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<div><p>Abraham said, oh- Abraham, whom G!D said of like this: 'He is my friend!' -
Abraham said, 'as a form of kindness towards me, it should be known that you
are- it should be known that I am your brother.'
</p>
<p>T'was despite the promise that G!D made to Abraham. 'Your descendants
will be as the stars in the night sky, and the grains of sand on the beach or
sea-shore - as numerous as all those!' (wow)
</p>
<p>
So, one would expect that Abraham would be honoured as a patriach or
an ancestor or a fore-father. So, why or what could be a reason
that he says, 'Call me your brother, as a form of kindness towards me'
(raising or cocking eyebrows)
</p>
<p>So? Who has a possible suggestion?
</p>
<p>Well, one out of the many possibilities, including one that is unknown to me,
is that- what did Jesus Christ say when he ate and drank with sinners
and prostitutes and the otherwise destitute?
</p>
<p>'From now on, you shall call no one on Earth your father. You have
only one father, and he is in Heaven.'
</p>
<p>The practices of certain people come to mind. 'Call me Father,' or something
like that.
</p>
<p>Well, in any case, back to the starting question: Why would a person
like Abraham want to be called a brother when he had descendants promised
to him by the LORD G!D?
</p>
<p>Well, isn't it a form of kindness to not be called a title that would
be taken away from you eventually?
</p>
<p>To put it in <strike>closer comparison,</strike>
alternative order
so you may perchance see, if you have eyes,
and you can see - for some have sight, and are blind - let the reader understand -
<strike>Abraham:</strike>
Jesus: 'You have only one father.'
Abraham: 'Call me your brother, as a form of kindness towards me.'
</p>
<p>So, guess what knowledge did the LORD G!D put into Abraham, in a time
when the Christ supposedly didn't get sent to the world?
</p>
<p>Did someone say 'fore-shadow'? Or 'fore-tell'?
</p>
<p>Isn't it cruel to have a title that will be stripped away from you
eventually? Isn't it a form of kindness to have that title voluntarily
given away? To be kind to one-self, to give away a thing that
doesn't last, voluntarily, and cheerfully, and happily - isn't that
a great kindness for oneself and for others?
</p>
<p>If you're interested, you could ask around about renunciation,
or (relatedly) a way of living that is not about worldly gain, but about liberation
of others and one-self from needless agony? If not for others, than
for one-self. Why would I want something that doesn't last? Quite
obviously, this... hm. Well, G!D knows what to do with web-site-
the LORD G!D knows best what to do with you and me and afore-mentioned
and web-site and the universe and the sun and the moon (awe-spiring... not
conspiring. Awe-spiring... awe-inspiringly great and marvellous and
splendidly wondrous are Your deeds, oh Almighty King of kings, Lord
of lords, who is Compassionate and Most Merciful, and just and true
in Your judgment and ways, You who are oft-forgiving, and is
swift and terrible and severe in punishment, for you love
justice and detest wickedness, and loves not those who
delight in wickedness.)
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
To the Compassionate and Most, Most Merciful One,
the Cherisher and Sustainer of the worlds. Who?
The All-knowing, All-hearing and All-knowing one,
who has no beings attached, even though - or, as
much as - many attach or give partners to the LORD G!D
Most High, in a way that misleads many people
</p>
<p>Now I give an account of a person who said to me, '
Do you know you have schizophrenia?'
</p>
<p>And I gladly boast about this label that those
who are of the world have given to me, for the sake of
the Son of Man, Christ Jesus, whom we call Teacher
and Lord, and whom I am not above.
</p>
<p>For is it not written in the Scriptures, that have the
breath of G!D in every word, the following, or something like it?
"How blessed are you who are labelled as something evil or
abnormal or even immoral because of Me, when you come in My name,"
the Son of Man said. "For that was how their ancestors - fathers -
treated those whom G!D sent to them: prophets, or prophetesses, oracles:
messengers who are not above the one who sends the message, truly, truly.
Jump with gladness; leap for joy; punch your hands into the air
with a heart that thrills
and swells with happiness; jump on couches, if you want, to borrow
a highly visible person's
actions that you may or may not be familiar with; for great is your
reward in Heaven. Yes, celebrate and rejoice on the day or hour
that that happens." :-)
</p>
<p>So glad.
</p>
<p>Exceedingly glad, joyful, hm-hm-hm-hm :-) (smirking maybe)
</p>
<p>Now, <strike>brothers and sisters</strike>, members of the same family:
breath of G!D is in every word of Scripture, is it not?
</p>
<p>Now in which part of Scripture does it say that there were only
twelve apostles or disciples or students of the Christ? Is it written
in Scripture that there is a limit on the number of students who study
what our Father, the LORD G!D, has sent to us: the sound
instruction of our patient, wise and understanding Lord and Teacher?
</p>
<p>It has come to my attention that people are saying the following about
our Teacher and Lord -
</p>
<p>Those who have hearing: those who have ears, let them hear -
</p>
<p>He is possessed by the demon!
</p>
<p>In this society you call 'modern', I have heard mockery and ridicule
that is pressed against the Christ, whom I am not above. And this is
what Scripture says:
</p>
<p>'The Son of Man strictly warned his disciples not to tell anybody about
what the Father has revealed to them. He said, "The Son of Man
must be mocked, ridiculed, spat upon, flogged, despised, rejected by men,
put to death, and then he will rise from the dead. The Son of Man
must go through much suffering."
</p>
<p>And this is what Scriptures say: "This calls for patient endurance.
This calls for wisdom."
</p>
<p>Brethren, I write to you from Singapore, in the year that you call -
if you were to borrow what those who are of the world call a calendar -
2016 - the year after 2016 - 2017.
</p>
<p>Stay near to the Lord, oh brethren of mine. Keep up regular praying,
and take heed to pray to the Father that you and your mouth
will be opened to what the Father is giving you.
</p>
<p>For the signs that the LORD G!D hath shown me include the following
words which may or may not be glad tidings to you:
</p>
<p>"There will be many who will claim to be the CHrist. Do not believe them.
For each one, ask a confession of them that the Son of Man
came in the flesh, and rose from the dead. If they confess such a testimony,
then they are of the Christ, whom G!D will reveal according to His ways,
which is above my ways. If they say otherwise, then they are of the
opposing force(s) to the Christ, which you have heard about - say,
in what some call the book of Revelations - and which are truly
in the world. For there will be many false prophets."
</p>
<p>A story has reached my awareness about a man who has followers
in the Philippines, for they have revered him as the Christ.
</p>
<p>Now, let yourself not be led into temptation, for does not our Teacher
himself warn the following: "How sorrowful it is (for you)
when you are welcomed
and given kingly treatment because of Me, when you come in My name.
For that was how their fathers - their ancestors - treated the false prophets:
people who say "as surely as the LORD lives" but surely they declare falsely.
</p>
<p>And I say this to you, who can hear: persevere and treat each other as how
our exceedingly loving and tender-hearted Teacher and Lord has loved us.
</p>
<p>For I write from among people who have unbelief in the works of G!D. They
put their trust in money and what they call "the system". Oh, the poor, deluded
fool feeds on ashes! Yet they cannot bring themselves to reflect (or think
to themselves): "Is this thing that I am holding in my hand a lie?"
</p>
<p>For I count myself a recipient of rebuke from the LORD G!D, who admonishes
me as a father disciplines his son out of dear love; I have set pearls
before swine, so to speak (that is to say, in a manner of speaking), swine
that trample on them, and then turn to attack me. This happened when the LORD
G!D has sent me warnings or guidance that goes something like this:
</p>
<p>"Do not set your pearls before swine, lest they trample on it, and then turn
to attack you."
</p>
<p>G!D has sent me to a place where the computer that using is surrounded with
swine.
</p>
<p>And I gladly boast about this rebuke from the Ruler of the Universe, as much
as this makes me a fool. This is to build you up, for we of the Spirit of G!D
work along-side each other, or, more precisely speaking, walk in each
other's shoes, along the same path.
</p>
<p>Furthermore, I tell you this: What our Teacher said is true:
</p>
<p>"Truly, truly, I tell you, you will say or quote this to my face, or to Me
otherwise: 'Physician, heal yourself!' No prophet is ever honoured in
his hometown. Elijah was sent to a widow else-where when there was
a famine in his hometown, as written in Scriptures."
</p>
<p>So, I may or may not be the only one, who has the Spirit of G!D, left.
Who else has the Spirit of G!D? G!D knows, and I do not know.
</p>
<p>Yet I tell you this, brethren. The LORD G!D has promised the following, which
are recorded in your society: "Will I bring a child to a womb, and then not deliver
it?"
