G!D. They are
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those who obey G!D, and keep the commandments
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of G!D - those are my mother and brethren.'
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(as written in Scriptures, every word of
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which 'av the breath of G!D in them,
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and are suitable for disciplining,
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rebuking, and making one wise for salvation
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through CHrists Jesus)
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</a>
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</p>
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2017-07-13 17:48:03 +00:00
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<a href="#i-am-nothing-at-all">
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Papa, You love justice, and detest wickedness :-)
'I have not much more time to speak with you. The ruler
of this world approaches. He has no power over me,
yet I will do the will of the one who sent me.
So that the world will know that I love my Father, I will do
the will of the one who sent me.' - Christ Jesus, son of Mary
(compare, please, to Isa, son of Miriam)
I love You, Dad, blessed Father who is in Heaven - Ruler of the Universe,
whose name is hallowed
2017-07-13 12:29:11 +00:00
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'They say, "Peace, peace", but there is no peace!
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They dress the wound of my people as though it were not serious.
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'Peace, peace,' they say, when there is no peace.' (Book
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of Jeremiah, chapter 6, verse 14). http://biblehub.com/jeremiah/6-14.htm
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<br/>
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“So My hand will be against the prophets who see
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false visions and utter lying divinations.
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They will have no place in the council of My people,
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nor will they be written down in the register of the
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house of Israel, nor will they enter the land of Israel,
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that you may know that I am the Lord GOD." (Book of Ezekiel,
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chapter 13, verse 9) http://biblehub.com/nasb/ezekiel/13.htm
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</a>
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</p>
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<p>
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2017-07-13 10:58:57 +00:00
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<a href="#do-not-return-wickedness-for-wickedness-take-heed">
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See- see if there is any wicked way in me, Daddy, and lead me
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in the way ever-lasting and true. Through Christ Jesus. Amen.
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2017-07-13 11:35:24 +00:00
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</a></p>
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So that the world will know that I love my Father
'I have not much more time to speak with
you,' the Son of Man saying.
'The ruler of this world approaches.
He has no power o'er me (over me,
no power, he has.)
Yet, I will do the will of the
one who sent Me, so that the world
will know that I love my Father.
If you really loved Me, you would be
glad that I am going to my Father,
for He is greater than I. I am leaving
you now, but I will come again, and
be with you for-ever and ever.'
Ok, Jesus :-) Christ Jesus
2017-07-01 16:14:02 +00:00
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<a href="#san">
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'Do not be overly angry, O Lord.
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Do not be angry beyond measure
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with us, O Judge over the Day
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of Judgment!' ("repent, for the
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kingdom of G!D - the kingdom
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of Heaven - is near! It is not
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far!" Jesus, the Christ, saying).
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</a>
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2017-07-01 15:54:41 +00:00
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<a href="#quattro"
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>Your- do not be afraid. Take courage.
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2017-07-01 15:51:32 +00:00
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Your father, who is in Heaven, your Father
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is given great happiness to give you'
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2017-07-01 15:54:41 +00:00
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the kingdom' (as Scriptures have on record)
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:-) ^_^
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2017-07-01 15:51:32 +00:00
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</a>
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<p>
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Blessed art thou, father in Heaven.
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our one and only Father.
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our one and only father, blessed art
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thou.
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ruler of the universe (and
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everything in it)
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hallowed is thy name.
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thy kingdom come!
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</p>
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2017-07-01 15:35:28 +00:00
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<a href="#five">'How do we know when we have reached perfect love? When there is no
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2017-06-26 12:22:36 +00:00
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more fear' (from Scriptures)</a>
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2017-07-01 15:51:32 +00:00
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</p>
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2017-07-16 11:36:32 +00:00
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2017-07-16 10:43:31 +00:00
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<div><p>
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May the merit of joyous effort and such like be to
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exalt the Most Merciful and Compassionate One. Who?
