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<p>It will be as in the days of the generation
of Noah. People marrying and giving in marriage,
eating an' drinking, were, knowing nothing
about flood that came upon them until it came,
and Noah and those whom G!D had commanded Noah
to take with him - Oh, Noah obeyed what
G!D told him. That is to say, he did not
say 'No' to G!D out of defiance (or wilfulness);
neither
did he refuse to believe in the one whom
G!D has sent (You know the god I am talking
about: He who created the Universe and every-thing
in it, the All-knowing, All-hearing and All-seeing
Sovereign over the Day of Judgment who loves
justice and detests wickedness) - and when
destruction was complete, Noah asked G!D
for permission to dis-embark from where
G!D had spared him from destruction. (maybe
in the Quran, this is written)
</p>
<p>O prophet, your words will only be heeded-
your advice will only be heeded by those
who fear G!D, and are repentant, or otherwise
willing to reconcile themselves to Him. (as written
in the Quran). (the reader might want to compare
this to the parable of the sower and the seed
that Christ Jesus, son of Mary, gave, and which
is recorded in Scriptures that are known as
the Bible).
</p>
<p>Quit? Oh LORD, let not Your spirit away from me!
</p>
<p>On a point which may be elusive to people
in some parts of- any-way, elusive to some people-
is what exactly does it mean to say 'Thou
art my shepherd; I shall not want.'
</p>
<p>G!D has given me the grace to type
on a night in the tropics, so write I will,
gladly. G!D brought me to
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/441024.Great_Fool?ac=1&from_search=true">
a book
</a>
that is on- <br/><i>
(checking it up in an information store, the Internet
address of which is as follows)</i><br/>
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/441024.Great_Fool?ac=1&from_search=true
<br/>
a person who calls himself 'Great Fool'.
</p>
<p>In any case, a passage or idea from that book
is that on the way to enlightenment,
alms-taking is required. To put it in
a way that is a little more familiar
to the lay-man, or more precisely, those
people who reside in urban areas (that is,
not exactly pastoral), begging is required.
A better-sounding name, that book has given
that. Going to check information store again.
</p>
<p>'mendiciary'.
</p>
<p>Or more precisely, 'mendicancy'.
</p>
<p>Perchance the starting point may have
been forgotten. What does it mean to say,
'Thou art my shepherd. I shall not want'?
</p>
<p>How can one trust in a higher power that
feeds and clothes one unconditionally, unless
power is given over to the higher power in question
to feed and clothe one?
</p>
<p>What coming to mind is: Jesus. The disciples
began arguing among themselves about who
among them was the greatest in the kingdom
of Heaven. Taking a little one to Jesus,
Jesus said, 'Truly, truly, I tell you,
those who humble yourself as this little one
is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven.'
(among numerous other examples, of little
ones being a model to Man, that Jesus gave).
</p>
<p>You ever saw a little one - say, one year
of age, in your so-called modern measures
of time - suit up in tie and tuxedo, and
wait tables? Or pump petrol for others
at a gas station? Who feeds a one-year-old?
</p>
<p>You wanna be greatest in kingdom of Heaven?
How about you learn from a one-year-old about
trust in a world that feeds you, and clothes
you unconditionally, among other things
that a one-year-old can teach you, if you choose
to humble yourself?
</p>
<p>To emphasise on what Jesus - who is Teacher
and Lord, as it should be - said, verse from Bible:
And he said to them:
"Truly I tell you, unless you change and
become like little children, you will never
enter the kingdom of Heaven."
<a href="http://biblehub.com/matthew/18-3.htm">
(Gospel of Matthew, chapter eighteen, verse three.
http://biblehub.com/matthew/18-3.htm)
</a>
</p>
<p>So, back to the beginning. What does it mean
to you to say the following:
'Thou art my shepherd; I shall not want"
</p>
<p>On a some-what related note, G!D
has given me a chance to attend a lesson
or example of what some call homoletics.
'Big' word? Or complicated word?
How about this: how to communicate
more effectively?
</p>
<p>So one of the ideas during that demonstration
or lesson that came up in mind was the
art of repetition, which interestingly
enough, is a rather prominent feature
in classical music, or music from the
period of your development that some
have called 'the Classical period'.
</p>
<p>Maybe those who are familar with a certain
type of computers know it as 'copy-and-paste'.
So, the art of repetition (a concept that
G!D has introduced me to in a music course,
which is, of course, from the-LORD-who-will-provide)-
the art of repetition is how you 'copy-and-paste',
not just what you 'copy-and-paste'.
</p>
<p>So, parable of sower and seeds, coming to mind
again.
</p>
<p>Hm. To sum up,
<ul><li>
humble yourself as a little one.
If you do not, no kingdom of Heav'n.</li>
<li>you say 'Thou art my shepherd.
I shall not want'. What does that mean to you?
Are you even giving yourself a chance
to be shepherd-ed - clothed and fed unconditionally?
</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>So, having examples- but, demonstration
of homoletics included a clear warning to not
introduce to you - or the audience, or the
people you are preaching to - any new content
or points, (where) in the conclusion, or where
you have told your audience where you will end.
</p>
<p>My time is short, how-ever. G!D will take
my life - or what people of the world think
of as life, to be more accurately speaking -
according to His will, which is above my will.
</p>
<p>Sufficient for you, it is becoming clear,
that there are highly visible persons among
your urban (that isn't exactly pastoral)
societies who have attempted- not suicide-
mendiciary. (begging. taking alms.)