</p>
<p>FOr it does not matter whether the world passes away or not; I seek everlasting
life through the Father, Son and the Spirit of G!D, who has no beings attached,
and who has no begotten son.
</p>
<p>He who has ears (or she, or they), let them hear.
</p>
<p>Am I in trouble? Am I in distress? Are you in trouble? Are you in distress?
Call to the LORD G!D - the Almighty Creator of all, who is Sovereign over
the Last Day - seek Him with all your heart, and if G!D is willing, you will
find G!D.
</p>
<p>So, an account of my life may be in order. I grew up in the area of Singapore
that is known as Clementi. I attended Jin Tai Primary School from the ages
of seven to twelve. Nan Hua High School (formerly known as Nan Hua
Secondary School), from the ages of thirteen to sixteen. National Junior
College, from the ages of seventeen to eighteen. From the ages
of nineteen to twenty-one, I was drafted into the Singapore Armed Forces,
as was made compulsory to a male that holds a Singapore citizenship.
'Conscription,' they call it. from the ages of twenty-one to the time
of writing, I attended courses, or otherwise enrolled into, National University
of Singapore.
</p>
<p>For four months I went to a foreign land that was known as Taiwan, for the
ostensible purpose of an exchange semester at National Taiwan University, which
at that time was located in the city of Taipei.
</p>
<p>Upon my return to Singapore, I was met with suspicions that I was possessed
by the devil, spiritually abused, and in a rather blatant outrage of human dignity,
surrounded by men when I was alone, and weak of body, and disoriented,
and sent into (what is known as) Institute of Mental Health
(formerly known as Woodbridge), where I was mercilessly kept
in a ward that I could not leave. This happened after I confessed that I followed
the teachings or sound instruction of our Teacher and Lord, Christ Jesus.
</p>
<p>How-ever, G!D has seen it that in His compassionate and
Most Merciful and mighty ways, which are above my ways,
the same diagnosis of schizophrenia that gave people the chance to think they
can ill-treat me or otherwise rob me of my free movement, physically speaking,
at least, was a ticket to dis-charge from the Singapore Armed Forces.
</p>
<p>I will not tell you what miltary people have told me; suffice to say G!D
has relieved me of a heavy yoke. And I say this boldly because I put my trust
in the LORD G!D, and not in men, or women, or captains, or sergeants, or
presidents, or misters, or missus, or colonels (what-have-you), or brigadier-generals.
Whoever is harbouring an intent to persecute me, give me what you have.
For the LORD G!D is the best at planning. Who among you can tell what will
happen tomorrow? Would you argue a case with the All-knowing, All-hearing
and All-seeing One who created the heavens and all the earths, and you
and your very selves? Yes, devise a careful plan, gather your
psychiatrists and psychologists and your advisers and what-have-you -
personal assistants that help you draft your public speeches maybe -
and give me what you have. The best you have, come at me. I have made
my mailing address public, together with my e-mail address. For I fear G!D
greatly, and with the wisdom that comes from fearing G!D, make the following observations:
</p>
<p><ul>
<li>I know nothing other than what G!D lets me know. This is a fulfillment of what
our Lord has said: "Every tree that my Father in Heaven did not plant will be torn
out from the roots." For this reason, even though computer science concepts were
'taught' to me, for that was my subject matter (or area of study) at university, I have abandoned
interest in all of those, for the sake of answering the upward call of G!D
through Christ Jesus.
</li>
<li>I happily leave this matter in the capable and loving hands of the blessed Father in Heaven,
whose name is hallowed. Draconian 'laws'? Abuse of human rights? G!D will do to
me and to you what G!D sees fit to do. A promise that the LORD G!D made comes to mind,
a promise that the LORD fulfils from long ago: 'All those who devour you
shall be devoured". Further, "Those who scoff at you will be scoffed at."
</li>
<li>Victory is ours, brethren, overwhelmingly so. Never let yourself think otherwise.
For the losers are those who reject faith, or deny truth. And on the
matters that you dispute on, the LORD G!D will reveal the truth to you
on the Last Day, or in His ways and will, which are higher than mine.
</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>I happily write, o siblings. Excited and filled with gladness, I am. Encourage
one another, please, or do the work that G!D has put in you to do. And this absolutely
counts as a warning to those who are lazy.
</p>
<p>Now to the blessed Father be glory - to G!D be the glory for-ever and ever. Amen.
</p>
<p>I pray for more workers to be sent, O kin in the same family as I. For the harvest
is plenty, but the workers are few. So pray for more workers to be sent. The Teacher's words,
not mine. And yet does the Teacher himself not say that the student, who is not
above the teacher, but who is training fully, will be like the teacher? Through the name
of the Christ, whom G!D will reveal to whom-ever G!D chooses to reveal - I make this prayer,
Father who is blessed indeed.
</p>
<p>:-)
</p>
<p>May the grace and peace and joy of being in fellowship with our Lord and Teacher,
Christ Jesus, and the love of G!D, and the fellowship of those who are of the
Spirit of G!D - who has no beings attached, as a reminder - be with you.
</p>
<p>I am afraid that divisions among you will cause unnecessary trouble.
Buddhists, Christians, Jews, Gentiles (or outsiders), or people who identify
with 'New Age',
or Muslims, those who study the Tao Te Ching, or Zhuangzi (or Zhuang-zhou) -
the list goes on - is it not written in the Scriptures or what some
call the Bible the following?
</p>
<p>There is no division. There is no Jew or Gentile, no male or female,
no artist or programmer - all are one through Christ Jesus.
</p>
<p>G!D will reveal it to those whom G!D chooses to reveal it to, regarding
what I am saying. I leave it to G!D to decide on this matter. Those
who can hear, let them hear.
</p>
<p>To G!D, the Most Merciful and Compassionate One be glory for-ever and ever.
Why, is not the first and greatest and fore-most commandment to love G!D
with all of what-e'er? All of me, all of you? O, they love idols as much
as they should love G!D; and they have led many astray. And G!D has no beings
attached, to remind you again.
</p>
<p>So the saying is true, as written in Scriptures: 'The dog returns to its vomit'.
And swine, after washing in water, roll in the mud. As surely
as the LORD - the Holy One of Israel - lives, I have witnessed this.
</p>
<p>If it helps you, brethren, the Quran is said to confirm the gospel
and revelations. And it is as a purifier for your mind.
</p>
<p>And let not their blatant incense-burning and kow-tows in front of carven
images deceive you into thinking that what they do is right in the eyes
of G!D, who says "Thou shalt not take for worship any before the LORD G!D,
who has no beings attached."
</p>
<p>G!D will do to stubborn idol-worshippers what G!D will do. And indeed human
effort is nothing, so happily I finish this writing with praise to G!D for
His lovingkindness: wonders, signs and terrors: remembering. Thank You for
milk, Papa (Father). G!D is good!
</p>
</div>
<div>"Little ones, yet for a little while more, I am with you.
You will seek Me, but you will not find Me. But
<a href="http://biblehub.com/john/7-34.htm">
what I told the
Jews
</a>
(or the insiders), I tell you now. Where I am going,
you cannot come." - Jesus, son of Mary
<a href="http://biblehub.com/john/13-33.htm">
(gospel of John, chapter 13, verse 33) http://biblehub.com/john/7-34.htm
</a>
</div>
<div><p><a>People began to leave the preacher from
where the preacher was preaching. And just as the
apostle Paul said when people left him from where
he ah- preached, while
enduring persecutions in his life
patiently - so, too, will I say what Paul said,
for what Paul said was the words of the
LORD G!D who reveals what He says from long ago:
“Declare this in the house of Jacob
And proclaim it in Judah, saying,
‘Now hear this, O foolish and senseless people,
Who have eyes but do not see;
Who have ears but do not hear.
‘Do you not fear Me?’ declares the LORD.
‘Do you not tremble in My presence?
For I have placed the sand as a boundary for the sea,
An eternal decree, so it cannot cross over it.
Though the waves toss, yet they cannot prevail;
Though they roar, yet they cannot cross over it.'
‘But this people has a stubborn and rebellious heart;
They have turned aside and departed.
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Jeremiah+5">
(Jeremiah book, chapter five, verses twenty to twenty-three)
</a>
</p>
<p>Coming into mind, a warning from the Teacher, Christ Jesus,
whom I am not above:
'What sorrow awaits you who are praised
by the crowds, for their ancestors also
praised false prophets.'
<a href="http://biblehub.com/luke/6-26.htm"
>
(book of Luke, chapter six, verse twenty-six)
</a>
</p>
</div>
<div><p>Thank You, Everlasting G!D who has no beings attached,
who loves justice, and detests wickedness: The
Compassionate and Most Merciful One.