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I despise those who cling on to worthless idols
G!D help me remember... (yo)
Your love (yo)
When the birds sing (yo)
amongst all the foolish people (hmm?)
who say "Get some medicine into you"
"We want nothing, oh-
(fools)
"We don't wanna hear-
don't tell me-
'bout Holy One of Israel"
(fools)
tell 'em nothing
that G!D does not tell you
(why)
why
(why)
why
why let 'em drag you down to their level
that what them fools do
pig
(ro-ro-ro-ro)
why pig, not pug
pig , u see,
roll over and o'er
in mud
"i wanna be clean"
pig say
you tell 'em
the pigs,
oh, you tell 'em
you tell 'em
them pigs
not them pugs
you tell pigs
wash in water, my dear pigs
let go of mud, if you wanna be
clean, wash in water
pigs tell you
'Are you a pig, like me?'
"i chocolatey pig
i glorious pig
i smart pig
i wise pig
i- i- i-
what do you know about pigs
are you a pig
you tellin' me what to do
when i a pig
rolling in mud
to be clean
so be it
that you tell 'em pigs
and they sit in mud
and irately
say
'o, pig
(ro-ro-ro-ro-ro)
o, pig (piggie)
counting mud
one, two, three, four,
satu
lima
pig roll in mud
pig very smart'
then pig tell other pig
'you rollin'
in mud
to be clean
you very smart pig'
so be it
that you tell 'em pigs
and they ask you,
'whaddya know
are you a pig?'
so-
how 'bout pugs
for G!D to know
and for G!D
to show those
who endure patiently
among pigs
what pugs do
(hello, you
you jelly?)
2017-07-16 11:02:15 +00:00
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the Accepting of repentance, the oft-forgivin' and oft-returning.
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2017-07-16 10:43:31 +00:00
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</p>
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</div>
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2017-07-16 11:36:32 +00:00
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<div>
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O, G!D who grants passage of boats across oceans even
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help me
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to let Your affairs be my concern
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my only concern
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I don't wanna care about things of the world
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For master has bought servant for a prrr-- prrr---
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price
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that the world doesn't pay
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a price master has paid in full
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so help me
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not to divide my focus
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help me not care
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'bout affairs of the world
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and how to please them -
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who are of the world -
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but be concerned
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about Your affairs
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and care 'bout whether
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You are pleased or not
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Will they help me
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if You are angry with me?
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I don't wanna be enemy
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of G!D
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So G!D help me
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even if this means
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being enemies of the world
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</div>
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<div><p>
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<i>Mysterious marks that look
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like a bee approaching a flower
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2017-07-16 11:40:57 +00:00
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<p>She bangs / she bangs
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o is G!D woman or man /
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think for a moment /
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and you're dead /
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is this Heaven /
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or Hell /
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think for a moment /
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and /
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you're dead /
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2017-07-16 11:46:54 +00:00
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HA!
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2017-07-16 11:40:57 +00:00
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</p>
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2017-07-16 11:36:32 +00:00
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</i>
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2017-07-16 11:40:57 +00:00
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</p>
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2017-07-16 11:36:32 +00:00
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</div>
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2017-07-16 11:46:54 +00:00
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<div><p>Dear Diary,
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</p>
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<p>How are you? May peace be
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with you with you, in the name
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of
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[or on the behalf of]
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the Lord [of ours], Jesus Christ.
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</p>
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<p>Although I am persecuted, a reading of the [g]ospel
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might be as enlightening
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for you
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as it was
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for me:
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'If the world
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hates you,
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remember that the world
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hated [M]e before you.'
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(Jn 15:18, Christian Community Bible)
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</p>
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2017-07-16 11:52:40 +00:00
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<p>G!d brought my non-Christian [']parents[']
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to me in the evening. I was feeling blessed and later,
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sad and sorrowful and confused. G!d gave
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me the
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opportunity so my parents and I spent the time with reading <strike>the
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</strike>
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newspapers,
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eating fruits (which I gave
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thanks to G!d for[,] [for] blessing
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me).