</p>
<p>So, to repeat, if you don't give a higher power
- or, a higher being who causes rain or water to fall from
the sky so that your thirst may be satisfied -
(oh, thank You for the rain, oh, Papa (Father)
who is Ruler of the Universe, whose name
is hallowed. Why, G!D, Your people have
created imitations of the sound of rain-drops
falling on surfaces, so that they may be
soothed or otherwise comforted, or find
a common humanity)-
to repeat, if you do not give a higher power
a chance to feed you un-conditionally, what is it
to you to spend time with words that have
the breath of G!D in them? What is it to you to
say or see the following: 'Thou art my shepherd;
I shall not want.'
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
to have the no small honour to obey the guidance
that <a href="http://biblehub.com/isaiah/41-14.htm">
the mighty helper of worm Jacob and little Israel
</a>
has given me (even me), offering
<a href="https://tinyletter.com/now-to-Jehovah-be-the-glory-for-ever-and-ever-amen">
a service</a>
that is
in obedience to the following verse: <br/>
<a href="http://biblehub.com/psalms/81-3.htm">
Blow the ram's horn at new moon, and again
at full moon to call a festival! (Psalm 81:3)
</a>
</p>
<p>
G!D knows, and I do not know what will happen. :-)
</p>
<p>
Nevertheless, a verse from Scripture, every word
of which has the breath of G!D in them, seems fitting:
<br/> <a
href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Peter+5&version=KJV">
Be alert and of sober mind.
Your enemy, the devil, prowls around
like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour
(1 Peter 5:8)
</a>
</p>
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
May the love of G!D -
<a href="http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/2-135.html">
who instructs me to say
to those who ask if I want to convert to their
religion
(or otherwise turn to, or enter into their practices)
the following: 'Nay, I would rather the religion
of the True Abraham, and worship the Almighty One,
who created the sky above and the earth below and
everything in the Universe, and who judges
over the Last Day
</a>
- be with my enemies, for G!D is the Compassionate
and Most Merciful One, who is
oft-returning and oft-forgiving.
</p>
<p>
So, to bless those who curse me,
<a href="http://biblehub.com/matthew/5-44.htm">
as the Scriptures
have on record,
</a>
so that I may be a son of the Most High, the following
are people who may or may not be more helpful
than myself in attending to you.
<ul>
<li>may the virtue of these deeds be to exalt
the presence of the Most Compassionate and Most
Merciful One who rules the universe in
just, true, marvellous and good and superb ways
that are higher than my ways. :-)
</li>
<li>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouroboros
</li>
<li>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rick_Warren">
'Rick Warren'.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rick_Warren
</a>
</li>
<li><a
href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tony_Robbins">
'Anthony Robbins'.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tony_Robbins
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theosophy">
'Theosophy'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theosophy
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://ggsc.berkeley.edu/">
'Greater Good Science Center'.
https://ggsc.berkeley.edu/
</li>
<li><a href="https://twitter.com/rypaugh?lang=en">
'Ryan Paugh'.
https://twitter.com/rypaugh?lang=en
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.tallkidtravels.com/">
'TK Travels: travel outside, develop within'.
http://www.tallkidtravels.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://dharmaseed.org/">
'Dharma Seed'.
http://dharmaseed.org/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.dwellinginstitute.com/">
'Dwelling Institute'.
http://www.dwellinginstitute.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.youtube.com/user/Drzakirchannel">
'Dr Zakir Naik'.
https://www.youtube.com/user/Drzakirchannel
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://thestillspace.org/">
'The Still Space'.
https://thestillspace.org/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://asc-sg.org/">
'Asian Spiritual Classics'. http://asc-sg.org/
</a>
</li>
<li>
<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ahmed_Deedat#Other_notable_debates">'Sheikh Ahmed Deedat'.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ahmed_Deedat#Other_notable_debates
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle">
'Eckhart Tolle'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.ascensionnow.co.uk/ken-carey.html">
'Ken Carey'. http://www.ascensionnow.co.uk/ken-carey.html
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C._S._Lewis">
'C.S. Lewis', who
supposedly said: "All their life in this world and all their
adventures had only been the cover and the title page:
now at last they were beginning Chapter One
of the Great Story which no one on earth
has read: which goes on for ever: in which
every chapter is better than the one before."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C._S._Lewis
</li>
<li>
<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepak_Chopra">
'Deepak Chopra'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepak_Chopra
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhuang_Zhou">
'Zhuang-zi'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhuang_Zhou
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://twitter.com/kleshaklesha/">
G!D-knows-who-and-I-do-not-know. Yes, G!D knows,
and I do not know ^_^ <br/> >.<
<br/> :-D
<br/>
(laughing maniacally.
'ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha' on
loop. A
delightful loop.)<br/>
'https://www.facebook.com/ktfrankenstein'<br/>
or 'https://twitter.com/kleshaklesha'
</a>
</li>
<li>
A space for an unknown person, for G!D to reveal to me
according to His will - which is above my will - and His
thoughts - which <strike>is</strike> are above my thoughts.
</li>
<li><a href="http://maiaduerr.com/">
'Maia Duerr'. http://maiaduerr.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://myaces.nus.edu.sg/staffdirectory/search?actionParam=campus&DeptCode=084">
'Koh Lee Sian Agnes'. https://myaces.nus.edu.sg/staffdirectory/search?actionParam=campus&DeptCode=084
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.clarity-singapore.org/web1/">
Well, didn't- G!D showed a poster to me, which ah-
was- led me to visit the following web-site (Internet address)
:
http://www.clarity-singapore.org/web1/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.dawnofgaia.com/">
'Gladys'. https://www.dawnofgaia.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://antaiji.org/en/">
'Antaiji'. http://antaiji.org/en/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.zensocietysingapore.com/">
'Zen Society Singapore'. http://www.zensocietysingapore.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://selfstrology.com/">
'May Sim'. http://selfstrology.com/
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.shamanism.org/resources/services-find.php?country=Singapore">
'The Foundation for Shamanic Studies'. https://www.shamanism.org/resources/services-find.php?country=Singapore
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.epicoaching.net/">
'Marc-Andre'. http://www.epicoaching.net/
</a>
</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>O taste and see that G!D is good! Blessed are those
who take refuge in Him, and keep the faith, and resist temptation
and love Him and obey His commandments and fear Him, and keep
His commandments.