</p>
<p>The end of a beginning is better than, or
superior to, the beginning of the beginning
itself. If not, then the end of a thing
is as powerful as its beginning. And
the patient in spirit is better than,
or superior to, the proud in spirit.
(from book of Ecclesiates maybe).
</p>
<p>As surely as the LORD - the Holy
One of Israel, who is called the
creator of all the Earths - as surely
as the LORD lives, the following
promises, that He makes from long
ago, have been fulfilled in my life,
and I count myself trustworthy
as someone who thinks he has the spirit
of G!D - that is, I confess that
the Son of Man came in the flesh -
eating and drinking and having flesh
and bones - and rose from the dead.
Yes, the Son of Man came in the flesh,
and rose from the dead: this I have
witnessed, as surely as the LORD G!D
lives.
<ol>
<li>"So do not be afraid,
Jacob, my servant; do not
be dismayed, Israel," says the LORD.
"For I will bring you home again
from distant lands, and your children
return from their exile.
Israel will return to a life
of peace and quiet and ease
, and no one
will terrorize them."
(book of Jeremiah, chapter thirty, verse ten)
<a href="http://biblehub.com/jeremiah/30-10.htm">
http://biblehub.com/jeremiah/30-10.htm
</a>
</li>
<li>
'And I will execute great vengeance upon them with furious rebukes;
and they shall know that I am the Lord, when I shall lay my vengeance upon them.'
(book of Ezekiel, chapter twenty-five, verse 17)
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ezekiel+25&version=KJV">
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ezekiel+25&version=KJV
</a>
</li>
<li>This is what the LORD says:
“I will give Jerusalem a river of peace and prosperity.
The wealth of the nations will flow to her.
Her children will be nursed at her breasts,
carried in her arms, and held on her lap.
I will comfort you there in Jerusalem
as a mother comforts her child.”
<a href="http://biblehub.com/nlt/isaiah/66.htm">
(book of Isaiah, chapter sixty-six, verses twelve to thirteen)
http://biblehub.com/nlt/isaiah/66.htm
</a>
</li>
<li>"Do not be afraid,
you worm Jacob,
little Israel,
do not fear, for I myself will help you,"
declares the LORD, your Redeemer, the Holy
One of Israel."
(Indeed I am a worm. Indeed I am a little one
who is trying to be even more little than
a little one)
<a href="http://biblehub.com/isaiah/41-14.htm">
(book of Isaiah, chapter forty-one, at verse fourteen,
for your convenience)
</a>
</li>
<li>
"I (G!D who has no beings
attached) will make an everlasting covenant
(or agreement)
with them that I
will do them good
and not turn away from them;
and I will put in their heart
a fear and reverential awe of Me,
so that they will not turn away from Me."
(book of Jeremiah, chapter 32, verse 40)
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/Jeremiah%2032%3A40">
https://www.biblegateway.com/verse/en/Jeremiah%2032%3A40
</a>
</li>
<li>
"Your eyes will shine,
and your heart
will thrill with joy,
for merchants from around
the world will come to you.
They will bring you the wealth
of many lands."
(verse 5, chapter 60, Book of Isaiah)
<a href="http://biblehub.com/isaiah/60-5.htm">
http://biblehub.com/isaiah/60-5.htm
</a>
</li>
<li>"But for you who fear my name,
the Sun of Righteousness
will rise with healing
in his wings. And you will go free,
(or go out, or pour forth)
leaping with joy like calves let
out to pasture, frolicking."
(book of Malachi, chapter 4, verse 2)
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Malachi+4">
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Malachi+4:2
</a>
</li>
<li>"But I would feed you with
the finest of the wheat,
And with honey from the rock
I would satisfy you." (book of Psalm, chapter 81,
verse 16)
</li>
<li>"But there is no peace for the wicked,"
says the LORD. (verse 22,
chapter 48, book of Isaiah)
</li>
<li>A promise that G!D knows, and I do not
know. Yes, G!D knows,
and I do not know.
</li>
</ol>
</p>
<p>Praise be to G!D, who cherishes and sustaines
the worlds.
</p>
</div>
《/div》
<div><p>《
</p>
<p>It will be as in the days of the generation
of Noah. People marrying and giving in marriage,
eating an' drinking, were, knowing nothing
about flood that came upon them until it came,
and Noah and those whom G!D had commanded Noah
to take with him - Oh, Noah obeyed what
G!D told him. That is to say, he did not
say 'No' to G!D out of defiance (or wilfulness);
neither
did he refuse to believe in the one whom
G!D has sent (You know the god I am talking
about: He who created the Universe and every-thing
in it, the All-knowing, All-hearing and All-seeing
Sovereign over the Day of Judgment who loves
justice and detests wickedness) - and when
destruction was complete, Noah asked G!D
for permission to dis-embark from where
G!D had spared him from destruction. (maybe
in the Quran, this is written)
</p>
<p>O prophet, your words will only be heeded-
your advice will only be heeded by those
who fear G!D, and are repentant, or otherwise
willing to reconcile themselves to Him. (as written
in the Quran). (the reader might want to compare
this to the parable of the sower and the seed
that Christ Jesus, son of Mary, gave, and which
is recorded in Scriptures that are known as
the Bible).
</p>
<p>Quit? Oh LORD, let not Your spirit away from me!
</p>
<p>On a point which may be elusive to people
in some parts of- any-way, elusive to some people-
is what exactly does it mean to say 'Thou
art my shepherd; I shall not want.'
</p>
<p>G!D has given me the grace to type
on a night in the tropics, so write I will,
gladly. G!D brought me to
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/441024.Great_Fool?ac=1&from_search=true">
a book
</a>
that is on- <br/><i>
(checking it up in an information store, the Internet
address of which is as follows)</i><br/>
https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/441024.Great_Fool?ac=1&from_search=true
<br/>
a person who calls himself 'Great Fool'.
</p>
<p>In any case, a passage or idea from that book
is that on the way to enlightenment,
alms-taking is required. To put it in
a way that is a little more familiar
to the lay-man, or more precisely, those
people who reside in urban areas (that is,
not exactly pastoral), begging is required.
A better-sounding name, that book has given
that. Going to check information store again.
</p>
<p>'mendiciary'.
</p>
<p>Or more precisely, 'mendicancy'.
</p>
<p>Perchance the starting point may have
been forgotten. What does it mean to say,
'Thou art my shepherd. I shall not want'?
</p>
<p>How can one trust in a higher power that
feeds and clothes one unconditionally, unless
power is given over to the higher power in question
to feed and clothe one?
</p>
<p>What coming to mind is: Jesus. The disciples
began arguing among themselves about who
among them was the greatest in the kingdom
of Heaven. Taking a little one to Jesus,
Jesus said, 'Truly, truly, I tell you,
those who humble yourself as this little one
is the greatest in the kingdom of Heaven.'
(among numerous other examples, of little
ones being a model to Man, that Jesus gave).
</p>
<p>You ever saw a little one - say, one year
of age, in your so-called modern measures
of time - suit up in tie and tuxedo, and
wait tables? Or pump petrol for others
at a gas station? Who feeds a one-year-old?
</p>
<p>You wanna be greatest in kingdom of Heaven?
How about you learn from a one-year-old about
trust in a world that feeds you, and clothes
you unconditionally, among other things
that a one-year-old can teach you, if you choose
to humble yourself?
</p>
<p>To emphasise on what Jesus - who is Teacher
and Lord, as it should be - said, verse from Bible:
And he said to them:
"Truly I tell you, unless you change and
become like little children, you will never
enter the kingdom of Heaven."
<a href="http://biblehub.com/matthew/18-3.htm">
(Gospel of Matthew, chapter eighteen, verse three.
http://biblehub.com/matthew/18-3.htm)
</a>
</p>
<p>So, back to the beginning. What does it mean
to you to say the following:
'Thou art my shepherd; I shall not want"
</p>
<p>On a some-what related note, G!D
has given me a chance to attend a lesson
or example of what some call homoletics.
'Big' word? Or complicated word?
How about this: how to communicate
more effectively?
</p>
<p>So one of the ideas during that demonstration
or lesson that came up in mind was the
art of repetition, which interestingly
enough, is a rather prominent feature
in classical music, or music from the
period of your development that some
have called 'the Classical period'.
</p>
<p>Maybe those who are familar with a certain
type of computers know it as 'copy-and-paste'.
So, the art of repetition (a concept that
G!D has introduced me to in a music course,
which is, of course, from the-LORD-who-will-provide)-
the art of repetition is how you 'copy-and-paste',
not just what you 'copy-and-paste'.
</p>
<p>So, parable of sower and seeds, coming to mind
again.
