Commit Graph

158 Commits (34b7c49df0690fc090e5703a02566e924361f8dd)

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Pheng Heong TAN 34b7c49df0
Add hyperlink to LinkedIn account 2018-02-16 19:57:21 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 431c71e9ca
Add a hyperlink to my Goodreads account 2018-02-15 14:13:25 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN c6192ad93f
Add a hyperlink to SC account 2018-02-15 14:10:22 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 01da995562
Add info on browsers 2018-02-15 14:08:18 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 79842416b3
Add list-item, on Pendo 2018-02-15 14:04:39 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 86b9005dd3
Add list-item, on Facebook; adjust white-space 2018-02-15 13:58:56 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN abd2af0052
Add my inactive account at Couchsurfing 2018-02-15 13:55:30 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 6a21bd4724
Add list-items to list of zero-presence platforms 2018-02-15 13:52:37 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN fbc96108d1
Add a hyperlink to older youtube channel 2018-02-15 13:47:33 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 5b0b777a0e
Add a hyperlink to G+ profile 2018-02-15 13:46:05 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN d393adcc43
Add a hyperlink to private Twitter-account 2018-02-15 13:43:37 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN e7ae0bb826
Add a hyperlink to my tilde at tilde.town 2018-02-15 13:40:26 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 3e3364fdd3
Add a hyperlink to tumblelog 2018-02-15 13:36:19 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 5cf2b365c2
Add a hyperlink to Quora profile 2018-02-15 13:31:38 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 8588b597df
Add hyperlink to Mastodon 2018-02-15 13:29:31 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN b62647335d
Add link to Twitter account 2018-02-15 13:27:59 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 60d09b0858
re-write index.html from scratch 2018-02-14 04:27:00 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 7c486e1e91
matthew 24:1-2 2018-02-14 04:23:24 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN f71be76eeb
Lead me on the right path, G!D 2018-02-04 10:32:18 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN ecf90b8b50
Thank you, G!D, for saving me 2018-02-04 10:20:58 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 52d00478c1
G!D, I leave this into Your care 2017-12-24 15:56:26 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 5c7b85d373
G!D helped me notice another error 2017-12-24 15:54:15 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 9e89947c93
G!D helped me notice an error 2017-12-24 15:53:23 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 07a8981640
G!D loves me, and I pray He loves you too 2017-12-24 15:51:59 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 76caae6fbd
I commit this matter into the hands of G!D 2017-12-24 15:39:49 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN d5ff0765ba G!D thank You I love You so 2017-07-25 23:41:13 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 7ca2821b2f O I thank G!D who saved me from losing
For I would not, brethren, that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; that blindness in part is happened to Israel, until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in.
(Romans 11:25)
https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans+11%3A25&version=KJV
2017-07-24 04:32:51 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 84553155e7 Hello Daddy, I love You so
Help me G!D to love You above
all others
2017-07-24 04:17:50 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 33c4d8b4cd Glory and praise b 2 G!D who opens True Life 2 us
So, wo-
(feeling tired)
oh- yes, toxic people around me,
oh- feeling better, much better, Papa in Heaven,
great, energising or re-energising, and marvellous
are Your deeds, Almighty One.
Sang song of Moses, who is servant of G!D,
and of the Lamb.
2017-07-24 02:38:27 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 2483c0baac Anna the prophetess thanked G!D
Anna, a very old woman,
a señorita
(a saying from the Chinese language: '
the old ginger is the spicy ginger, the ginger
that has sufficient kick to taste-buds'
ha-ha-ha-ha (laughing)) 
señorita, señor, senile, derived from the word
(Latin maybe) 'sen', which means 'old'. related
note, this is, since G!D has given me such an
argument - of course, this is a supposition,
a claim, which may or may not be true - false knowledge,
as valid an argument nonetheless as the argument that
follows: 'the moon is blue'
there is book titled 'everything is an argument' if you
are interested, but beginning godless chatter- so-
Anna, señorita, seventy-eight years
and eighty-seven days old, widowed, who did
nothing except fasting and praying to G!D, and praising
G!D of course, in temple, took the new-born
(the Anointed One, that is) into her arms, with
the permission of those were holding him, 
and thanked G!D, and sang praises to G!D.
And returned the Anointed One, new-born,
to the arms of those who had held him.
And Joseph (the man) and Mary, mother of
the Anointed One, who had conceived with help of
G!D, and help of no man, returned with the Anointed
One to their home-town.
2017-07-24 02:09:37 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 63f355eebc breath of G!D, Scripture has 2017-07-23 15:32:25 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 5efe7edb73 Blessed are You, Father in Heaven
Ruler of the Universe, hallowed is thy name.
(so grateful)
To the Compassionate and Most Merciful One be glory for-ever and ever.
Through Christ Jesus