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Reflecting, I want to give thanks
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to G!d for
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blessing
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the three
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of us,
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and the rest of us
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who are residing at
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the wards of Institue of
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Mental Health, for our daily
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bread, food, water, clothing
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and shelter, and meat in
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the evening
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, and fruits
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for for the three
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of us (my [']father['],
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my [']mother[']
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and myself) Amen.
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2017-07-16 12:07:06 +00:00
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</p>;
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2017-07-16 11:52:40 +00:00
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2017-07-16 12:07:06 +00:00
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<p>I was sorrowful at letting
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Christ go to his Father;
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while I meditated, tears came
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</p>
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<p>from the writer:
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<i>
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[Mister Chopra addressed this
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somewhere - on a web-site maybe,
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of course, with G!D's help, that's one
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way to cope with changes that
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arise with spiritual growth...
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flower bear fruit, might be painful
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to bear fruit maybe, hm :-) (smiling)]
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</i>
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</p>
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<p>I felt like pressure inside me
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had been released. I know
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I ought to be glad, but Jesus would
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be going (and <strike>while</strike>
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loving me) and coming to you
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</p>
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<p><i>The writer, or editor, if you will,
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is undecided whe'er to correct- oops-
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suggest the word
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'going' instead of
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'coming' - suffice to say
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that in a book that's entitled
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"Praise to a formless god"
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it is written that "No coming, no going."
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Another portion - oh G!D help me
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to keep from becomin' proud -
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is that "is the fruit latent in the seed?
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is the seed latent in the fruit?"
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Another still, yet, from G!D-knows-who-and-I-do-not-know
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:<br/>
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Chicken lays an egg /
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Who would have held pee in, oh! /
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How ridiculously simple!
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</i>
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</p>
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<p>
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I'm glad [Oh]
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I'm glad.
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I'm glad.
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I'm not sad,
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Christ is loved.
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</p>
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<p>Talk to you [a]nother time, beloved.
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</p>
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2017-07-16 12:11:33 +00:00
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<p>Thank you, Jesus. May the Christ be
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blessed.
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</p>
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<p>In Christ's love.
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</p>
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<p><i>mark that looks like the letter 'G'. ('mark', as in hand-writing)
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'G' for good, maybe :-)
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<br/>
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^_^
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</i>
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</p>
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2017-07-16 11:46:54 +00:00
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</div>
|
I despise those who cling on to worthless idols
G!D help me remember... (yo)
Your love (yo)
When the birds sing (yo)
amongst all the foolish people (hmm?)
who say "Get some medicine into you"
"We want nothing, oh-
(fools)
"We don't wanna hear-
don't tell me-
'bout Holy One of Israel"
(fools)
tell 'em nothing
that G!D does not tell you
(why)
why
(why)
why
why let 'em drag you down to their level
that what them fools do
pig
(ro-ro-ro-ro)
why pig, not pug
pig , u see,
roll over and o'er
in mud
"i wanna be clean"
pig say
you tell 'em
the pigs,
oh, you tell 'em
you tell 'em
them pigs
not them pugs
you tell pigs
wash in water, my dear pigs
let go of mud, if you wanna be
clean, wash in water
pigs tell you
'Are you a pig, like me?'
"i chocolatey pig
i glorious pig
i smart pig
i wise pig
i- i- i-
what do you know about pigs
are you a pig
you tellin' me what to do
when i a pig
rolling in mud
to be clean
so be it
that you tell 'em pigs
and they sit in mud
and irately
say
'o, pig
(ro-ro-ro-ro-ro)
o, pig (piggie)
counting mud
one, two, three, four,
satu
lima
pig roll in mud
pig very smart'
then pig tell other pig
'you rollin'
in mud
to be clean
you very smart pig'
so be it
that you tell 'em pigs
and they ask you,
'whaddya know
are you a pig?'
so-
how 'bout pugs
for G!D to know
and for G!D
to show those
who endure patiently
among pigs
what pugs do
(hello, you
you jelly?)