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
It is the 106th year since G!D helped
a foolish fool who spoke up for worthless
idols - carven images that cannot save
his soul, nor help him restore his saltiness,
if he were salt that had lost his saltiness -
and it is the twelth month since G!D
chased the mischief-makers - those who
delight in wickedness, and say, 'We
are peace-makers', when it is they
who are surely the mischief-makers
or those who delight in mischief or
wickedness - away from before a subject
of mockery, and ridicule, and torture,
and torment, and severe programming,
of mind, that damages psyche. (not the
mythological Psyche, daughter of
Eros and G!D-knows-who-and-I-do-not-know).
And it is the thirteenth day of a month
that has an unknown day.</p>
<p>
<a href="https://www.evernote.com/shard/s423/sh/3d2b285a-728e-4d83-bfc4-41c5949eff93/43c2d4eeb33f5e6bcfcc1c6a8c5b93bb">
'Who are the people you admire and what values or traits do they have that you want to take on?'
https://www.evernote.com/shard/s423/sh/3d2b285a-728e-4d83-bfc4-41c5949eff93/43c2d4eeb33f5e6bcfcc1c6a8c5b93bb
</a></p>
<p>
Who are the people you admire and what values or traits do they have that you want to take on?
你欣赏的人是谁？他们有什么你想要采取的原则或特征？
<ul>
<li>
Mike Cernovich for saying he wants to inspire people,
being an online badass, being bold, and producing content
that intrigues people, to me, at least. Striving
for what he's worth. Also, giving people strength
and giving females strength. He taught confidence with guns[,]
to his fiance.
</li>
<li>
Afrojack for giving people hope because to me his songs create a positive mentality
</li>
<li>
Paul van Dyk for giving people happiness because to me his songs or sounds have a very strong connection with people's emotions
</li>
<li>
Steve Aoki for letting females guest-appear because it's manly.
</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>So, it's your turn. What about you?
Who do you admire, and what are traits
in them that you want to nurture
in yourself? If you're interested,
a related concept is self-differentiation.
And the context is - well, huh, a
somewhat obscure, or maybe not, topic -
of 'ego enmeshment' (you can check it up
on the Internet, or [with]
a family therapist,
maybe) - or on a brazenly spiritual
note, renunciation, or liberation
from suffering, which may or may not
involve doing some voluntary (and
definitely painful) separation of
self from others. A
<strike>popular</strike>
song-singer (Or song-writer)
goes: 'I've just
gotta
find who I am /
and who I'm not /
I won't give up on us /
who I am /
what I am /
who I'm not /
what I'm not /
I won't give up on us'
or something like that.
</p>
<p>What? Ya, uh, so
took some time, thought
I've lost myself,
but seems kinda,
that was ne'er me in the first place /
never was me /
what I thought was me /
was never me /
So, bombastic, big words /
family therapy /
for me /
may just help me /
put words that seem /
small but can be big /
and mighty with the /
help of G!D /
All I'm sayin' is /
If you're thinkin' you're crazy /
you're probably going somewhere /
hey, I'm happy /
And it feels great to shout it out /
even though G!D may be the only one /
who hears me / I'm still happy /
G!D, I love You, O LORD,
King of the Universe /
Hey, hey, hey, hey /
praise and glory and kingdom /
and power are yours, O /
blessed Father who is in /
Heaven /
(G!D knows me, I don't know me, I do not know me)
</p>
<p>
</div>
<div><a href="https://www.pinterest.com/phengheong/ted-and-tedx-talks/">
My god, G!D, the Compassionate
and Most Merciful One- with His
help, I have a collection
of talks, or what others
did learn from their experiences,
and surely, G!D, who brought
me to all these, is good.
To my enemies, especially,
G!D loves you, so with His blessings,
which He hath gi<p>ven me, giving all
these as blessings to my enemies
- for the love of G!D. For the love of
G!D. For the love of G!D.</a>
<div>
man: 'I fear G!D!'
woman: 'Good. That makes you decent. A gentleman.'
<br/>
(from a book that G!D brought me before, the title of which
G!D knows, and I do not know. Yes, G!D knows, and I do not.)
</div>
<div>
<p>
boy: 'If everybody has these gifts, why are they not successful or happy?'
<br/>
ex-military-man: 'They do not believe that they can be
successful or happy.'
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/10941124-how-good-can-it-get">
(from
a book that G!D have brought me before:
Cohen, A. H. 'How good can it get?: what I learnt from
the richest man in the world', or something like that.
Hampton Roads Publishing Company. Charlottesville, VA: Canada).
</a>
</p>
<p>
Every generation has to un-earth their own
wisdom for themselves (or them-self).
They hav' to discover their own wisdom
for themselves.
They have to go on their own adventure;
they have to choose to start adventuring,
or otherwise make Wisdom their sister. <br/>
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/7131095-illumination?ac=1&from_search=true">
(from a book that G!D has brought me
before: Villoldo, A. 'Illumination:
the shaman's way of healing'. Hay House,
Inc. New York City, NY: the United States of America.)