</p>
<p>Hm. To sum up,
<ul><li>
humble yourself as a little one.
If you do not, no kingdom of Heav'n.</li>
<li>you say 'Thou art my shepherd.
I shall not want'. What does that mean to you?
Are you even giving yourself a chance
to be shepherd-ed - clothed and fed unconditionally?
</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>So, having examples- but, demonstration
of homoletics included a clear warning to not
introduce to you - or the audience, or the
people you are preaching to - any new content
or points, (where) in the conclusion, or where
you have told your audience where you will end.
</p>
<p>My time is short, how-ever. G!D will take
my life - or what people of the world think
of as life, to be more accurately speaking -
according to His will, which is above my will.
</p>
<p>Sufficient for you, it is becoming clear,
that there are highly visible persons among
your urban (that isn't exactly pastoral)
societies who have attempted- not suicide-
mendiciary. (begging. taking alms.)
</p>
<p>So, to repeat, if you don't give a higher power
- or, a higher being who causes rain or water to fall from
the sky so that your thirst may be satisfied -
(oh, thank You for the rain, oh, Papa (Father)
who is Ruler of the Universe, whose name
is hallowed. Why, G!D, Your people have
created imitations of the sound of rain-drops
falling on surfaces, so that they may be
soothed or otherwise comforted, or find
a common humanity)-
to repeat, if you do not give a higher power
a chance to feed you un-conditionally, what is it
to you to spend time with words that have
the breath of G!D in them? What is it to you to
say or see the following: 'Thou art my shepherd;
I shall not want.'
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
to have the no small honour to obey the guidance
that <a href="http://biblehub.com/isaiah/41-14.htm">
the mighty helper of worm Jacob and little Israel
</a>
has given me (even me), offering
<a href="https://tinyletter.com/now-to-Jehovah-be-the-glory-for-ever-and-ever-amen">
a service</a>
that is
in obedience to the following verse: <br/>
<a href="http://biblehub.com/psalms/81-3.htm">
Blow the ram's horn at new moon, and again
at full moon to call a festival! (Psalm 81:3)
</a>
</p>
<p>
G!D knows, and I do not know what will happen. :-)
</p>
<p>
Nevertheless, a verse from Scripture, every word
of which has the breath of G!D in them, seems fitting:
<br/> <a
href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1%20Peter+5&version=KJV">
Be alert and of sober mind.
Your enemy, the devil, prowls around
like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour
(1 Peter 5:8)
</a>
</p>
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
May the love of G!D -
<a href="http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/2-135.html">
who instructs me to say
to those who ask if I want to convert to their
religion
(or otherwise turn to, or enter into their practices)
the following: 'Nay, I would rather the religion
of the True Abraham, and worship the Almighty One,
who created the sky above and the earth below and
everything in the Universe, and who judges
over the Last Day
</a>
- be with my enemies, for G!D is the Compassionate
and Most Merciful One, who is
oft-returning and oft-forgiving.
</p>
<p>
So, to bless those who curse me,
<a href="http://biblehub.com/matthew/5-44.htm">
as the Scriptures
have on record,
</a>
so that I may be a son of the Most High, the following
are people who may or may not be more helpful
than myself in attending to you.
<ul>
<li>singers maybe song-writers
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL214F399BC48FBEB1
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5696FC3AA0DB249B">
There people make music
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL5696FC3AA0DB249B
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.icheckmovies.com/movies/checked/?user=bingxiong">
Praise be to the All-knowing,
All-hearing
and All-seeing One who
gave me, even me, a gift or
comfort of time that I've spent
on watching these movies.
https://www.icheckmovies.com/movies/checked/?user=bingxiong
</a>
</li>
<li><a
href="https://soundcloud.com/phtan">
G!D is good!
Comfort of music, that is free of charge.
sharing.
Especially to my enemies, giving.
https://soundcloud.com/phtan
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/41823557-pheng-heong-tan"
>G!D hath given me the work of these people
as a comfort in this worldly life, so happily
and cheerfully giving you, who counts as my enemy
(that is, someone difficult to love).
https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/41823557-pheng-heong-tan
</a>
</li>
<li>may the virtue of these deeds be to exalt
the presence of the Most Compassionate and Most
Merciful One who rules the universe in
just, true, marvellous and good and superb ways
that are higher than my ways. :-)
</li>
<li>Perhaps story of alchemists (oh,
my Daddy in Heaven is greater alchemist than I,
if I am alchemist - and if you asking whether
I am alchemist, then my reply is: 'It is as you say')
may be relevant. Just coming to mind:
alchemists some-what oppressed, so they
hid their knowledge in symbols so avoid
persecution from the church (which you
can take to mean the people of any instituion, of
so-called learning, that are anxious
to seem prestigious or exclusive.
In your society
that may mean
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/753645.Enlightened_Power">
research teams at
universities
</a>
, uh- supposedly some
say - G!D help me avoid godless chatter -
well, what they guard is false knowledge,
and I care not for knowledge that
is not given to me out of fear of G!D, for
fear of G!D is beginning of all wisdom. (But
fools despise - and dis-regard - wisdom
and instruction.)
</li>
<li>
<a href="http://symboldictionary.net/?p=1363">'Crucified Serpent (Alchemical Cross)'.
http://symboldictionary.net/?p=1363
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://benjamindavidsteele.wordpress.com/2012/12/11/notes-on-jesus-christ-scarab-dung-beetle-etc/">
'Notes on Jesus Christ, Scarab, Dung Beetle, etc'.
https://benjamindavidsteele.wordpress.com/2012/12/11/notes-on-jesus-christ-scarab-dung-beetle-etc/
</a>
</li>
<li>G!D help me pray that I will not be led
into temptation. For the spirit is willing,
but the body is weak. Through Christ Jesus. Amen.
(which means "So be it" or "I want it to be so, too."
For it is written in Scriptures: the Son of Man
saying, 'whatever two or three or a group
of you agree upon, and ask my Father in My name
He will grant you.')
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouroboros">
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouroboros
</a>
</li>
<li>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rick_Warren">
'Rick Warren'.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rick_Warren
</a>
</li>
<li><a
href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tony_Robbins">
'Anthony Robbins'.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tony_Robbins
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theosophy">
'Theosophy'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theosophy
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://ggsc.berkeley.edu/">
'Greater Good Science Center'.
https://ggsc.berkeley.edu/
</li>
<li><a href="https://twitter.com/rypaugh?lang=en">
'Ryan Paugh'.
https://twitter.com/rypaugh?lang=en
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.tallkidtravels.com/">
'TK Travels: travel outside, develop within'.
http://www.tallkidtravels.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://dharmaseed.org/">
'Dharma Seed'.
http://dharmaseed.org/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.dwellinginstitute.com/">
'Dwelling Institute'.
http://www.dwellinginstitute.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.youtube.com/user/Drzakirchannel">
'Dr Zakir Naik'.
https://www.youtube.com/user/Drzakirchannel
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://thestillspace.org/">
'The Still Space'.
https://thestillspace.org/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://asc-sg.org/">
'Asian Spiritual Classics'. http://asc-sg.org/
</a>
</li>
<li>
<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ahmed_Deedat#Other_notable_debates">'Sheikh Ahmed Deedat'.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ahmed_Deedat#Other_notable_debates
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle">
'Eckhart Tolle'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eckhart_Tolle
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.ascensionnow.co.uk/ken-carey.html">
'Ken Carey'. http://www.ascensionnow.co.uk/ken-carey.html
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C._S._Lewis">
'C.S. Lewis', who
supposedly said: "All their life in this world and all their
adventures had only been the cover and the title page:
now at last they were beginning Chapter One
of the Great Story which no one on earth
has read: which goes on for ever: in which
every chapter is better than the one before."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/C._S._Lewis
</li>
<li>
<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepak_Chopra">
'Deepak Chopra'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepak_Chopra
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhuang_Zhou">
'Zhuang-zi'. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zhuang_Zhou
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://twitter.com/kleshaklesha/">
G!D-knows-who-and-I-do-not-know. Yes, G!D knows,
and I do not know ^_^ <br/> >.<
<br/> :-D
<br/>
(laughing maniacally.
'ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha' on
loop. A
delightful loop.)<br/>
'https://www.facebook.com/ktfrankenstein'<br/>
or 'https://twitter.com/kleshaklesha'
</a>
</li>
<li>
A space for an unknown person, for G!D to reveal to me
according to His will - which is above my will - and His
thoughts - which <strike>is</strike> are above my thoughts.