2017-07-16 11:02:15 +00:00
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<div id="envy-jealousy-foolishness-force-of-wind">
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<p><i>Mysterious marks that look like [four] tongues of flame
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2017-07-16 10:43:31 +00:00
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</i>
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</p>
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<p>
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Dear Diary ,
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</p>
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<p>They fed me food and meds /
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I was denied when fasting /
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Oh, G!d, Your creatures
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</p>
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<p>Tumbling wood-blocks /
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Next to a volume of pulp /
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I get a break-down
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</p>
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<p>The sky rumbles in /
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On the fourth day of my death /
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My bones stop jiggling
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<p>Water pours into drain /
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Cold air brushes past early /
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On a bird's morning
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I despise those who cling on to worthless idols
G!D help me remember... (yo)
Your love (yo)
When the birds sing (yo)
amongst all the foolish people (hmm?)
who say "Get some medicine into you"
"We want nothing, oh-
(fools)
"We don't wanna hear-
don't tell me-
'bout Holy One of Israel"
(fools)
tell 'em nothing
that G!D does not tell you
(why)
why
(why)
why
why let 'em drag you down to their level
that what them fools do
pig
(ro-ro-ro-ro)
why pig, not pug
pig , u see,
roll over and o'er
in mud
"i wanna be clean"
pig say
you tell 'em
the pigs,
oh, you tell 'em
you tell 'em
them pigs
not them pugs
you tell pigs
wash in water, my dear pigs
let go of mud, if you wanna be
clean, wash in water
pigs tell you
'Are you a pig, like me?'
"i chocolatey pig
i glorious pig
i smart pig
i wise pig
i- i- i-
what do you know about pigs
are you a pig
you tellin' me what to do
when i a pig
rolling in mud
to be clean
so be it
that you tell 'em pigs
and they sit in mud
and irately
say
'o, pig
(ro-ro-ro-ro-ro)
o, pig (piggie)
counting mud
one, two, three, four,
satu
lima
pig roll in mud
pig very smart'
then pig tell other pig
'you rollin'
in mud
to be clean
you very smart pig'
so be it
that you tell 'em pigs
and they ask you,
'whaddya know
are you a pig?'
so-
how 'bout pugs
for G!D to know
and for G!D
to show those
who endure patiently
among pigs
what pugs do
(hello, you
you jelly?)
2017-07-16 11:02:15 +00:00
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2017-07-14 03:19:36 +00:00
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<p>Dear Dear Diary, </p>
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<p>May peace be with you, in the name
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of the Lord [of ours], Christ Jesus.
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</p>
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<p>[El] Shaddai moves the woman with
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[H]is mighty hand, and I do not dare
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to lay with her if she appears.
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</p>
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<p>I am fading in and out on the second day. G!d
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put me on
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</p><i>
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<p>from the writer: faint marks, as in hand-writing
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</p>
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</i>
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<p>new accommodation.
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The kingdom belongs to G!D
All my base is belong to You, oh Almighty One who cherishes
and sustains the worlds: the Sovereign over the Last Day,
who created all. I'm feeling good and cheerful, O blessed Father
who loves justice and detests wickedness, and is severe
and swift and terrible in punishment that is eternal or other-wise
a cause of agony and torment.
Thank You, Compassionate and Most Merciful One :-) You are true in word and deed,
and just in ways and judgments, King of kings, Lord of lords
Who will not fear You? For You are the only holy one. All will come,
and worship You, for Your righteous acts are revealed. You who was,
and who is: the Everlasting G!D, God of Abraham and the prophets
Sang the song of Moses, who is servant of G!D, and of the Lamb, who
is worthy of glory and honour and power and kingdom and praise.
2017-07-13 12:42:22 +00:00
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<div id="i-am-nothing-at-all">
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<p>Dear Diary,
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</p>
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<p>Many are the clouds that [El] Shaddai draws from the curves of the sea
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</p>
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<p>And with [H]is mighty hand He brings forth a dark green clam from the depth
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[that] He hides from the knowledge of Man in His wrath which abideth until belief
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in the Son
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</p>
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<p>A swinging sword /<br />
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brought forth by G!D / <br />
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from Mary
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Papa, You love justice, and detest wickedness :-)
'I have not much more time to speak with you. The ruler
of this world approaches. He has no power over me,
yet I will do the will of the one who sent me.