</a>
</p>
<p>
<i>'Unhealed emotions' called out to
me as I browsed through pages. The words
'unhealed emotions' called out, with G!D's
help, to me.</i>
</p>
</div>
<div>
My god, o Almighty One, Creator of the Universe
. as surely as the LORD G!D lives,
the words of the LORD were fulfilled in
my life: 'A woman will surround a man.
I will do a thing never seen before.
A woman will protect a man.' (this is
from Scriptures). O Judge over the
Day of Judgment, glory is Yours.
</div>
<div>
When does tiger not run from sheep?
When does tiger not run after sheep?
When does sheep not run from tiger :-) *_*
('Wolves - man is the wolf of man', G!D
reminds me of a quote from
<a href="http://antaiji.org/">somewhere</a>)
Stone tiger stares at stone sheep.
No running, no hiding. No flinching.
Stone sheep does not run from stone
tiger. ^_^
<p>'I am sending you as sheep among
wolves. Lambs. Therefore, be
as shrewd as snakes, and as
innocent as doves.' - Jesus,
son of Mary, who calls uses
the title 'Son of Man' for himself.
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
What? What are you looking at?
Can't you see tis about you?
(Can't you see that it is about you?)
Supposedly one of the quotes that G!D has
brought me before,
from a Mister Homeless Kodo. Mister
Suzuki. (
whom G!D has also
shown me to have human foibles,
especially in it: (what)
faith in
the one whom G!D has sent,
and trust in a higher Mind.
But who am I to comment?
'For we are indeed not perfect.
If we were perfect, we would be a perfect
man, able to control every part
of our body, or every organ - for example,
anus (or
burps or farts
or thoughts or itches) - at will. So, not many of you,
brethren, should become teachers,
for we are indeed judged more
strictly, or stringently, than
others.' (from Scriptures).
</p>
<p>
So, something G!D gave me, now giving
as freely as it was received.
So in certain village,
people live and glory themselves
in their shameful nakedness. And
they do not know it, so they are disgraced.
(like the well-known story of
the emperor with no clothes, but another
story that is, for another time.)
(and indeed I am nothing at all.)
So, G!D has mercifully and compassionately
brought me before a set of questions
to hold hands, if you will, of those
who chase money or riches of the world.
They are as follows:
<ul>
<li><strike>First</strike>'C': what is the centre
of my life? ('You must have an
un-shake-able centre,' said the
one whom G!D had brought me to.)</li>
<li><strike>Second</strike> 'C':
What is the character of my life?
(memory is a little foggy. shomething
about shape. Mnemonics (that is, memory
device. To make memorisation
easier.) S-H-A-P-E.
<ul><li>
'S". Support maybe?</li>
<li>
'H'. Happiness? What makes me happy?
Or what makes me feel good?
Good feels that come without
drugs that cost money?
(A certain Mister Robbins
talked about this in a book.
'Making love with my wife, that
makes me feel good,' he said. '
Exercise on [some equipment
something something].')
</li>
<li>
'A'.
Attractive? Which part of me
or my life do I find really
attractive? G!D
brought me to an exercise
that a person required
for homework during
university years. 'Ask
your friends, or people
whom
you've worked with,
for your
RBS. (what's RBS) [Something]
Best Self. Ask them
when they saw you at your best.
Co-workers. People you've
lost touch with.
People whom you maybe
did some research with,
or did a project with. (and
then separated or dis-banded
after that.)
In my case,
that was homework, and it felt
awkward to ask. But am I glad I
did that. (in
hind-sight). Others viewed me
in a positive light, because
the question was about
my best possible self. And that was
pleasantly surprising. It helped me
feel esteemed in away I did not know
I could feel esteemed. It's kinda healthy,
not bragging pridefully, more accepting,
if you will, what you've got in this
brief life? (['cos] Baby you're a fire-work /
Come on, let your colours burst /
Let them go high, hi, high /
(make them go: 'ah, ah, ah')
As you shoot across the sky - aye,
aye' (G!D brought me to a little
one who sang something like that.)
So that's 's', 'h', and 'a'.
'p' and 'e' are left. Wow.
What an exercise for memory.</li>
<li>
'P'. Personality maybe? Or
your points of pain? You know,
loneliness could be a point of pain.
And, uh,
If you talk about it, you don't
have to, but if you wanna, maybe,
just maybe, you'll find some
solace. You could put in a diary
maybe. Or you could really-
it's gonna sound icky or
off-putting, at first, at least,
but you could try... talking to a
counsellor. A professional one.
I talked to a counsellor myself.
And it helped that it was non-judgmental.
(G!D gave me a quote in my life:
'People are so in lack - or
maybe not in lack, but simply
forgotten - on the skill of
listening. That's why
you have people <strike>now</strike> who are
getting paid to listen. Life
coaches. Counsellors. Whatever
you call them. So,
stigma aside, you definitely
deserve - it won't be apparent,
at first - you have every right
to be attended to, or listened
to, without any judgment coming
into what you are trying to say.
So, those people you hang out
with over a beer might not be
the best at helping to talk
about whatever you wanna talk
about. Yeah. You do not
realise it know, but you definitely
deserve attention or care that does not
feel like [eating]
a rotten sandwich. Or,
you deserve to be away from
people, whoops, any-body
or any voice in your head that
tells you you deserve only
to eat a rotten sandwich. But of
course, you won't realise it now;
but you will realise or understand
after-ward.
So, that's 'P'.</li>
<li>
And 'E'. (laughing). (huh).
You know, it is written in Scriptures,
'Sarah said, "G!D has made me
laugh - G!D made me laugh - so
that those who can hear will laugh
with me."'
So, 'E' is for 'experience[s]'.
</li>
</ul>
So that's 'SHAPE'. S-H-A-P-E.