</li>
<li><a href="http://maiaduerr.com/">
'Maia Duerr'. http://maiaduerr.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://myaces.nus.edu.sg/staffdirectory/search?actionParam=campus&DeptCode=084">
'Koh Lee Sian Agnes'. https://myaces.nus.edu.sg/staffdirectory/search?actionParam=campus&DeptCode=084
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.clarity-singapore.org/web1/">
Well, didn't- G!D showed a poster to me, which ah-
was- led me to visit the following web-site (Internet address)
:
http://www.clarity-singapore.org/web1/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.dawnofgaia.com/">
'Gladys'. https://www.dawnofgaia.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://antaiji.org/en/">
'Antaiji'. http://antaiji.org/en/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.zensocietysingapore.com/">
'Zen Society Singapore'. http://www.zensocietysingapore.com/
</a>
</li>
<li><a href="http://selfstrology.com/">
'May Sim'. http://selfstrology.com/
</li>
<li><a href="https://www.shamanism.org/resources/services-find.php?country=Singapore">
'The Foundation for Shamanic Studies'. https://www.shamanism.org/resources/services-find.php?country=Singapore
</li>
<li><a href="http://www.epicoaching.net/">
'Marc-Andre'. http://www.epicoaching.net/
</a>
</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>O taste and see that G!D is good! Blessed are those
who take refuge in Him, and keep the faith, and resist temptation
and love Him and obey His commandments and fear Him, and keep
His commandments.
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
It is the 106th year since G!D helped
a foolish fool who spoke up for worthless
idols - carven images that cannot save
his soul, nor help him restore his saltiness,
if he were salt that had lost his saltiness -
and it is the twelth month since G!D
chased the mischief-makers - those who
delight in wickedness, and say, 'We
are peace-makers', when it is they
who are surely the mischief-makers
or those who delight in mischief or
wickedness - away from before a subject
of mockery, and ridicule, and torture,
and torment, and severe programming,
of mind, that damages psyche. (not the
mythological Psyche, daughter of
Eros and G!D-knows-who-and-I-do-not-know).
And it is the thirteenth day of a month
that has an unknown day.</p>
<p>
<a href="https://www.evernote.com/shard/s423/sh/3d2b285a-728e-4d83-bfc4-41c5949eff93/43c2d4eeb33f5e6bcfcc1c6a8c5b93bb">
'Who are the people you admire and what values or traits do they have that you want to take on?'
https://www.evernote.com/shard/s423/sh/3d2b285a-728e-4d83-bfc4-41c5949eff93/43c2d4eeb33f5e6bcfcc1c6a8c5b93bb
</a></p>
<p>
Who are the people you admire and what values or traits do they have that you want to take on?
你欣赏的人是谁？他们有什么你想要采取的原则或特征？
<ul>
<li>
Mike Cernovich for saying he wants to inspire people,
being an online badass, being bold, and producing content
that intrigues people, to me, at least. Striving
for what he's worth. Also, giving people strength
and giving females strength. He taught confidence with guns[,]
to his fiance.
</li>
<li>
Afrojack for giving people hope because to me his songs create a positive mentality
</li>
<li>
Paul van Dyk for giving people happiness because to me his songs or sounds have a very strong connection with people's emotions
</li>
<li>
Steve Aoki for letting females guest-appear because it's manly.
</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>So, it's your turn. What about you?
Who do you admire, and what are traits
in them that you want to nurture
in yourself? If you're interested,
a related concept is self-differentiation.
And the context is - well, huh, a
somewhat obscure, or maybe not, topic -
of 'ego enmeshment' (you can check it up
on the Internet, or [with]
a family therapist,
maybe) - or on a brazenly spiritual
note, renunciation, or liberation
from suffering, which may or may not
involve doing some voluntary (and
definitely painful) separation of
self from others. A
<strike>popular</strike>
song-singer (Or song-writer)
goes: 'I've just
gotta
find who I am /
and who I'm not /
I won't give up on us /
who I am /
what I am /
who I'm not /
what I'm not /
I won't give up on us'
or something like that.
</p>
<p>What? Ya, uh, so
took some time, thought
I've lost myself,
but seems kinda,
that was ne'er me in the first place /
never was me /
what I thought was me /
was never me /
So, bombastic, big words /
family therapy /
for me /
may just help me /
put words that seem /
small but can be big /
and mighty with the /
help of G!D /
All I'm sayin' is /
If you're thinkin' you're crazy /
you're probably going somewhere /
hey, I'm happy /
And it feels great to shout it out /
even though G!D may be the only one /
who hears me / I'm still happy /
G!D, I love You, O LORD,
King of the Universe /
Hey, hey, hey, hey /
praise and glory and kingdom /
and power are yours, O /
blessed Father who is in /
Heaven /
(G!D knows me, I don't know me, I do not know me)
</p>
<p>
</div>
<div><a href="https://www.pinterest.com/phengheong/ted-and-tedx-talks/">
My god, G!D, the Compassionate
and Most Merciful One- with His
help, I have a collection
of talks, or what others
did learn from their experiences,
and surely, G!D, who brought
me to all these, is good.
To my enemies, especially,
G!D loves you, so with His blessings,
which He hath gi<p>ven me, giving all
these as blessings to my enemies
- for the love of G!D. For the love of
G!D. For the love of G!D.</a>
<div>
man: 'I fear G!D!'
woman: 'Good. That makes you decent. A gentleman.'
<br/>
(from a book that G!D brought me before, the title of which
G!D knows, and I do not know. Yes, G!D knows, and I do not.)
</div>
<div>
<p>
boy: 'If everybody has these gifts, why are they not successful or happy?'
<br/>
ex-military-man: 'They do not believe that they can be
successful or happy.'
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/10941124-how-good-can-it-get">
(from
a book that G!D have brought me before:
Cohen, A. H. 'How good can it get?: what I learnt from
the richest man in the world', or something like that.
Hampton Roads Publishing Company. Charlottesville, VA: Canada).
</a>
</p>
<p>
Every generation has to un-earth their own
wisdom for themselves (or them-self).
They hav' to discover their own wisdom
for themselves.
They have to go on their own adventure;
they have to choose to start adventuring,
or otherwise make Wisdom their sister. <br/>
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/7131095-illumination?ac=1&from_search=true">
(from a book that G!D has brought me
before: Villoldo, A. 'Illumination:
the shaman's way of healing'. Hay House,
Inc. New York City, NY: the United States of America.)
</a>
</p>
<p>
<i>'Unhealed emotions' called out to
me as I browsed through pages. The words
'unhealed emotions' called out, with G!D's
help, to me.</i>
</p>
</div>
<div>
My god, o Almighty One, Creator of the Universe
. as surely as the LORD G!D lives,
the words of the LORD were fulfilled in
my life: 'A woman will surround a man.
I will do a thing never seen before.
A woman will protect a man.' (this is
from Scriptures). O Judge over the
Day of Judgment, glory is Yours.
</div>
<div>
When does tiger not run from sheep?
When does tiger not run after sheep?
When does sheep not run from tiger :-) *_*
('Wolves - man is the wolf of man', G!D
reminds me of a quote from
<a href="http://antaiji.org/">somewhere</a>)
Stone tiger stares at stone sheep.
No running, no hiding. No flinching.
Stone sheep does not run from stone
tiger. ^_^
<p>'I am sending you as sheep among
wolves. Lambs. Therefore, be
as shrewd as snakes, and as
innocent as doves.' - Jesus,
son of Mary, who calls uses
the title 'Son of Man' for himself.
</p>
</div>
<div><p>
What? What are you looking at?
Can't you see tis about you?
(Can't you see that it is about you?)
Supposedly one of the quotes that G!D has
brought me before,
from a Mister Homeless Kodo. Mister
Suzuki. (
whom G!D has also
shown me to have human foibles,
especially in it: (what)
faith in
the one whom G!D has sent,
and trust in a higher Mind.
But who am I to comment?
'For we are indeed not perfect.
If we were perfect, we would be a perfect
man, able to control every part
of our body, or every organ - for example,
anus (or
burps or farts
or thoughts or itches) - at will. So, not many of you,
brethren, should become teachers,
for we are indeed judged more
strictly, or stringently, than
others.' (from Scriptures).
</p>
<p>
So, something G!D gave me, now giving
as freely as it was received.
So in certain village,
people live and glory themselves
in their shameful nakedness. And
they do not know it, so they are disgraced.
(like the well-known story of
the emperor with no clothes, but another
story that is, for another time.)
(and indeed I am nothing at all.)
So, G!D has mercifully and compassionately
brought me before a set of questions
to hold hands, if you will, of those
who chase money or riches of the world.
They are as follows:
<ul>
<li><strike>First</strike>'C': what is the centre
of my life? ('You must have an
un-shake-able centre,' said the
one whom G!D had brought me to.)</li>
<li><strike>Second</strike> 'C':
What is the character of my life?