So that the world will know that I love my Father, I will do
the will of the one who sent me.' - Christ Jesus, son of Mary
(compare, please, to Isa, son of Miriam)
I love You, Dad, blessed Father who is in Heaven - Ruler of the Universe,
whose name is hallowed
2017-07-13 12:29:11 +00:00
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2017-07-13 11:35:24 +00:00
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<div id="do-not-return-wickedness-for-wickedness-take-heed">
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<p>Dear Diary,
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May peace with you, in the name of the son of the Almighty, Christ
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Jesus, [who is] Lord. [whom I am not above]
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</p>
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<p>The man with emerald skin of crystalline substance appeared before me.
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2017-07-13 11:51:27 +00:00
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His eyes were ablaze, and out of his mouth was a double-edged sword, and in his
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2017-07-13 11:35:24 +00:00
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hand was the Star of David, and encountering him by the river, I saw that
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his feet were like bronze that had passed through fire, as I fell to his feet.
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</p>
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<p>'Peace!' he said. 'Calamity will come soon, but I am with you until the end of
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the age.'
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</p>
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<i>
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<p>The writer thinking whether to record suspicions of idol-worship or
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a flashing reminder of a certain... what people call psycho-analyst - who
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was known for seeing visions or images, which he then (reportedly) used,
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or other-wise applied, to contribute to society. 'King', 'lover', and
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G!D-knows-what-and-I-do-not-know. 'Archetypes' they called it. (or otherwise
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named it.) 'magician' . ha-ha-ha-ha. (laughing) ^^
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Oh they accused Jesus and his disciples of trickery or slights of hand or feints
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or sorcery or working their portion from G!D with the help of demons or sons of demons!
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O! hahahahahahaha. (laughing)
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</p>
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<p>Thanksgiving for Return from Captivity.
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A Song of Ascents.
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When the LORD brought back the captive ones of Zion,
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We were like those who dream.
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2
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Then our mouth was filled with laughter
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And our tongue with joyful shouting;
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Then they said among the nations,
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“The LORD has done great things for them.”
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3
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The LORD has done great things for us;
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We are glad.
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4
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Restore our fortunes, O LORD,
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As the streams in the South. (as the streams
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2017-07-13 11:51:27 +00:00
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that You cause to gush in arid deserts)
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<br/>
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(as written in Scriptures. (they call it
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'New American Standard Bible'; other names, too, they have
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for Scriptures. Names that G!D knows, and I do not know.
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Yes, G!D knows, and I do not know.))
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2017-07-13 11:35:24 +00:00
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</p>
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<p>(laughing, can't stop) seemingly crazy man
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</p>
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<p>I praise You, G!D, for You have shown lovingkindness
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</p>
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</i>
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<p>'What will you have me do?' said I to the man, knelt.
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</p>
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<p>'Go your way, Daniel,' said he. 'Peace!'
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</p>
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<p>
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<i>'Great and marvellous are your deeds, O Almighty One'. sang the song
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2017-07-13 11:51:27 +00:00
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of Moses, who is servant of G!D, and of the Lamb. Fabulosa and fabuloso
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2017-07-13 11:35:24 +00:00
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and deserving of every superlative, and miraculously wonderful and magnificently
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beautiful, O, Your deeds, You who have no beings attached. (G!D haz no beings
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attached.) (laughing) ha-ha-ha-ha
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</i>
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</p>
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</div>
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So that the world will know that I love my Father
'I have not much more time to speak with
you,' the Son of Man saying.
'The ruler of this world approaches.
He has no power o'er me (over me,
no power, he has.)
Yet, I will do the will of the
one who sent Me, so that the world
will know that I love my Father.
If you really loved Me, you would be
glad that I am going to my Father,
for He is greater than I. I am leaving
you now, but I will come again, and
be with you for-ever and ever.'