So, what came to mind, was
how those who are labelled
with mental illnesses may not
be experts in knowledge (or
so-called knowledge) of so-called
mental illnesses. As much as that
may be so, they are experts on
their experiences. Experts by experience,
they are. Just like how you
can get a Master's degree by research
or thesis or what- uh, what-ever.)
So, ask yourself: where are the subjective experts on
their experiences? Are you an expert on
your experience of life or G!D or god?
So, what are they, those whom you call
'patients' or 'un-well', if you
are an expert on your experience
of life or your limits or your
god? Are they any less or any more
an expert on your experience of life,
than you are an expert on theirs? So,
how come you are the expert
[on their life], and not them?
'You hypocrite. You say to your brother,
"take the pin out of your eye. Here, let me
help you." Take the log out of your
own eye first, then you can see clearly
to help your brother.' That's what Jesus said.
It's in Scriptures. And hate me. Why?
Because Jesus was hated, too. And I'm
honoured to be in his company. Or the
company of those whom G!D sends, for
they are ridiculed by those of the world,
since the times of the fathers of those
who ridicule the messengers of G!D. This is in
Scriptures. Send me everything you got,
in your hatred or hate, because G!D is
the best at planning. And if you wait,
I, too, will wait. And my fear is
fear of G!D. Not fear of
seeming foolish or incompetent, although
that got to me, too, while chasing
after yardsticks, what-ever - which I realise,
that as long as G!D loves me, I need no
benchmark or yardstick to measure myself
against, other than my obedience to G!D.
And how do you measure that? So, any-way.
<li>
Back to the 'C', huh. 'Centre of my life'.
'Character of my life'. Then, another 'C'.
'Community'. Who are my people?
A quote goes like this - for G!D has
given me the chance to see, so freely
giving what
<a href="https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0345409876/ref=x_gr_w_bb?ie=UTF8&tag=x_gr_w_bb-20&linkCode=as2&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0345409876&SubscriptionId=1MGPYB6YW3HWK55XCGG2">
have
received
</a> readily and freely -
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/241823.Women_Who_Run_With_the_Wolves?ac=1&from_search=true">
'She can breathe life into the tiniest
mouse-deer or gazelle-child, with the
most tender of touches, but
she knows
where her land is, or,
who her people are,
and who, or what, is not her land,
or people.'
</a>
Or, who do I want to spend time with? :-)
People who play playfully and boldly point
out baldies who think they have a lustrous
mane, or (oh, doing those are
not necessarily bad, you know, even though
they do not like it). Yeah, do I wanna
hang out with Truth, or do I wanna-
you know, it's the blue pill, or red pill,
question, right? The red pill hurts, your
life will never be the same. Or, you can
take the blue pill, and pretend all
<i>these</i> (or <i>this</i>) never happened.
Go, go on, no one (oh, G!D just humbled me -
a reminder that human effort counts for
nothing. And what Scriptures
record - Paul's concern for
Corinthians, or people of
Corinth, comes to mind.) Any-way,
it's your choice to make. And G!D,
or Truth, (why? G!D is Truth,
or, G!D is true and just in His ways
and judgments; praise be to G!D)
G!D, or Truth, is not un-easy to have
no believers among you. Peace be with you,
in the name of Christ Jesus. The kingdom
of G!D is near! It is not far from you!
</li>
</ul>
</p>
</div>
<div>
<p>The inspiration this time is the
chronicles of the jourmeys of the
children of Israel, which
are written in Scriptures.
</p>
<p>The undergraduate
went to
<a href="https://www.meetup.com/breathmeditation/">
a meditation group.
</a>
Then he went to
a
<a href="http://www.zensocietysingapore.com/">
meditation group
</a>
, departing
from there.
</p>
</div>
<p>Tell me, how would you represent
your so-called family, if I-
members of your so-called family -
if I gave you all the letters that
are used to write this paragraph to
make words? You may only use the letters
(of the alphabet) that appear in this paragraph.
For example, if I gave you the words, 'held
pee in' only, you could use the letters
in those three words to form the words that follow:
'i need help'. In the same way, for I have
not much more time to speak with you, could-
how would you- what words can you-
what words would you use, from the words that you
can discover from the letters in this paragraph -
what words would you use to describe each member of what you
consider your family?
</p>
<p>
'For we brought nothing into the world, andb neither can we carry anything out of it. 8But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with these.
9Those who want to be rich, however, fall into temptation and become ensnared by many foolish and harmful desires that plunge them into ruin and destruction. 10For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. By craving it, some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows.
Fight the Good Fight
11But you, O man of God, flee from these things and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, perseverance, and gentleness.
'
(prologue of Timothy, chapter 6)
http://biblehub.com/bsb/1_timothy/6.htm
</p>
<p>Since two are longer two, but are now one,
let them not be separated, for G!D hath
enjoined them. (gospel of Matthew)
</p>
<p>What are you doing here? <br/>
Go back where you came from. <br/>
I have had enough. <br/>
I am the only one left. <br/>
Get up and eat. <br/>
(book of Kings. where ? Scriptures. Bible.)
</p>
<p><a
href= '
moses-said-do-what-has-proceeded-from-your-mouths.html'
''>
'Two is better than one.
if one falls down, the other can
restore the one. But if one goes at
G!D-knows-what-and-I-do-not-know
alone, he... she... they... how sorrowful it
is for them!' (from Scriptures.
book of Ecclesiastes, maybe.) </a>
</p>
<p>
<a
href="moses-said-do-what-has-proceeded-from-your-mouth.html">
'Beth Haran and an unknown thing, and fortified
cities, and folds for sheep[, the
children of Gad
built].' (from book of Numbers)
</a>
</p>
<p>
<a href="jesus-said-feed-them.html">
'Those who have two sets of clothing, give one to the one who has none.' - Isa
</a>
</p>
<p>
'My enemies scorn and despise me on all sides.
