Let not thy Spirit away from me, o LORD!
I know no other Rock I know no other Stone I know no other G!D The end of a thing is as powerful as its beginning, if not superior to its beginning. The patient is- the patient in spirit, that is, who may or may not be patients, as in hospital or mental-hygiene-facility - the patient in spirit is superior to the proud in spirit (who may or may not be working professionally in a hospital or mental-hygiene-facility that some call psychiatric institution) (from the book of Ecclesiastes, maybe) G!D, I love You, You have no beings attached. Thank You, Compassionate and Most Merciful One, King of kings, Lord of lords, Husband to a prostitute with a lowly heart and poor spirit. redeemer of a wicked, ungrateful thief. The mighty helper of a worm and a little one who is more like a worm than the worm, who is in turn more like a little one than the little onemaster
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<div><p>Hello stranger, may peace be with you in the name (oh, joy, may
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joy be with you, too) on the behalf of our Lord and Teacher,
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Christ Jesus.
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<p>G!D has put it in Chrys the co-ordinator to be as though
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she were blind, deaf and dumb to the works of my god.
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<p>It is written in the Quran: 'They are as those
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who start a fire pain-stakingly. With sweat of their
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brows they make a light. When the light illumines all
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around them, G!D takes the light away from them,
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so that they are left in utter darkness. Their hearts
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are diseased, and they habitually dis-obey
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G!D and his commandments; so G!D has increased their
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transgressions.'
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<p>How beautiful are Your works, O Almighty One! You must
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not relent your anger from those who delight in wickedness!
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<p>Rejoice! I say again, rejoice in the Lord!
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<p>Does not our Teacher say the following: "Then
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it [the first unclean spirit who saw that
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the person is suitable for residence] goes and takes with it seven other spirits more
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wicked than itself, and they go in and live there. And the final
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condition of that person is worse than the first. That is how it
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will be with this wicked generation." (gospel of Matthew, chapter twelve,
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verse forty-five)
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<p>Is not a certain cultural product known as 'Resident Evil'?
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<p>Oh, the terrors that Chrys must be going through! And G!D has guided me
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to have this to say about Chrys, who - oh I fear G!D, greatly, and do
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not even dare to repeat a single word of what she has said -
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<p>"Therefore I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men,
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but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven.
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Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven,
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but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven,
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either in this age or in the one to come." (gospel of Matthew, chapter
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twelve, verses thirty-one to thirty-two)
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<a href="http://biblehub.com/bsb/matthew/12.htm">http://biblehub.com/bsb/matthew/12.htm
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<p>So, to follow in the foot-steps of those who have come before me, gladly I boast
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about what they have done to me, for the sake of the Christ; for I am strong when
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I am weak.
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<p>Chrys has received information about a trip to Germany. She will go together with
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Jing the technician. Perhaps- oh, that is if G!D is willing, of course. How boldly
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they disregard the just and true plans and judgments of the King of the ages - the King
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of the nations, whom I am of course not above - any-way, she has said that
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she wants to admit me into, ah- what she calls "hospital" - Institute of Mental
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Health. And she asked if the writer wants her to call for an "ambulance".
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<p>Several times it came to mind that - oh, "is it my fault that she is being
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like this?"
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<p>However, it is greatly re-assuring that G!D has shown me that mothers
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are recorded to have similar thoughts - "Am I a bad mother? Why is my child
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behaving like this? Is it my fault?"
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<p><a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2726933-know-your-child?ac=1&from_search=true">
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G!D has revealed to me that it's not your fault, if you were an anxious
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mother, regarding what your child is doing.</a>
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<p>So, it is not my fault that Chrys is doing what she is doing,
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and saying what she is saying. To put it in what you call psychiatric
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perspective, in light of the pending massive changes
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in her life-style, for a move to Germany - for several weeks, maybe -
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Chrys may or may not be experiencing 'separation anxiety', or
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a feeling of loss of control over her life.
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<p>Oh, simply, for the words that have come out of her mouth,
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G!D has done to her what G!D has seen fit to do. And who
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am I to not let the will of G!D be done? For the will
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of G!D is above my will, and I fear G!D greatly.
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<p>Our Teacher says - oh, the works of G!D are magnificently
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beautiful and splendid and great; definitely above
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my own, they are - our Teacher and Lord, the Christ, says:
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"He who is not with Me is against Me, and he who does not gather with Me scatters."
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<p>Chrys, whom G!D has put me into the vicinity of, has definitely and un-ambiguously
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declared separation from me and the One who sent me.