Ok, Jesus :-) Christ Jesus
2017-07-01 16:14:02 +00:00
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<div id="san">
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2017-07-01 16:05:32 +00:00
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<p>
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Dear Diary,
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How are you?
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May peace
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[and the Life] be with you in
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the name of the Lord Christ Jesus.
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</p>
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<p>from the writer:
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:-) <br/>
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^_&
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</p>
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<p>
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'Do not err, my beloved
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brethren,' wrote the apostle
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Paul, 'every good gift
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and every perfect gift
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is from above, coming down
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from the father of lights,
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[the blessed Father, who
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is unseen in front of men,
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and who is in Heaven]
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with whom there is no
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variableness or changing
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or turning of shadow
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[nor excessively heavy
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yokes like those that
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teachers of the Law, and
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Pharisees, and hypocrites,
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lay down even on the very
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aged]'.
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</p>
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Save me from my enemies, O G!D, our Lord!
My enemies scorn and despise me on all sides.
My friends are afraid of me, and turn away from me
when they see me on the streets.
I am in distress!
O, but I put my trust in You, O, our Lord, G!D!
Rescue me from the traps that my enemies set for me.
Silence the lips of those who boldly slander G!D and
those whom G!D has sent- those who defile G!D with
arrogant words that they let out from their mouths, oh,
those who have lofty speech, make them silent!
Do not relent- you must not relent your anger!
Destroy them! O
2017-07-10 11:16:57 +00:00
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<p>The Almighty has drawn evening across the
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earth, and the man ponders on himself and
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his G!d. He is a strange creation, he thinks,
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growing as he appears, and also aware of his on[-]going
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dis[-]appearance. For which part of his body is new,
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or his bones, or his flesh, that will prompt a new
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'Thing' in the world? [paragraph break] And yes,
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the uncertainty of his existence threatens him,
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and waits in hiding to be acknowledged, on the heels
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of Recognition.
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</p>
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<p>G[!]d brought people to me to[-]day, Diary, and some
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of the experience was pleasant, and some not so much.
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Three of my former high-school class[-]mates arrived at the
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ward, and G!d reminded me later of my vulnerability
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amidst serving the Christ, when [H]e brought my [']father[']
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to the ward (he is not a seeker of the Christ, nor is he seeking
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Christ, as far as I can tell.)
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</p>
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<p>Do you speak Mandarin Chinese, or can you read it, at least?
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</p>
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<p><i>from the writer: Translating... :-) For the love of G!D,
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and to the Most Merciful and Compassionate One be praise and
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the glory.
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</i>
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</p>
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<p>Although I do not count myself as having achieved perfection,
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as if I were a mountain or statue that has been molded and
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made perfect - oh, I do not count myself as such - and do not
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have all the powers that G!D has to work great deeds that shelter
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and transport Man, and nourish you and me, and do not know
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all the rigid instructions, of the world, that lays a yoke
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on-to one such that one turns to the direction where the sun
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sets, or plucks hair out from the nostrils of one - oh,
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I feel a load that is yoked upon me, instead, in
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the plentiful harvest of the fields that G!D has given me to
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tend, as if I ought to forge a bow or axe for myself out-side of
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the houses of happy people who put the proverbial cart before the horse,
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among these blurring definitions (of myself)
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that G!D has caused in a baptism of fire to a disobedient
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one such as myself, who seems doomed to be as clouds
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of dust and ash - what with the sword, that He has plunged into
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my soul, that is tormenting me greatly - I speak, in an effort
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to make my humanity heard, the following: if G!D has given me
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this worldly life as a comfort - a form of mercy
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from the Most Merciful and Compassionate One, or a brief respite -
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then what they have done to me falls short of what lets
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the light of the Most Merciful One - who created us, and is working
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great and mighty wonders in His immeasurable splendour and
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ways that are above my own - shine;
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they do not glorify their Maker, who is maker of all. I see
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room for the Lamb to do the will of the one who sent the Lamb. I see
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room for work that reconciles the below to the above. I see
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a gap to be filled. And how great the cry must be
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to He-who-provides, from where they are! Oh, to imagine
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the saltiness that remains on their hearts after their tears
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have dried! To borrow an expression
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from the one and only Teacher,
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if this happens in the green, what more in the dry!