(memory is a little foggy. shomething
about shape. Mnemonics (that is, memory
device. To make memorisation
easier.) S-H-A-P-E.
<ul><li>
'S". Support maybe?</li>
<li>
'H'. Happiness? What makes me happy?
Or what makes me feel good?
Good feels that come without
drugs that cost money?
(A certain Mister Robbins
talked about this in a book.
'Making love with my wife, that
makes me feel good,' he said. '
Exercise on [some equipment
something something].')
</li>
<li>
'A'.
Attractive? Which part of me
or my life do I find really
attractive? G!D
brought me to an exercise
that a person required
for homework during
university years. 'Ask
your friends, or people
whom
you've worked with,
for your
RBS. (what's RBS) [Something]
Best Self. Ask them
when they saw you at your best.
Co-workers. People you've
lost touch with.
People whom you maybe
did some research with,
or did a project with. (and
then separated or dis-banded
after that.)
In my case,
that was homework, and it felt
awkward to ask. But am I glad I
did that. (in
hind-sight). Others viewed me
in a positive light, because
the question was about
my best possible self. And that was
pleasantly surprising. It helped me
feel esteemed in away I did not know
I could feel esteemed. It's kinda healthy,
not bragging pridefully, more accepting,
if you will, what you've got in this
brief life? (['cos] Baby you're a fire-work /
Come on, let your colours burst /
Let them go high, hi, high /
(make them go: 'ah, ah, ah')
As you shoot across the sky - aye,
aye' (G!D brought me to a little
one who sang something like that.)
So that's 's', 'h', and 'a'.
'p' and 'e' are left. Wow.
What an exercise for memory.</li>
<li>
'P'. Personality maybe? Or
your points of pain? You know,
loneliness could be a point of pain.
And, uh,
If you talk about it, you don't
have to, but if you wanna, maybe,
just maybe, you'll find some
solace. You could put in a diary
maybe. Or you could really-
it's gonna sound icky or
off-putting, at first, at least,
but you could try... talking to a
counsellor. A professional one.
I talked to a counsellor myself.
And it helped that it was non-judgmental.
(G!D gave me a quote in my life:
'People are so in lack - or
maybe not in lack, but simply
forgotten - on the skill of
listening. That's why
you have people <strike>now</strike> who are
getting paid to listen. Life
coaches. Counsellors. Whatever
you call them. So,
stigma aside, you definitely
deserve - it won't be apparent,
at first - you have every right
to be attended to, or listened
to, without any judgment coming
into what you are trying to say.
So, those people you hang out
with over a beer might not be
the best at helping to talk
about whatever you wanna talk
about. Yeah. You do not
realise it know, but you definitely
deserve attention or care that does not
feel like [eating]
a rotten sandwich. Or,
you deserve to be away from
people, whoops, any-body
or any voice in your head that
tells you you deserve only
to eat a rotten sandwich. But of
course, you won't realise it now;
but you will realise or understand
after-ward.
So, that's 'P'.</li>
<li>
And 'E'. (laughing). (huh).
You know, it is written in Scriptures,
'Sarah said, "G!D has made me
laugh - G!D made me laugh - so
that those who can hear will laugh
with me."'
So, 'E' is for 'experience[s]'.
</li>
</ul>
So that's 'SHAPE'. S-H-A-P-E.
So, what came to mind, was
how those who are labelled
with mental illnesses may not
be experts in knowledge (or
so-called knowledge) of so-called
mental illnesses. As much as that
may be so, they are experts on
their experiences. Experts by experience,
they are. Just like how you
can get a Master's degree by research
or thesis or what- uh, what-ever.)
So, ask yourself: where are the subjective experts on
their experiences? Are you an expert on
your experience of life or G!D or god?
So, what are they, those whom you call
'patients' or 'un-well', if you
are an expert on your experience
of life or your limits or your
god? Are they any less or any more
an expert on your experience of life,
than you are an expert on theirs? So,
how come you are the expert
[on their life], and not them?
'You hypocrite. You say to your brother,
"take the pin out of your eye. Here, let me
help you." Take the log out of your
own eye first, then you can see clearly
to help your brother.' That's what Jesus said.
It's in Scriptures. And hate me. Why?
Because Jesus was hated, too. And I'm
honoured to be in his company. Or the
company of those whom G!D sends, for
they are ridiculed by those of the world,
since the times of the fathers of those
who ridicule the messengers of G!D. This is in
Scriptures. Send me everything you got,
in your hatred or hate, because G!D is
the best at planning. And if you wait,
I, too, will wait. And my fear is
fear of G!D. Not fear of
seeming foolish or incompetent, although
that got to me, too, while chasing
after yardsticks, what-ever - which I realise,
that as long as G!D loves me, I need no
benchmark or yardstick to measure myself
against, other than my obedience to G!D.
And how do you measure that? So, any-way.
<li>
Back to the 'C', huh. 'Centre of my life'.
'Character of my life'. Then, another 'C'.
'Community'. Who are my people?
A quote goes like this - for G!D has
given me the chance to see, so freely
giving what
<a href="https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0345409876/ref=x_gr_w_bb?ie=UTF8&tag=x_gr_w_bb-20&linkCode=as2&camp=1789&creative=9325&creativeASIN=0345409876&SubscriptionId=1MGPYB6YW3HWK55XCGG2">
have
received
</a> readily and freely -
<a href="https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/241823.Women_Who_Run_With_the_Wolves?ac=1&from_search=true">
'She can breathe life into the tiniest
mouse-deer or gazelle-child, with the
most tender of touches, but
she knows
where her land is, or,
who her people are,
and who, or what, is not her land,
or people.'
</a>
Or, who do I want to spend time with? :-)
People who play playfully and boldly point
out baldies who think they have a lustrous
mane, or (oh, doing those are
not necessarily bad, you know, even though
they do not like it). Yeah, do I wanna
hang out with Truth, or do I wanna-
you know, it's the blue pill, or red pill,
question, right? The red pill hurts, your
life will never be the same. Or, you can
take the blue pill, and pretend all
<i>these</i> (or <i>this</i>) never happened.
Go, go on, no one (oh, G!D just humbled me -
a reminder that human effort counts for
nothing. And what Scriptures
record - Paul's concern for
Corinthians, or people of
Corinth, comes to mind.) Any-way,
it's your choice to make. And G!D,
or Truth, (why? G!D is Truth,
or, G!D is true and just in His ways
and judgments; praise be to G!D)
G!D, or Truth, is not un-easy to have
no believers among you. Peace be with you,
in the name of Christ Jesus. The kingdom
of G!D is near! It is not far from you!
</li>
</ul>
</p>
</div>
<div>
<p>The inspiration this time is the
chronicles of the jourmeys of the
children of Israel, which
are written in Scriptures.
</p>
<p>The undergraduate
went to
<a href="https://www.meetup.com/breathmeditation/">
a meditation group.
</a>
Then he went to
a
<a href="http://www.zensocietysingapore.com/">
meditation group
</a>
, departing
from there.
</p>
</div>
<p>Tell me, how would you represent
your so-called family, if I-
members of your so-called family -
if I gave you all the letters that
are used to write this paragraph to
make words? You may only use the letters
(of the alphabet) that appear in this paragraph.
For example, if I gave you the words, 'held
pee in' only, you could use the letters
in those three words to form the words that follow:
'i need help'. In the same way, for I have
not much more time to speak with you, could-
how would you- what words can you-
what words would you use, from the words that you
can discover from the letters in this paragraph -
what words would you use to describe each member of what you
consider your family?
</p>
<p>
'For we brought nothing into the world, andb neither can we carry anything out of it. 8But if we have food and clothing, we will be content with these.
9Those who want to be rich, however, fall into temptation and become ensnared by many foolish and harmful desires that plunge them into ruin and destruction. 10For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. By craving it, some have wandered away from the faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows.
Fight the Good Fight
11But you, O man of God, flee from these things and pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, perseverance, and gentleness.
'
(prologue of Timothy, chapter 6)
http://biblehub.com/bsb/1_timothy/6.htm
</p>
<p>Since two are longer two, but are now one,
let them not be separated, for G!D hath
enjoined them. (gospel of Matthew)
</p>
<p>What are you doing here? <br/>
Go back where you came from. <br/>
I have had enough. <br/>
I am the only one left. <br/>
Get up and eat. <br/>
(book of Kings. where ? Scriptures. Bible.)