My friends are afraid of me, and turn away
when they see me on the streets.
But I put my trust in you, O LORD G!D.
Rescue me from the traps my enemies
set for me.
Silence the lips of those who defy
godliness with their arrogant words,
and lofty speech that come from
diseased hearts and eyes that pride
compasses.
I praise You. G!D. for You
have shown lovingkindness, even
to a worm, and a little one, and
a wicked, ungrateful thievess (or thief)
and a prostitute with a lowly heart
and a poor spirit, such as myself.
<a href="http://biblehub.com/niv/psalms/31.htm">(a psalm from Scriptures)
</a>
</p>
<p>
As Scriptures say, 'How abundant are the good things
that you have stored up for those who fear you,
that you bestow in the sight of all,
on those who take refuge in you.'
</p>
<p>
Resources for people who have been labelled
with 'schizophrenia', in the hopes
that G!D will assure you that everything
is going to be okay (as Jesus said, 'You
do not understand now, but you will come
to understand later.'). [writing about what
helped me cope with self-doubt and what
were, frankly,
terrors and a sense of destruction and
helplessness is one way (out
of others which may be unknown to me)
of giving as freely as I
have received (which was what Jesus taught:
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+10:8">
'Freely you have received. Now freely give.'
</a>
^_^
)
]
With G!D's help, reading the information
from the following
web-sites helped me feel more well-equipped,
capable, and competent and comforted and
empowered. If G!D is willing, you may
go there, and if they do not have the
same effect on you, it's not your fault -
do not beat yourself up too much; you do
not have to do that, even though there
is a tendency to; or, there can be a tendency to.
G!D knows, and I do not know, what you are going through.
G!D knows best what to do with you. I'm just
glad, if you have been labelled with 'schizophrenia',
(or other psychiatric labels or labels of other kinds)
that you have come or visited web-site. The LORD be with
you.
<ul>
<li>
<a href="https://www.hearing-voices.org/">Hearing Voices Network
</a></li>
<li>
<a href="http://www.jungcircle.com/exile.html">
Soul in Exile: Schizophrenia, Jung & a Psychiatric Evaluation of Psychiatry
</a> <br/><br/>And of course, reading about
the experience of Mister Jay Eu En Gee (J-U-N-G)
or Miss J-U-N-G or - G!D knows, and I do not know -
who, yea, well, that's re-assuring, in a way,
that what society ultimately benefits
from requires even rejection from that very same
society, and definitely a separation from
society. (and that's putting it mildly.)
Jesus says it better, or Scriptures: '
I have chosen you out of the world.
They are of the world. And for that reason,
they hate you.'
And as a reminder: 'I chose you. You did not
choose Me. I chose you. And appointed you.
So that you may go and bear fruit that
lasts long. And so that whatever you
ask my Father in My name, you will
receive.' (from Scriptures)
</li>
</ul>
Motivation for effort often comes from
the following verse from the Bible: 'You
have a reputation for being alive, but you
are dead! Wake up! Strengthen what remains.'
Glory be to G!D for-ever and ever. Amen.
</p>
<a href="glory-be-to-G!D.html">
More haiku from a ward, I have, with the help of the Lord of lords :-)
</a>
<a href="the-lord-is-good.html">
<p>Haiku from a ward,
I have, with G!D's help!</p>
</a>
<p>The Son of Man is coming
</p>
<p>
Is anyone thirsty?
Come and drink—
even if you have no money!
Come, take your choice of wine or milk—
it’s all free!
<a href="https://biblia.com/books/nlt/Is55">
(Isaiah 55:1)
</a>
</p>
<p>
Fear the Lord G!D. That is all you need to know. (Proverbs 1:7) <br/>
But fools despise instruction and wisdom.
</p>
<p>
This will be a sign to you. Scriptures write too: when the hour comes that life bursts
forth out of the fig tree, that is, the tree puts out its green leaves, and its bark
turns tender, you will know that summer is near. <br />
<h2>
Let your light so shine before men, that your Father, who is in Heaven, is glorified.
</h2>
<p>
Let there arise out of you a band
of people inviting to all that is good,
enjoining what is right, and forbidding
what is wrong: They are the ones to attain felicity.
<a href="http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/3-104.html">
(Chapter Name:Al-Emran. Verse No:104)</a>
<br />
</p>
</p>
<p> Want a volunteer?
<a href="http://phtan.github.io/Volunteer-Application-Form_v3_son_of_Man.pdf">
Here
</a>
, if you will, and if G!D is willing ^_^
</p>
<p>
<strike>Commit</strike> history on Github, of development, with G!D's help, is
<a href="https://github.com/phtan/phtan.github.io/commits/master">there</a>,
which you may go if G!D is willing.
</p>
<p>
<a href="http://phtan.github.io/music 001.jpg">composition 001</a><br/>
lyrics: <br/>
Jesus died on <strike>the cross</strike> a tree, and was resurrected <br />
Ivory from elephant tusks fill piano keys - Jehovah's gift <br />
Rolling logs mash each other into pulp which dries to paper. How generous <br />
Kingdom and seeds; saviour and sower. He said, 'Peace' <br />
</p>
<p>
<a href="diary.html">Diary project</a>
</p>
<p>
'Tell no one about this,' Jesus said. 'Go home (to thy friends), and tell what G!D has done in your life.' (Mark 5:19) <br/>
'And hold fast, all together, by the rope which Allah (stretches out for you), and be not divided among yourselves; and remember with gratitude Allah's favour on you; for ye were enemies and He joined your hearts in love, so that by His Grace, ye became brethren; and ye were on the brink of the pit of Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus doth Allah make His Signs clear to you: That ye may be guided.'