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</p>
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<p><i>Mysterious marks that look like armies or soldiers
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</i>
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</p>
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<p>Where G!D has sent me to is where wild people
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have the comfort of their shelters and women, and yet
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bake bread that leaves people half-hungry after they eat it.
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Not a joyous effort at all, are all these plucking of nostril-hairs,
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and turning to the direction where the sun sets. To the extent
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that they have turned the commandments of G!D to suit the desires
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of their hearts, they are all alike, regardless of their
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positions in society, gender identity, sexual identity, and
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the number of years that they have lived (or the number
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of wrinkles
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on their fore-head). And these are people who are made
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in the likeness of their Maker! How outrageous! I am
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greatly anxious and distressed for these people whom
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G!D offers His covenant to. My lowly heart is beset with
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with unexpressed emotions, as if my heart were in a sealed
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jar that is becoming a little too cramped, or as if the heat
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of summer had been poured into a drink that leaves me burning
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upon consumption. Oh, to whom shall I turn the ancient
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trees and mountains of my soul towards: G!D who clothes me,
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or those whom G!D has destroyed since long ago in plagues
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and floods and earthquakes that only those who are like Noah
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can be spared from? Who am I to model myself after? Or who
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am I to speak up for? Or rest my weary soul against? O! How
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I have spent nights sitting, by my lonesome, under the shifts
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and changes of the moon, wishing to be with You, enjoying
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the lush abundance of what G!D provides in his covenant with
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an oppressed, persecuted and doomed one such as myself!
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O, Jehovah!
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</p>
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<p>oh, in the heat of the day, I have felt humiliation.
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2017-07-10 11:53:32 +00:00
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我受到委屈了，日记。想像在十字架（或者，树）上，
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耶稣叫喊：【阿爸，父亲！为什么你放弃了我？】我认为
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生活是值得的，感到幸福，是他的牺牲，让我有
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改变和希望。他的名字，耶稣。</p>
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<p>晚安
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Save me from my enemies, O G!D, our Lord!
My enemies scorn and despise me on all sides.
My friends are afraid of me, and turn away from me
when they see me on the streets.
I am in distress!
O, but I put my trust in You, O, our Lord, G!D!
Rescue me from the traps that my enemies set for me.
Silence the lips of those who boldly slander G!D and
those whom G!D has sent- those who defile G!D with
arrogant words that they let out from their mouths, oh,
those who have lofty speech, make them silent!
Do not relent- you must not relent your anger!
Destroy them! O
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<p><i>marks that I cannot understand now,
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but will come to understand afterward, if
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G!D is willing. :-)
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<p>阿们
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2017-07-01 15:35:28 +00:00
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<p>Dear Diary,
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Strangled and a-ware /
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I comb fingers in-to ash /
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as I dis-ap-pear
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They fold the-ir hands /
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As they sit a-cross from me /
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How do I praise G!d
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They came on a day /
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When it was cold and wind-less /
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They came suddenly
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Tiles and small stock-piles /
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Bring on a cas-cade of fear /
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and the stop in me
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They pushed some bis-cuit /
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and mix-ture to me at tea /
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They shan't break my fast!
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On a ce-real crack /
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The rai-sin traced me as best /
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as a dry <strike>hump</strike>lump
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can
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The wild crane stands fast /
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A-mong te rol-ling grass field /
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As he jour-neys past
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They are in a war /
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They are wield-ing seen weapons /
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But we, un-seen, win
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They are in a war /
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They are seen wielding weapons /
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But we win, unseen
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To make a dam burst /
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It is im-por-tant to risk /
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Flood-ing the ri-ver
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How many swallows /
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Follow the si-lence as well /
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As a stag-nant pond?
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How many swallows follow the
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selection of an old
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stagnant
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pond?
