Taste and see that G!D is good!
O, taste and see that the LORD G!D is good! Blessed are those who take refuge in him. Do not rejoice that the evil king Ahaz is dead, for his son takes over his throne. A serpent births an adder more wicked than itself, quick and dangerous. Flee, o poor people of Israel, flee to fortified cities! (Bible. Book of Isaiah maybe) 'I want you to be wise about what is good, and innocent about what is evil.' (Scriptures) G!D knows, and I do not know what evil is. Yes, G!D knows, and I do not know.master
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What kind of hurt or trauma or woundedness did I have, in the past,
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What kind of hurt or trauma or woundedness did I have, in the past,
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that is lying stagnant now?
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that is lying stagnant now?
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'Do not kill your children for fear of want, for
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the LORD G!D will provide.' (from the Bible)
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fifteenth day of the first month
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of the 105th year
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since a nation was
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given a worldly comfort by the LORD, it is.
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<i>from the writer: Praise be to G!D, who daily
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loads or lays benefits upon us, even reconciliation
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to godliness or G!D: a reconciliation that
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no one of the world can give. For as
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Scriptures say, human effort is nothing -
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futile.
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I went to a lecture on Operating-Systems today.
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I also went to a talk on what it feels like
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to be dealing with 'depression' and recovery
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[from it].
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It is the fourteenth day of the first month
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of the 105th year since G!D let Man name a
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nation with a name that G!D taught Man
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instead of angels (whom G!D
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asked what the name was, and who said,
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'Yes, G!D, we do not know', and who were
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taught the name by Man when G!D commanded Man
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to teach them the name)
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Joanna A, my [']rehabilitation counsellor['], said
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yesterday that circumstances that cause stress
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can cause a [']relapse[']. She talked about
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warning signs of a [']relapse['], and actions to
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take during a [']relapse[']. The latter includes
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calling her, or checking myself into
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[']hospital[']. I find it ridiculous and
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counter-intuitive that when stress arises
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[or rises] you run away from the stress-causing
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factor, rather than find ways to cope
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with it, or de-stress, such as getting enough
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sleep, or exercising regularly, or
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talking to people in support groups or
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study groups for undergraduates.
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<i>Praise be to G!D, who rescues us from
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the mouths of the wicked, as a good shepherd
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rescues his flocks from the mouths
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of shepherds that eat mutton (or lamb
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chops) and the fattest portions
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of fattened calves, and dress themselves
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in wool, instead of feeding or tending or caring
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to flocks. Oh, G!D says, too, that He will
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ask an account of those shepherds, or hold
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them responsible for what happened, and those
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shepherds will not eat again. He will judge
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between the fat sheep and the scrawny sheep,
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G!D says. And this is in Scripture. G!D says
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He will care for His flocks Himself, and watch
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over them. And G!D is the Most Faithful
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to promises He makes. Thank you, Daddy :-)
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How can I fight back at [']schizophrenia[']?
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This is in contrast to improving the quality
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of life while coping with [']schizophrenia[']
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There is a card that has the name of
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'Schizophrenia' in the Tarot card deck.
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And G!D hath brought me to a person who
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had a Tarot card deck, and G!D hath brought
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me to draw the 'Schizophrenia' card with
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His will, which is sovereign (over all),
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for who is better at planning than He?
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knowledge of so-called schizophrenia
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have to do with godliness? Does not the Bible
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have on record, 'Turn away from godless
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chatter, and those who have opposing ideas
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with their so-called knowledge, or
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false knowledge?' For knows more than G!D?
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'Who among you can tell what will happen
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tomorrow? Come, step forward, let us gather
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and argue the case. Gather you your fortune-
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tellers and diviners.' (from Scriptures).
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come
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in, in this battle? Where do I come in?
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Oh, Father, help us to be more like Jesus,
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who is always available to the marginalised
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in society, and who does not seek praise: Lord,
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you said, 'My Father is greater than I'. You are
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humble, Lord. Draw me closer to you, Lord
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Jesus Christ. Through Jesus Christ[,] amen.
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<i>from the writer: I cried out to Jehovah,
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the blessed Father who rules the Universe,
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and whose name is hallowed, and He heard me
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and listened. Even me, a wicked, ungrateful
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thievess and a prostitute with a lowly heart,
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and poor spirit - a worm! - even me.
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The song 'Amazing grace' comes to mind:
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Amazing grace / How sweet the sound / that saved
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a wretch like me / I once was lost /
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But now am found / [da-da-da-da-da]. Sing like
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never before, o my soul /
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praise His holy name.<br/>
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G!D hath no begotten son. And G!D hath no
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beings attached. Abraham laid the foundation
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of the house when he cried out to G!D: 'Our
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Lord! Save
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me and my descendants from idol worshippers!' (from
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the Quran) <br/>
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Praise be to G!D, who brings every kind
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of fruit in boundless measure: houses I did
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not build, fruits that I did not sow seeds of.
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Wow.
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Someone else, who is wiser than myself,
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Go home, my people,
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and lock your doors!
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Hide yourselves for a little while
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until the Lord’s anger has passed.
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Look! The Lord is coming from heaven
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to punish the people of the earth for their sins.
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The earth will no longer hide those who have been killed.
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They will be brought out for all to see.
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<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Isaiah+26%3A20-21&version=NLT">
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(Isaiah 26:20-21, New Living Translation)
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It is the thirteenth day of the first month
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I went to a family therapist today. Christopher
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positive, compassionate, [and] knowledgable
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light. I was surprised that my father
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my [']siblings['] and myself. <br/><br/>
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I feel the pressure to make every pocket of
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time count. It is as if I'm on a giant rolling
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