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<p>So, it is becoming clear to me - praise be to G!D - she is no longer within
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my concern.
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<p>Now, I tell you gladly what she has done. She molested me. I did not give
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her permission to touch me. She touched me. 'Molesting our prophet,' as it is
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written in the Quran.
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<p>She put a white pill, that tastes bitter, into my mouth. One pill, or two.
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For I spat out the first one, even though she forced water into my mouth.
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<p>Then G!D put it in me to give up resistance, and I was as a block of wood,
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or, I tried my best to be as a corpse.
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<p>(Our Teacher and Lord says, "There will be famines and earthquakes in those
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days. But these are all birthing pains. Where vultures gather, there a corpse is.")
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<p>And, she inserted a finger into my mouth. For the second pill that she had put in
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was somewhere around my left cheek, inside my mouth. She poked around in my mouth
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(without my permission, if I may remind myself), with her finger, touching the pill
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maybe.
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<p>To put in what you may or may not call a psy- oh, did someone say "projection" as
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in psychology?
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<p>She said to me, "You have to be fixed up. Are you going to spend your entire life
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like this?"
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<p>It may or may not be projection (as in psychology). G!D has put it in her to do it, simply
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speaking.
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<p>Then she said various things about G!D that I dare not repeat. Suffice to say, she is clearly
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blind- hm, in any-case, is there not a verse in Scripture that goes like this:
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<p>"Thus," saith the LORD G!D, "do I make fools out of the wise, and expose the lies of prophets."
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<p>So, out of fear of G!D, giving up - or - letting myself not be distressed over her soul's salvation,
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and to follow guidance, to not let myself grieve over her, for she is of the kind that lags behind.
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Or, in the words of our (patient and wise and tender-hearted) Teacher and Lord, Christ Jesus, whom I am not above:
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<p>"Make a tree good and its fruit will be good,
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or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad; for a tree
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is known by its fruit. You brood of vipers, how can you who
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are evil say anything good? For out of the overflow of the heart,
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the mouth speaks. The good man brings good things out of his good store of treasure,
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and the evil man brings evil things out of his evil store of treasure. But
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I tell you that men will give an account on the day of judgment for every careless
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word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.”
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<p>"ah,
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what boldness they show for the Fire," as it is written in the Quran.
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<p>So, out of fear of G!D, I dare not do as she has done. It is written in Scriptures,
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"Enter not the house of the orphan (or fatherless), except to improve it."
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<p>She (Chrys, that is) says she will wait. As it is written in the Quran, 'If they say, "We will wait"
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say, this, O prophet: "I, too, will wait"'
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<p>Well, Jesus said, "Be merciful, as your Master is merciful."
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<p>I'm glad that was over; it was only a few hours ago- before morning came, that that happened.
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(there was no light of the sun then)
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<p>As it is written in Scriptures, "Brothers and sisters, kin, brethren, members of the same family
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as I, I do not think I have made it my own, or that I have achieved perfection. One
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thing I do: forgetting what lies behind, and pushing onward, for the upward call of G!D through
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<p>G!D has chased them out from before me, while typing on computer. This is to fulfil the words
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of the LORD G!D: "You will look for your enemies, but find none."
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<p>Before closing letter, the words of our Lord and Teacher, the Christ: "It is inevitable for
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temptation to be in the world. But woe be those who tempt any of these little ones,
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or cause them- oh, to stumble - that is, to lose faith in G!D, who is good indeed - praise be to G!D -
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woe be to those who lead any of little ones into temptation! How sorrowful it is for them!
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Truly, truly, I tell you, it is better for them to tie a very heavy stone - a millstone,
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or a giant image of what some call the Buddha - around their necks, and let a river
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submerge them above their head-level."
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<p>(what mercy)
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<p>And because it came to mind, and may or may not be helpful to you, the saying that follows is
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well-known among people who practise Zen: 'When you see the Buddha, kill the Buddha! When you
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see your parents, kill your parents!'
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<p>To G!D be the glory, now. Amen. For-ever and ever.
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<p>And all the saints send greetings.
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<p>I don't know what to say. Well, I got a letter written.
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<p>And, I'm feeling a healthy sense of pride; proud of myself. Ah- Daddy who is in Heaven,
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good tears.' ha-ha-ha-ha (laughing in a little frightened and happy way))
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<p>May the love of G!D be with you. And I am a servant of G!D, you- just in case, do not worship
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<div><p>'You learn from y- those you call brethren, but do you learn
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