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Day comes and night goes /
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Silk-i-ly e-nough on wings /
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of a red fea-ther
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The bumblebee flies /
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Listening to the sounds of snorts /
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and grumbling hammers
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<i>from the writer: Lest they
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tramply on them, and then turn
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and attack you, do not set
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your pearls before swine.'
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(hur-hur-huk) (laughing)
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This is from Scriptures.
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The bumblebee flies /
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But tastes its own honey in /
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no such haste as Man
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On the equator
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/ of a rectangle that curls
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/ up leaving I
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<strike>you</strike>,
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me
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Isn't it curious?
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In between the lines the bird /
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Makes its victory
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2017-06-26 12:22:36 +00:00
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2017-06-26 14:41:52 +00:00
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Dear Diary,
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How are you? May peace be with you
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in the name of the Lord Christ Jesus.
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2017-06-26 14:41:52 +00:00
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<p>If I had a wing / I would not flap but / boldly cover me
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<p>
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<i>from the writer: If G[!]d had a wing / would He use it
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to carry / The sound of the trees
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Am I so vulnerable
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<i>from the writer: 'With gladness I boast about thorn
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in flesh (that was given to me to torment me, and to keep
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me from being proud - a messenger of the one who calls himself
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the Angel of Light), delight in weaknesses, and gladly boast
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about troubles, persecutions, oppression from people unknown
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and known to me, hardships, emotional turns and swoops and
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flights, tribulations, for the sake of the One with the Name
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(Christ).' (from Scriptures)
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Am I so vulnerable that a[n] offer of a mixture is
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deceiving
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and
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tempting? Are you?
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They have familiarity with toxins. It's so embittering,
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disappointing and upsetting! Oh!
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<p>from the writer: 'Remorseful, huh. Regrets? Or not? For the sake
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of the Christ, huh. The Anointed One who calls himself the
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son of Man. "Three times I asked the Lord to remove it
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from me. What? The thing causing (me) pain. The thorn in flesh.
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He said: My grace is sufficient for you. Good enough. Enough for
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you, my grace is. My power is greatest in weakness.
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(as has been recorded in Scriptures)
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<p>On the day of the Sabbath, Shaddai settles into his [or His]
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resting place after his work of the Creation.
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<p>The awesome G!d is with you, Diary, and He will
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<strike>peso</strike> personally go ahead of you before them.
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Oh, such mercy, as Pope Francis said: so much mercy, especially
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for confessors!
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<p>G!d sent four former high school
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<p><i>from the writer: (laughing) hur-hur-hur-hur. Four... form.. er...
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form-er... four.. form... four... for... It's too funny! :-D ^.^ (still
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laughing) ha- G!D is better comedian than I am :-D Thanks, Daddy :-) ^.^
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>.<
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G!d sent four former high school friends to me in the evening.
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When I looked on the gifts which one brought to me, I saw the
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words: 'When you only see one set of footprints in
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the sand, it is because I was carrying you.' That was awesome!
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Scripture says that you ought to
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say, 'If this is G!d's will, we will
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live and also do this or that,' instead
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of boasting that tomorrow you will
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go to this or that city, live there for
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a few years and make a profit. This is a
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reminder from G!d to me about my limits
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and capabilities.
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<p>You are <strike>like</strike> an open
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book, Diary, and I trust G!d will involve
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you in his [or His]
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plan as he [or He] sees fit.
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I received many blessings from the Father
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today. I am especially grateful as I had prayed
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to die, earlier.
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<p>G!d is telling me that there is more
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to me that he sees, other than what I see[,] and what they see.
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The word of G!d is a lamp unto thy path[,] and a
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light unto thy feet.
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<strike>(Psalms</strike>
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The context is the words I saw earlier in a [']Christian[']
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publication, on the trees and tents that G!d sees in a group
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of wanderers and ex-slaves.
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They call for bed-time / <br/>
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On a summer night in trop-ics / <br/>
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What a silent moon!
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<p><i>
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From the writer: they call for bed-time / on a Sabbath that Lord rules /
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how patient Lord is!
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2017-06-26 12:06:00 +00:00
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