<a href="http://corpus.quran.com/translation.jsp?chapter=3&verse=103">(chapter 3, verse 103)</a> <br/>
Your Almighty G!D and my Almighty G!D are the same G!D. He created Heaven and Earth and the Universe and everything in it. He is G!D of Abraham, and G!D of the prophets. <br/>
Compassionate and Merciful in the Most - G!D who is slow to anger, and oft-forgiving, Whom thou shalt not put to the test (as Scripture says). <br/>
In my folly I have prostituted myself to something that cannot help me at all. Detestably, I have taken a toilet-bowl (or a water-closet) - you know, a pipe that you poop in -
as a god. I have feared the wrath of a god of a toilet bowl, and attempted to please that god. Over a period of time, those attempts included: knelt in front of a toilet-bowl; bit a toilet-bowl. <br/>
'Save me,' I desperately cried to a toilet-bowl. <br/>
'The poor, deluded fool feeds on ashes. He trusts in something that cannot help him at all! Yet he cannot bring himself to reflect or think to himself: "Is this thing, that I am holding in my hand, a lie?" (Isaiah 44:20) <br/>
And yet, G!D has enabled me to write this, and I thank the Almighty Lord of lords, and King of kings; praise G!D, I do, for He has shown loving-kindness, and mercy that is in the Most High.
To G!D be the glory. <br/>
It took time. And terrors, admonishments (out of dear love), and signs and wonders, G!D has convinced me that He has paid a price to redeem a prostitute like myself. <br/>
'This observance will be for you like a sign on your hand and a reminder on your forehead that this law of the LORD is to be on your lips. For the LORD brought you out of Egypt with his mighty hand.'
<a href="http://biblehub.com/exodus/13-9.htm">
(Exodus 13:9, New International Version)
</a>
<br/>
'You will tell your son: 'I do this, because the LORD, G!D of Abraham and the Prophets, has done wonders and marvels for me when He brought me out of Egypt.' (Exodus 13:8)
<br/>
So, testify, as a witness of G!D, I shall.
Drugs - things: bitter in taste, white in colour, and smaller than a finger-nail in size. Those whom I turned to - shepherds, of renown in the land -
charged me money for those things, and kept me in a pen that I could not leave from, even if I asked nicely. <br />
'This thing gives me uneasiness. I wake up in the middle of the night to walk; I feel compelled. And it gives me convulsions in my hands sometimes.'
This I told them. <br/>
And they said, 'Here's another thing. Eat it. It controls the uneasiness of the thing that you talked about.' <br/>
'But,' they continued, 'It does things to you, even though it controls the thing that you talked about.' <br />
I did not know what they talked about. This thing, that thing. <br />
The shepherds - some of them, at least - intimidated me. 'If you do not do as we say,' they hinted, in a way that was not very nice, 'you will keep staying in this pen. You will not be let out.'
<br />
So, ate both things, I tremulously did. Indeed, I was afraid of consequences that men promised unto me, instead of fearing the Almighty One.
I wanted to get out of that pen. And so, I dis-obeyed not, but co-operated, although I have voiced my defiance to their ways a few times. <br />
<br />
'Finish your food,' they said. And I was afraid. So I ate, although I had been feeling very full at that point.
<br />
(Later they would give me a recipe for 'sayur lodeh', when I asked them how to make a certain mixture that I had eaten.)
<br/>
'Drink water with your "medicine",' they said. And I was fed up. 'No,' I said. 'I am going to eat "medicine" without water. See, it enters my body just fine.' <br />
And they said, in a way that was not very nice, 'Drink water with the "medicine", or else.' <br />
I walked away, but I was anxious to get out of that pen, and keen to appear co-operative. (And they had others to talk to.) So, I returned to them, but they said, 'Don't worry. We've recorded that you were obedient enough. That is, that you have eaten "medicine".'
<br />
Anyhow, this story is becoming godless.
<br />
Long story short, they left me. they care nothing for me. <br />
All your lovers have forgotten you;
they care nothing for you;
for I have dealt you the blow of an enemy,
the punishment of a merciless foe,
because your guilt is great,
because your sins are flagrant. (Jeremiah 30:14, ESV)
<br/>
Alas! That day is so great
there is none like it;
it is a time of distress for Jacob;
yet he shall be saved out of it. (Jeremiah 30:7)
<br/>
'For I will restore health to you,
and your wounds I will heal,'
declares the Lord,
'because they have called you an outcast:
"It is Zion, for whom no one cares!" (Jeremiah 30:17)
<br />
:-)
<br />
Therefore all who devour you shall be devoured,
and all your foes, every one of them, shall go into captivity;
those who plunder you shall be plundered,
and all who prey on you I will make a prey.' (Jeremiah 30:16)
<br />
'For I am with you to save you,'
declares the Lord;
'I will make a full end of all the nations
among whom I scattered you,
but of you I will not make a full end.
I will discipline you in just measure,
and I will by no means leave you unpunished.' (Jeremiah 30:11)
<br />
'Then fear not, O Jacob my servant, declares the Lord,
nor be dismayed, O Israel;
for behold, I will save you from far away,
and your offspring from the land of their captivity.
Jacob shall return and have quiet and ease,
and none shall make him afraid.' (Jeremiah 30:10)
<br />
Indeed, as it is written in the Bible, G!D exalts those who humble themselves before Him, and humbles those who exalt themselves before Him.
<br />
Why?
