Thank you, Fear of Isaac, who cherishes and sustains

Praise be to G!D, and glory be to Him. Peace be upon
G!D-fearing men and women and people on Earth
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<a href="http://biblehub.com/bsb/james/3.htm">
(James 3:1-2)
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'Which is a more difficult creation? You or the Heavens?' (from the Quran)
<br/><br/>
Praise be to the Most Merciful One, who is Oft-forgiving, and
the Accepting of repentance, and Compassionate <br/><br/>
It is the eleventh day of the second month of the 105th year
since Man built a city with G!D's help and provisions
<br/>
I went to a gathering of people today,
where people talked about hearing voices,
and their experiences. J, whom I met at the
meet-up, said that the people
were sharing personal experiences,
not giving advice,
and that was a plus. <br/><br/>
A [']Japanese woman['] talked about her
experience of sexual abuse by her father,
and her perspective on it: that it was
a dark side of her life which she accepted
as a whole, together with the 'light'.
<br/><br/>
<i>Writer's note: she also shared that her marriage
had... problems. Well, G!D knows truth, and I do not
claim to be G!D
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<br/><br/>
I was surprised to discover that her story resonated with me. What
happened sexually [or spiritually] between my [']father['] and I,
when I was a [younger] child? If something did happen, where is my
focus - is it on blaming my [']father['], or on reflecting on
what is inside me<strike>,</strike> that is causing such an
incident to be mirrored in the outside reality?
<br/><br/>
My body and feelings seem to remember, even though I do not.
<br/><br/>
I want the truth. Could it be that I could not bear it now?
<br/><br/>
I feel discarded, like I was a dirty piece or towel. I feel
jealous that my [']father['] is spending time with my [']brother['].
<br/><br/>
<i>from the writer: Jesus said, 'You are the salt of the earth. But if salt
loses its saltiness, who can make it salty again? It is no
longer good for anything, except to be thrown away, or trampled upon.
<br/><br/>
Jesus (who called himself the Son of Man) said, 'I am the Life, the Truth
and the Way.'
<br/><br/>
Jesus said to a man, 'Come, please follow me.'
</i>
I remember that these feelings
<br/><br/><i>Jesus said, 'Can a blind man lead another blind man? Would
they not soon fall into a ditch?'
</i>
<br/><br/>
I remember that these feelings are a shadow of a concrete event
from my past, and that there is a message or lesson to be learnt,
that is beneath these feelings.
<br/><br/>
Oh, Father G!D, Abba, lift these feelings so that I can learn
and <strike>learn</strike> and hear and listen! In the name of
Christ Jesus, I ask this. <br/><br/>
How do I view my [']father[']? What aspects of him do I not like,
and what do those reflect of myself? What I dislike about
him can be found within me. He was ignorant. He is unsensitive,
cowardly, indecisive, spineless, dull, quick-tempered, slow,
boring and controlling. What does that say about me?
<br/><br/>
<i>from the writer: Jesus, the Anointed One, died to reconcile
many to G!D, in one eternal sacrifice. One sacrifice for
all eternity, in other words. (and it is divine in nature,
a sacrifice the world cannot give.)<br/><br/>
As Scriptures say, 'All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles, and creatures
of the sea are being tamed and have been tamed by man, but no man can
tame the tongue. It is an unruly evil, full of deadly poison.
With the tongue we bless our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men,
who have been made in Gods likeness.
Out of the same mouth come blessing and cursing.
My brothers, this should not be!
Can both fresh water and bitter water flow from the same spring?
My brothers, can a fig tree grow olives, or a grapevine bear figs?
Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water. [on the Wisdom from Above]
Who is wise and understanding among you?
Let him show it by his good conduct, by deeds done in the humility
that comes from wisdom. But if you have bitter jealousy
and selfish ambition in your hearts,
do not boast in it or deny the truth.
Such wisdom does not come from above, but is earthly,
unspiritual, demonic. For where jealousy and selfish ambition
exist, there will be disorder and every evil practice.
But the wisdom from above is first of all pure,
then peace[-]able, gentle, accommodating, full of mercy and
good fruit, impartial, and sincere. Peacemakers who sow in
peace reap the fruit of righteousness.
<a href="http://biblehub.com/bsb/james/3.htm"
(James 3:7-18, BSB)
</a>
</i>
What kind of hurt or trauma or woundedness did I have, in the past,
that is lying stagnant now?
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