</p>
<p><a
href= '
moses-said-do-what-has-proceeded-from-your-mouths.html'
''>
'Two is better than one.
if one falls down, the other can
restore the one. But if one goes at
G!D-knows-what-and-I-do-not-know
alone, he... she... they... how sorrowful it
is for them!' (from Scriptures.
book of Ecclesiastes, maybe.) </a>
</p>
<p>
<a
href="moses-said-do-what-has-proceeded-from-your-mouth.html">
'Beth Haran and an unknown thing, and fortified
cities, and folds for sheep[, the
children of Gad
built].' (from book of Numbers)
</a>
</p>
<p>
<a href="jesus-said-feed-them.html">
'Those who have two sets of clothing, give one to the one who has none.' - Isa
</a>
</p>
<p>
'My enemies scorn and despise me on all sides.
My friends are afraid of me, and turn away
when they see me on the streets.
But I put my trust in you, O LORD G!D.
Rescue me from the traps my enemies
set for me.
Silence the lips of those who defy
godliness with their arrogant words,
and lofty speech that come from
diseased hearts and eyes that pride
compasses.
I praise You. G!D. for You
have shown lovingkindness, even
to a worm, and a little one, and
a wicked, ungrateful thievess (or thief)
and a prostitute with a lowly heart
and a poor spirit, such as myself.
<a href="http://biblehub.com/niv/psalms/31.htm">(a psalm from Scriptures)
</a>
</p>
<p>
As Scriptures say, 'How abundant are the good things
that you have stored up for those who fear you,
that you bestow in the sight of all,
on those who take refuge in you.'
</p>
<p>
Resources for people who have been labelled
with 'schizophrenia', in the hopes
that G!D will assure you that everything
is going to be okay (as Jesus said, 'You
do not understand now, but you will come
to understand later.'). [writing about what
helped me cope with self-doubt and what
were, frankly,
terrors and a sense of destruction and
helplessness is one way (out
of others which may be unknown to me)
of giving as freely as I
have received (which was what Jesus taught:
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew+10:8">
'Freely you have received. Now freely give.'
</a>
^_^
)
]
With G!D's help, reading the information
from the following
web-sites helped me feel more well-equipped,
capable, and competent and comforted and
empowered. If G!D is willing, you may
go there, and if they do not have the
same effect on you, it's not your fault -
do not beat yourself up too much; you do
not have to do that, even though there
is a tendency to; or, there can be a tendency to.
G!D knows, and I do not know, what you are going through.
G!D knows best what to do with you. I'm just
glad, if you have been labelled with 'schizophrenia',
(or other psychiatric labels or labels of other kinds)
that you have come or visited web-site. The LORD be with
you.
<ul>
<li>
<a href="https://www.hearing-voices.org/">Hearing Voices Network
</a></li>
<li>
<a href="http://www.jungcircle.com/exile.html">
Soul in Exile: Schizophrenia, Jung & a Psychiatric Evaluation of Psychiatry
</a> <br/><br/>And of course, reading about
the experience of Mister Jay Eu En Gee (J-U-N-G)
or Miss J-U-N-G or - G!D knows, and I do not know -
who, yea, well, that's re-assuring, in a way,
that what society ultimately benefits
from requires even rejection from that very same
society, and definitely a separation from
society. (and that's putting it mildly.)
Jesus says it better, or Scriptures: '
I have chosen you out of the world.
They are of the world. And for that reason,
they hate you.'
And as a reminder: 'I chose you. You did not
choose Me. I chose you. And appointed you.
So that you may go and bear fruit that
lasts long. And so that whatever you
ask my Father in My name, you will
receive.' (from Scriptures)
</li>
</ul>
Motivation for effort often comes from
the following verse from the Bible: 'You
have a reputation for being alive, but you
are dead! Wake up! Strengthen what remains.'
Glory be to G!D for-ever and ever. Amen.
</p>
<a href="glory-be-to-G!D.html">
More haiku from a ward, I have, with the help of the Lord of lords :-)
</a>
<a href="the-lord-is-good.html">
<p>Haiku from a ward,
I have, with G!D's help!</p>
</a>
<p>The Son of Man is coming
</p>
<p>
Is anyone thirsty?
Come and drink—
even if you have no money!
Come, take your choice of wine or milk—
it’s all free!
<a href="https://biblia.com/books/nlt/Is55">
(Isaiah 55:1)
</a>
</p>
<p>
Fear the Lord G!D. That is all you need to know. (Proverbs 1:7) <br/>
But fools despise instruction and wisdom.
</p>
<p>
This will be a sign to you. Scriptures write too: when the hour comes that life bursts
forth out of the fig tree, that is, the tree puts out its green leaves, and its bark
turns tender, you will know that summer is near. <br />
<h2>
Let your light so shine before men, that your Father, who is in Heaven, is glorified.
</h2>
<p>
Let there arise out of you a band
of people inviting to all that is good,
enjoining what is right, and forbidding
what is wrong: They are the ones to attain felicity.
<a href="http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/3-104.html">
(Chapter Name:Al-Emran. Verse No:104)</a>
<br />
</p>
</p>
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<a href="http://phtan.github.io/Volunteer-Application-Form_v3_son_of_Man.pdf">
Here
</a>
, if you will, and if G!D is willing ^_^
</p>
<p>
<strike>Commit</strike> history on Github, of development, with G!D's help, is
<a href="https://github.com/phtan/phtan.github.io/commits/master">there</a>,
which you may go if G!D is willing.
</p>
<p>
<a href="http://phtan.github.io/music 001.jpg">composition 001</a><br/>
lyrics: <br/>
Jesus died on <strike>the cross</strike> a tree, and was resurrected <br />
Ivory from elephant tusks fill piano keys - Jehovah's gift <br />
Rolling logs mash each other into pulp which dries to paper. How generous <br />
Kingdom and seeds; saviour and sower. He said, 'Peace' <br />
</p>
<p>
<a href="diary.html">Diary project</a>
</p>
<p>
'Tell no one about this,' Jesus said. 'Go home (to thy friends), and tell what G!D has done in your life.' (Mark 5:19) <br/>
'And hold fast, all together, by the rope which Allah (stretches out for you), and be not divided among yourselves; and remember with gratitude Allah's favour on you; for ye were enemies and He joined your hearts in love, so that by His Grace, ye became brethren; and ye were on the brink of the pit of Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus doth Allah make His Signs clear to you: That ye may be guided.'
<a href="http://corpus.quran.com/translation.jsp?chapter=3&verse=103">(chapter 3, verse 103)</a> <br/>
Your Almighty G!D and my Almighty G!D are the same G!D. He created Heaven and Earth and the Universe and everything in it. He is G!D of Abraham, and G!D of the prophets. <br/>
Compassionate and Merciful in the Most - G!D who is slow to anger, and oft-forgiving, Whom thou shalt not put to the test (as Scripture says). <br/>
In my folly I have prostituted myself to something that cannot help me at all. Detestably, I have taken a toilet-bowl (or a water-closet) - you know, a pipe that you poop in -
as a god. I have feared the wrath of a god of a toilet bowl, and attempted to please that god. Over a period of time, those attempts included: knelt in front of a toilet-bowl; bit a toilet-bowl. <br/>
'Save me,' I desperately cried to a toilet-bowl. <br/>
'The poor, deluded fool feeds on ashes. He trusts in something that cannot help him at all! Yet he cannot bring himself to reflect or think to himself: "Is this thing, that I am holding in my hand, a lie?" (Isaiah 44:20) <br/>
And yet, G!D has enabled me to write this, and I thank the Almighty Lord of lords, and King of kings; praise G!D, I do, for He has shown loving-kindness, and mercy that is in the Most High.
To G!D be the glory. <br/>
It took time. And terrors, admonishments (out of dear love), and signs and wonders, G!D has convinced me that He has paid a price to redeem a prostitute like myself. <br/>
'This observance will be for you like a sign on your hand and a reminder on your forehead that this law of the LORD is to be on your lips. For the LORD brought you out of Egypt with his mighty hand.'
<a href="http://biblehub.com/exodus/13-9.htm">
(Exodus 13:9, New International Version)
</a>
<br/>
'You will tell your son: 'I do this, because the LORD, G!D of Abraham and the Prophets, has done wonders and marvels for me when He brought me out of Egypt.' (Exodus 13:8)
<br/>
So, testify, as a witness of G!D, I shall.
Drugs - things: bitter in taste, white in colour, and smaller than a finger-nail in size. Those whom I turned to - shepherds, of renown in the land -
charged me money for those things, and kept me in a pen that I could not leave from, even if I asked nicely. <br />
'This thing gives me uneasiness. I wake up in the middle of the night to walk; I feel compelled. And it gives me convulsions in my hands sometimes.'
