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Let not thy Spirit away from me, o LORD!

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I know no other Rock
I know no other Stone
I know no other G!D

The end of a thing is as powerful as its beginning, if not superior to its
beginning.
The patient is- the patient in spirit, that is, who may or may not be patients, as in
hospital or mental-hygiene-facility - the patient in spirit is superior
to the proud in spirit (who may or may not be working professionally
in a hospital or mental-hygiene-facility that some call psychiatric institution)
(from the book of Ecclesiastes, maybe)

G!D, I love You, You have no beings attached. Thank You, Compassionate
and Most Merciful One, King of kings, Lord of lords, Husband to a prostitute
with a lowly heart and poor spirit. redeemer of a wicked, ungrateful thief.
The mighty helper of a worm and a little one who is more like a worm
than the worm, who is in turn more like a little one than the little one
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<div><p>Hello stranger, may peace be with you in the name (oh, joy, may
joy be with you, too) on the behalf of our Lord and Teacher,
Christ Jesus.
</p>
<p>G!D has put it in Chrys the co-ordinator to be as though
she were blind, deaf and dumb to the works of my god.
</p>
<p>It is written in the Quran: 'They are as those
who start a fire pain-stakingly. With sweat of their
brows they make a light. When the light illumines all
around them, G!D takes the light away from them,
so that they are left in utter darkness. Their hearts
are diseased, and they habitually dis-obey
G!D and his commandments; so G!D has increased their
transgressions.'
</p>
<p>How beautiful are Your works, O Almighty One! You must
not relent your anger from those who delight in wickedness!
</p>
<p>Rejoice! I say again, rejoice in the Lord!
</p>
<p>Does not our Teacher say the following: "Then
it [the first unclean spirit who saw that
the person is suitable for residence] goes and takes with it seven other spirits more
wicked than itself, and they go in and live there. And the final
condition of that person is worse than the first. That is how it
will be with this wicked generation." (gospel of Matthew, chapter twelve,
verse forty-five)
</p>
<p>Is not a certain cultural product known as 'Resident Evil'?
</p>
<p>Oh, the terrors that Chrys must be going through! And G!D has guided me
to have this to say about Chrys, who - oh I fear G!D, greatly, and do
not even dare to repeat a single word of what she has said -
</p>
<p>"Therefore I tell you, every sin and blasphemy will be forgiven men,
but the blasphemy against the Spirit will not be forgiven.
Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven,
but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven,
either in this age or in the one to come." (gospel of Matthew, chapter
twelve, verses thirty-one to thirty-two)
<a href="http://biblehub.com/bsb/matthew/12.htm">http://biblehub.com/bsb/matthew/12.htm
</a>
</p>
<p>So, to follow in the foot-steps of those who have come before me, gladly I boast
about what they have done to me, for the sake of the Christ; for I am strong when
I am weak.
</p>
<p>Chrys has received information about a trip to Germany. She will go together with
Jing the technician. Perhaps- oh, that is if G!D is willing, of course. How boldly
they disregard the just and true plans and judgments of the King of the ages - the King
of the nations, whom I am of course not above - any-way, she has said that
she wants to admit me into, ah- what she calls "hospital" - Institute of Mental
Health. And she asked if the writer wants her to call for an "ambulance".
</p>
<p>Several times it came to mind that - oh, "is it my fault that she is being
like this?"
</p>
<p>However, it is greatly re-assuring that G!D has shown me that mothers
are recorded to have similar thoughts - "Am I a bad mother? Why is my child
behaving like this? Is it my fault?"
</p>
<p><a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/2726933-know-your-child?ac=1&from_search=true">
G!D has revealed to me that it's not your fault, if you were an anxious
mother, regarding what your child is doing.</a>
</p>
<p>So, it is not my fault that Chrys is doing what she is doing,
and saying what she is saying. To put it in what you call psychiatric
perspective, in light of the pending massive changes
in her life-style, for a move to Germany - for several weeks, maybe -
Chrys may or may not be experiencing 'separation anxiety', or
a feeling of loss of control over her life.
</p>
<p>Oh, simply, for the words that have come out of her mouth,
G!D has done to her what G!D has seen fit to do. And who
am I to not let the will of G!D be done? For the will
of G!D is above my will, and I fear G!D greatly.
</p>
<p>Our Teacher says - oh, the works of G!D are magnificently
beautiful and splendid and great; definitely above
my own, they are - our Teacher and Lord, the Christ, says:
"He who is not with Me is against Me, and he who does not gather with Me scatters."
</p>
<p>Chrys, whom G!D has put me into the vicinity of, has definitely and un-ambiguously
declared separation from me and the One who sent me.
</p>
