Thank you, Fear of Isaac, who cherishes and sustains

Praise be to G!D, and glory be to Him. Peace be upon
G!D-fearing men and women and people on Earth

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   <a href="http://biblehub.com/bsb/james/3.htm">
     (James 3:1-2)
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+  'Which is a more difficult creation? You or the Heavens?' (from the Quran)
+  <br/><br/>
+  Praise be to the Most Merciful One, who is Oft-forgiving, and 
+  the Accepting of repentance, and Compassionate <br/><br/>
+  It is the eleventh day of the second month of the 105th year
+  since Man built a city with G!D's help and provisions
+  <br/>
+  I went to a gathering of people today,
+  where people talked about hearing voices,
+  and their experiences. J, whom I met at the 
+  meet-up, said that the people
+  were sharing personal experiences,
+  not giving advice,
+  and that was a plus. <br/><br/>
+  A [']Japanese woman['] talked about her
+  experience of sexual abuse by her father,
+  and her perspective on it: that it was 
+  a dark side of her life which she accepted
+  as a whole, together with the 'light'.
+  <br/><br/>
+  <i>Writer's note: she also shared that her marriage
+    had... problems. Well, G!D knows truth, and I do not
+    claim to be G!D
+  </i>
+  <br/><br/>
+  I was surprised to discover that her story resonated with me. What 
+  happened sexually [or spiritually] between my [']father['] and I,
+  when I was a [younger] child? If something did happen, where is my 
+  focus - is it on blaming my [']father['], or on reflecting on
+  what is inside me<strike>,</strike> that is causing such an
+  incident to be mirrored in the outside reality?
+  <br/><br/>
+  My body and feelings seem to remember, even though I do not.
+  <br/><br/>
+  I want the truth. Could it be that I could not bear it now?
+  <br/><br/>
+  I feel discarded, like I was a dirty piece or towel. I feel
+  jealous that my [']father['] is spending time with my [']brother['].
+  <br/><br/>
+  <i>from the writer: Jesus said, 'You are the salt of the earth. But if salt
+    loses its saltiness, who can make it salty again? It is no
+    longer good for anything, except to be thrown away, or trampled upon.
+  <br/><br/>
+  Jesus (who called himself the Son of Man) said, 'I am the Life, the Truth
+  and the Way.'
+  <br/><br/>
+  Jesus said to a man, 'Come, please follow me.'
+    </i>
+  I remember that these feelings 
+  <br/><br/><i>Jesus said, 'Can a blind man lead another blind man? Would
+  they not soon fall into a ditch?'
+  </i>
+  <br/><br/>
+  I remember that these feelings are a shadow of a concrete event
+  from my past, and that there is a message or lesson to be learnt,
+  that is beneath these feelings.
+  <br/><br/>
+  Oh, Father G!D, Abba, lift these feelings so that I can learn
+  and <strike>learn</strike> and hear and listen! In the name of 
+  Christ Jesus, I ask this. <br/><br/>
+  How do I view my [']father[']? What aspects of him do I not like,
+  and what do those reflect of myself? What I dislike about
+  him can be found within me. He was ignorant. He is unsensitive,
+  cowardly, indecisive, spineless, dull, quick-tempered, slow,
+  boring and controlling. What does that say about me?
+  <br/><br/>
+  <i>from the writer: Jesus, the Anointed One, died to reconcile 
+    many to G!D, in one eternal sacrifice. One sacrifice for
+    all eternity, in other words. (and it is divine in nature,
+    a sacrifice the world cannot give.)<br/><br/>
+    As Scriptures say, 'All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles, and creatures
+    of the sea are being tamed and have been tamed by man, but no man can
+    tame the tongue. It is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison. 
+    With the tongue we bless our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, 
+    who have been made in God’s likeness. 
+    Out of the same mouth come blessing and cursing. 
+    My brothers, this should not be! 
+    Can both fresh water and bitter water flow from the same spring? 
+    My brothers, can a fig tree grow olives, or a grapevine bear figs?
+    Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water. [on the Wisdom from Above]
+    Who is wise and understanding among you?
+    Let him show it by his good conduct, by deeds done in the humility
+    that comes from wisdom. But if you have bitter jealousy 
+    and selfish ambition in your hearts, 
+    do not boast in it or deny the truth. 
+    Such wisdom does not come from above, but is earthly,
+    unspiritual, demonic. For where jealousy and selfish ambition
+    exist, there will be disorder and every evil practice.
+    But the wisdom from above is first of all pure,
+    then peace[-]able, gentle, accommodating, full of mercy and
+    good fruit, impartial, and sincere. Peacemakers who sow in 
+    peace reap the fruit of righteousness.
+    <a href="http://biblehub.com/bsb/james/3.htm"
+    (James 3:7-18, BSB)
+       </a>
+  </i>
+  What kind of hurt or trauma or woundedness did I have, in the past, 
+  that is lying stagnant now?
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