with G!D's help, I have a fruit, if only for G!D to see :-)
For I care not for the world or the praises of the world:
G!D forbid that I should glory in myself, save in the one and
only eternal sacrifice
of the Anointed One, who died in payment for the wrongdoings
of many against godliness, G!D, and their own souls - their very souls -
through whom I am crucified unto the world, and the world unto me.
Because You have shown lovingkindness, and you detest wickedness, and love justice, and is swift and terrible and severe in punishment, and yet is Most Merciful, Compassionate and Oft-returning, Oft-forgiving - The Accepting of repentance, the Most Accepting of repentance