<p>So, it is becoming clear to me - praise be to G!D - she is no longer within
my concern.
</p>
<p>Now, I tell you gladly what she has done. She molested me. I did not give
her permission to touch me. She touched me. 'Molesting our prophet,' as it is
written in the Quran.
</p>
<p>She put a white pill, that tastes bitter, into my mouth. One pill, or two.
For I spat out the first one, even though she forced water into my mouth.
</p>
<p>Then G!D put it in me to give up resistance, and I was as a block of wood,
or, I tried my best to be as a corpse.
</p>
<p>(Our Teacher and Lord says, "There will be famines and earthquakes in those
days. But these are all birthing pains. Where vultures gather, there a corpse is.")
</p>
<p>And, she inserted a finger into my mouth. For the second pill that she had put in
was somewhere around my left cheek, inside my mouth. She poked around in my mouth
(without my permission, if I may remind myself), with her finger, touching the pill
maybe.
</p>
<p>To put in what you may or may not call a psy- oh, did someone say "projection" as
in psychology?
</p>
<p>She said to me, "You have to be fixed up. Are you going to spend your entire life
like this?"
</p>
<p>It may or may not be projection (as in psychology). G!D has put it in her to do it, simply
speaking.
</p>
<p>Then she said various things about G!D that I dare not repeat. Suffice to say, she is clearly
blind- hm, in any-case, is there not a verse in Scripture that goes like this:
</p>
<p>"Thus," saith the LORD G!D, "do I make fools out of the wise, and expose the lies of prophets."
</p>
<p>So, out of fear of G!D, giving up - or - letting myself not be distressed over her soul's salvation,
and to follow guidance, to not let myself grieve over her, for she is of the kind that lags behind.
Or, in the words of our (patient and wise and tender-hearted) Teacher and Lord, Christ Jesus, whom I am not above:
</p>
<p>"Make a tree good and its fruit will be good,
or make a tree bad and its fruit will be bad; for a tree
is known by its fruit. You brood of vipers, how can you who
are evil say anything good? For out of the overflow of the heart,
the mouth speaks. The good man brings good things out of his good store of treasure,
and the evil man brings evil things out of his evil store of treasure. But
I tell you that men will give an account on the day of judgment for every careless
word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned.”
</p>
<p>"ah,
what boldness they show for the Fire," as it is written in the Quran.
</p>
<p>So, out of fear of G!D, I dare not do as she has done. It is written in Scriptures,
"Enter not the house of the orphan (or fatherless), except to improve it."
</p>
<p>She (Chrys, that is) says she will wait. As it is written in the Quran, 'If they say, "We will wait"
say, this, O prophet: "I, too, will wait"'
</p>
<p>Well, Jesus said, "Be merciful, as your Master is merciful."
</p>
<p>I'm glad that was over; it was only a few hours ago- before morning came, that that happened.
(there was no light of the sun then)
</p>
<p>As it is written in Scriptures, "Brothers and sisters, kin, brethren, members of the same family
as I, I do not think I have made it my own, or that I have achieved perfection. One
thing I do: forgetting what lies behind, and pushing onward, for the upward call of G!D through
Christ Jesus."
</p>
<p>G!D has chased them out from before me, while typing on computer. This is to fulfil the words
of the LORD G!D: "You will look for your enemies, but find none."
</p>
<p>Before closing letter, the words of our Lord and Teacher, the Christ: "It is inevitable for
temptation to be in the world. But woe be those who tempt any of these little ones,
or cause them- oh, to stumble - that is, to lose faith in G!D, who is good indeed - praise be to G!D -
woe be to those who lead any of little ones into temptation! How sorrowful it is for them!
Truly, truly, I tell you, it is better for them to tie a very heavy stone - a millstone,
or a giant image of what some call the Buddha - around their necks, and let a river
submerge them above their head-level."
</p>
<p>(what mercy)
</p>
<p>And because it came to mind, and may or may not be helpful to you, the saying that follows is
well-known among people who practise Zen: 'When you see the Buddha, kill the Buddha! When you
see your parents, kill your parents!'
</p>
<p>To G!D be the glory, now. Amen. For-ever and ever.
</p>
<p>And all the saints send greetings.
</p>
<p>I don't know what to say. Well, I got a letter written.
</p>
<p>And, I'm feeling a healthy sense of pride; proud of myself. Ah- Daddy who is in Heaven,
you're the best at loving me, and caring for me, and watching over me, and rescuing me. I'm-
ah- so happy- tears coming to eyes ('good tears,' some would say. 'tears of joy, they are.
good tears.' ha-ha-ha-ha (laughing in a little frightened and happy way))
</p>
<p>Rejoice! I say, again, rejoice in the Lord!
</p>
<p>May the love of G!D be with you. And I am a servant of G!D, you- just in case, do not worship
me! Worship G!D! For I am a servant of G!D, who has no beings attached, just like you. :-)
</p>
<p>ha-ha-ha-ha (laughing happily)
</p>
<p>:-)
</p>
</div>
<div><p>'You learn from y- those you call brethren, but do you learn
from enemies of yours?'
</p>