This I told them. <br/>
And they said, 'Here's another thing. Eat it. It controls the uneasiness of the thing that you talked about.' <br/>
'But,' they continued, 'It does things to you, even though it controls the thing that you talked about.' <br />
I did not know what they talked about. This thing, that thing. <br />
The shepherds - some of them, at least - intimidated me. 'If you do not do as we say,' they hinted, in a way that was not very nice, 'you will keep staying in this pen. You will not be let out.'
<br />
So, ate both things, I tremulously did. Indeed, I was afraid of consequences that men promised unto me, instead of fearing the Almighty One.
I wanted to get out of that pen. And so, I dis-obeyed not, but co-operated, although I have voiced my defiance to their ways a few times. <br />
<br />
'Finish your food,' they said. And I was afraid. So I ate, although I had been feeling very full at that point.
<br />
(Later they would give me a recipe for 'sayur lodeh', when I asked them how to make a certain mixture that I had eaten.)
<br/>
'Drink water with your "medicine",' they said. And I was fed up. 'No,' I said. 'I am going to eat "medicine" without water. See, it enters my body just fine.' <br />
And they said, in a way that was not very nice, 'Drink water with the "medicine", or else.' <br />
I walked away, but I was anxious to get out of that pen, and keen to appear co-operative. (And they had others to talk to.) So, I returned to them, but they said, 'Don't worry. We've recorded that you were obedient enough. That is, that you have eaten "medicine".'
<br />
Anyhow, this story is becoming godless.
<br />
Long story short, they left me. they care nothing for me. <br />
All your lovers have forgotten you;
they care nothing for you;
for I have dealt you the blow of an enemy,
the punishment of a merciless foe,
because your guilt is great,
because your sins are flagrant. (Jeremiah 30:14, ESV)
<br/>
Alas! That day is so great
there is none like it;
it is a time of distress for Jacob;
yet he shall be saved out of it. (Jeremiah 30:7)
<br/>
'For I will restore health to you,
and your wounds I will heal,'
declares the Lord,
'because they have called you an outcast:
"It is Zion, for whom no one cares!" (Jeremiah 30:17)
<br />
:-)
<br />
Therefore all who devour you shall be devoured,
and all your foes, every one of them, shall go into captivity;
those who plunder you shall be plundered,
and all who prey on you I will make a prey.' (Jeremiah 30:16)
<br />
'For I am with you to save you,'
declares the Lord;
'I will make a full end of all the nations
among whom I scattered you,
but of you I will not make a full end.
I will discipline you in just measure,
and I will by no means leave you unpunished.' (Jeremiah 30:11)
<br />
'Then fear not, O Jacob my servant, declares the Lord,
nor be dismayed, O Israel;
for behold, I will save you from far away,
and your offspring from the land of their captivity.
Jacob shall return and have quiet and ease,
and none shall make him afraid.' (Jeremiah 30:10)
<br />
Indeed, as it is written in the Bible, G!D exalts those who humble themselves before Him, and humbles those who exalt themselves before Him.
<br />
Why?
<br /> For it is written in the Bible: '
Now you are slaves
of other nations,
but I will break the chains
and smash the yokes
that keep you in slavery.
Then you will be my servants,
and I will choose a king for you
from the family of David.'
(Jeremiah 30:8-9, CEV)
<br />
Almighty One, great are your deeds! Fabulous, marvellous!
<br />
Why?
<br />
For is it not written in the Bible: 'Your hearts will swell with joy - even your heart of hearts - and you will be as calves let out to pasture.'
<br />
I praise You, G!D, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful; that I know full well. (from the Bible)
<br />
And it is written in the Quran: 'If good touches you, it distresses them; but if harm strikes you, they rejoice at it. And if you are patient and fear Allah , their plot will not harm you at all. Indeed, Allah is encompassing of what they do.'
<a href="http://corpus.quran.com/translation.jsp?chapter=3&verse=120">(Chapter 3, verse 120)</a>
<br />
'Bless those who persecute you. Don’t curse them; pray that God will bless them. Be happy with those who are happy, and weep with those who weep.'
<a href="http://biblehub.com/nlt/romans/12.htm">
(Romans 12:14-15, NLT)
</a>
<br />
'Dear friends, never take revenge. Leave that to the righteous anger of God. For the Scriptures say,
“I will take revenge;
I will pay them back,”
says the LORD.
Instead,
“If your enemies are hungry, feed them.
If they are thirsty, give them something to drink.
In doing this, you will heap
burning coals of shame on their heads.”
Don’t let evil conquer you, but conquer evil by doing good.'
(Romans 12:19-21, NLT)
<br />
'Be merciful, as your Master is merciful.' - Jesus
<br />
So, G!D admonishes and sets trials and obstacles. Admonishes out of dear love. Trials, so that if you overcome, a reward is for you, with the LORD, G!D of Abraham. (Book of Revelations, if you're interested.)
<br />
Happily ever after, by a servant of G!D who created Heaven and Earth - G!D who knows all, hears all and sees all (G!D knows and you do not) - G!D who knows the hearts and minds of men, G!D who loves justice, and detests wickedness.
<br />
So remind me, G!D, to fear You, and to humble myself before You, and to let Your will be done, not mine.
<br />
'And this same God who takes care of me will supply all your needs from his glorious riches, which have been given to us in Christ Jesus.'
<a href="https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Philippians+4%3A19&version=NLT">
(Phillipians 4:19, NLT)
</a>
<br />
For it is written in the Quran: 'Bring glad tidings, invite them to your LORD, practice charity openly and secretly, and do righteousness that is godly - it is not righteousness to turn to the
East or the West, but it is righteousness to obey G!D, and to keep His commandments.'
</p>
<p>
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</ul>
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<p>
In the Quran, it is written: 'Take Sadaqah (alms) from their wealth in order to purify them and sanctify them with it, and invoke Allah for them. Verily! Your invocations are a source of security for them, and Allah is All-Hearer, All-Knower.'
<br/>
<a href="http://www.comp.leeds.ac.uk/nora/html/9-103.html">Chapter Name:Al-Tawba Verse No:103</a><br/>
Please mail or contact the son of man if you would like to make a donation to me.
</p>
<p>
With the help of the LORD G!D, who is Most Merciful, I've contributed to the following projects:
<ul>
<li><a href="https://github.com/Tatoeba/tatoeba2">Tatoeba</a>. My commits are <a href="https://github.com/Tatoeba/tatoeba2/commits/dev?author=phtan">there</a>.</li>
<li><a href="https://github.com/gogits/gogs">Gogs</a>. G!D forbid that I glory in myself, save only in the cross of Christ Jesus. And yet, if G!D is willing, you may find my commits <a href="https://github.com/gogits/gogs/commits/master?author=phtan">there</a>.</li>
</ul>
</p>
<p>
To you who think you have 'mental illness', and are trying to 'control' that with abominations that are man-made, the Bible has a
verse, oh the G!D-breathed Word that is suitable for rebuking and disciplining so that you are wise for salvation through
the Christ: 'A house divided cannot stand'
</p>
<p>
On people who are involved with the death penalty: executioner, legal procedure people. The Bible has said, 'Put away your swords,
For those who live by the sword will die by the sword.' <br/> And that is supposedly a gift from the Lord Christ Jesus. 'Those who have
Ears, let them hear,’goes another part of the Bible.
</p>
<p>
Now when Jesus was asked
'Are you Son of G!d'
Jesus said
'It is as you say. Furthermore, I tell you now that I am resurrecting in three days after my death,
by the power given me by my Father in Heaven'
'Blasphemy,' they said, sending Jesus to crucifixion
(Thy will be done on Heaven, and thy will be done on earth as on Heaven. O blessed are you, Father in Heaven, King of the Universe, Ruler of Heaven. Hallowed be thy name.)
Apostle Paul said,
'My execution of Christians was before the Lord Christ Jesus appeared to me, saying, 'Why are you killing me?'
Now, conscience of mine, it is clear before G!d and man.'
It is written in the Bible, 'Christ- the Christ lives in me.'
And it written in the Bible. What? Paul was preaching to people who heard him, but they began leaving
After hearing him say. What?
You hear always but do not understand
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Routine that is awkward and painful is no longer music to my ears /
Often, people don't always take care of themselves /
Why don't they love themselves /
Birds came in, red /
and purple too /
That's what they turned my skin into /
Ain't that a sharp pain there /
Oh, why do they hurt me so /
My kiss to them /
Lets my blood out /
They continue chirping /
Perhaps this is the time /
to say it's- /
o /
it's not okay /
why do my tears flow /
oh, joy /
ow /
it's time to die, the birds say /
death-songs come softly /
please forgive them, Heavenly Compassionate Father /
Boom
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