<br /> For it is written in the Bible: '
Now you are slaves
of other nations,
but I will break the chains
and smash the yokes
that keep you in slavery.
Then you will be my servants,
and I will choose a king for you
from the family of David.'
(Jeremiah 30:8-9, CEV)
<br />
Almighty One, great are your deeds! Fabulous, marvellous!
<br />
Why?
<br />
For is it not written in the Bible: 'Your hearts will swell with joy - even your heart of hearts - and you will be as calves let out to pasture.'
<br />
I praise You, G!D, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful; that I know full well. (from the Bible)
<br />
And it is written in the Quran: 'If good touches you, it distresses them; but if harm strikes you, they rejoice at it. And if you are patient and fear Allah , their plot will not harm you at all. Indeed, Allah is encompassing of what they do.'
<a href="http://corpus.quran.com/translation.jsp?chapter=3&verse=120">(Chapter 3, verse 120)</a>
<br />
'Bless those who persecute you. Don’t curse them; pray that God will bless them. Be happy with those who are happy, and weep with those who weep.'
<a href="http://biblehub.com/nlt/romans/12.htm">
(Romans 12:14-15, NLT)
</a>
<br />
'Dear friends, never take revenge. Leave that to the righteous anger of God. For the Scriptures say,
“I will take revenge;
I will pay them back,”
says the LORD.
Instead,
“If your enemies are hungry, feed them.
If they are thirsty, give them something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap
burning coals of shame on their heads.”
Don’t let evil conquer you, but conquer evil by doing good.'
(Romans 12:19-21, NLT)
<br />
'Be merciful, as your Master is merciful.' - Jesus
<br />
So, G!D admonishes and sets trials and obstacles. Admonishes out of dear love. Trials, so that if you overcome, a reward is for you, with the LORD, G!D of Abraham. (Book of Revelations, if you're interested.)
<br />
Happily ever after, by a servant of G!D who created Heaven and Earth - G!D who knows all, hears all and sees all (G!D knows and you do not) - G!D who knows the hearts and minds of men, G!D who loves justice, and detests wickedness.
<br />
So remind me, G!D, to fear You, and to humble myself before You, and to let Your will be done, not mine.
<br />
'And this same God who takes care of me will supply all your needs from his glorious riches, which have been given to us in Christ Jesus.'
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Philippians+4%3A19&version=NLT">
(Phillipians 4:19, NLT)
</a>
<br />
For it is written in the Quran: 'Bring glad tidings, invite them to your LORD, practice charity openly and secretly, and do righteousness that is godly - it is not righteousness to turn to the
East or the West, but it is righteousness to obey G!D, and to keep His commandments.'
</p>
<p>
<ul>
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</ul>
</p>
<p>
In the Quran, it is written: 'Take Sadaqah (alms) from their wealth in order to purify them and sanctify them with it, and invoke Allah for them. Verily! Your invocations are a source of security for them, and Allah is All-Hearer, All-Knower.'
<br/>
<a href="http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/9-103.html">Chapter Name:Al-Tawba Verse No:103</a><br/>
Please mail or contact the son of man if you would like to make a donation to me.
</p>
<p>
With the help of the LORD G!D, who is Most Merciful, I've contributed to the following projects:
<ul>
<li><a href="https://github.com/Tatoeba/tatoeba2">Tatoeba</a>. My commits are <a href="https://github.com/Tatoeba/tatoeba2/commits/dev?author=phtan">there</a>.</li>
<li><a href="https://github.com/gogits/gogs">Gogs</a>. G!D forbid that I glory in myself, save only in the cross of Christ Jesus. And yet, if G!D is willing, you may find my commits <a href="https://github.com/gogits/gogs/commits/master?author=phtan">there</a>.</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>
To you who think you have 'mental illness', and are trying to 'control' that with abominations that are man-made, the Bible has a
verse, oh the G!D-breathed Word that is suitable for rebuking and disciplining so that you are wise for salvation through
the Christ: 'A house divided cannot stand'
</p>
<p>
On people who are involved with the death penalty: executioner, legal procedure people. The Bible has said, 'Put away your swords,
For those who live by the sword will die by the sword.' <br/> And that is supposedly a gift from the Lord Christ Jesus. 'Those who have
Ears, let them hear,’goes another part of the Bible.
</p>
<p>
Now when Jesus was asked
'Are you Son of G!d'
Jesus said
'It is as you say. Furthermore, I tell you now that I am resurrecting in three days after my death,
by the power given me by my Father in Heaven'
'Blasphemy,' they said, sending Jesus to crucifixion
(Thy will be done on Heaven, and thy will be done on earth as on Heaven. O blessed are you, Father in Heaven, King of the Universe, Ruler of Heaven. Hallowed be thy name.)
Apostle Paul said,
'My execution of Christians was before the Lord Christ Jesus appeared to me, saying, 'Why are you killing me?'
Now, conscience of mine, it is clear before G!d and man.'
It is written in the Bible, 'Christ- the Christ lives in me.'
And it written in the Bible. What? Paul was preaching to people who heard him, but they began leaving
After hearing him say. What?
You hear always but do not understand
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Routine that is awkward and painful is no longer music to my ears /
Often, people don't always take care of themselves /
Why don't they love themselves /
Birds came in, red /
and purple too /
That's what they turned my skin into /
Ain't that a sharp pain there /
Oh, why do they hurt me so /
My kiss to them /
Lets my blood out /
They continue chirping /
Perhaps this is the time /
to say it's- /
o /
it's not okay /
why do my tears flow /
oh, joy /
ow /
it's time to die, the birds say /
death-songs come softly /
please forgive them, Heavenly Compassionate Father /
Boom
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