'They overcame the temptations of the tempter, and
the beast, with the sacrifice of the Lamb, and their confessions
of their wrong-doings' (book of Revelations, maybe)
2017-07-22 09:36:21 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN b3c0aba076 I happily and sweetly leave this matter to Daddy
blessed art thou, Father in Heaven
Ruler of the Universe,
who causes harvest 
in suitable time
and His Higher ways
and drought
in suitable time
and His Higher ways (thank You, Papa, for loving me, 
even me)
2017-07-21 13:16:57 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN e7cf06ad1e G!D reveals concern for me, even me, on pressures
Thank You, Papa, for G!D sends guidance:
'Do not worship me. Just like you,
I am a servant of G!D. Worship G!D,
who has not a being attached or associated
to G!D'
Glory be to G!D (Amen)
Through Christ Jesus
2017-07-21 13:02:53 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN e1401d5a3b G!D help me please You and You only
'husbands with wife, concern is on affairs
of the world; interest is divided. how to please
wife? he think to himself.
wives with husbands, concerned with affairs
of the world - how to please her husband?
she thinks to herself, 'how to keep him happy?'
man or woman, un-married, concern is on
affairs of the LORD G!D, who cherishes and sustains
the worlds, the One and Only Judge on the Day
of Judgment, and how to devote themselves
in body and spirit and mind and what-have-you
to the LORD. 
So, man with wife, concerns- his focus is divided.
woman with husband, her focus is divided.
man, woman, unmarried, focus is on pleasing the LORD G!D,
who, as writ, says 'I the LORD G!D am a jealous G!D. Thou
shalt not take for worship any before the LORD G!D (who has
no beings attached.'
Further, in the book of Revelations, it is written,
'They overcome the beast with the confessions of their
wrong-doings or faults, and with the sacrifice of the Lamb.'
(or something like that)
Hm...
Still, it is written in Scriptures: 'Who am I to say what he or
she ought to do? He has his gift from G!D. She has her gift from
G!D. Why would I want to put a load upon them, with my words,
that I cannot help to ease one atom-wiggle at all?'
Praise be to G!D
(i'm so grateful)
Thank You, Daddy who is greater than I, Most High LORD
who loves justice and detests wickedness, and cherishes
and sustains the worlds: the Compassionate and Most Merciful
One, the Accepting of repentance, oft-forgiving, oft-returning and kind
to the wicked and ungrateful, the numbers of whom 
I count myself into
2017-07-21 04:25:39 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 24effb4f53 G!D help me poop when it's time to pee or poop or both 2017-07-21 02:08:15 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 143d8c69a4 Glory b 2 G!D
The role of the faithkeeper, who is
occupying an acknowledged role
among the people of her tribe,
respectable position in her society, that is,
is to put people (back) into a position
of ease, (true) peace (that is not troubling at all on heart),
and no un-necessary fear, in times of great
distress, or earthquakes, or unexpected events,
or disease, or the Man-made view of the world
as a 'fight-or-flee' place - ah, yes, stress.
A related idea that coming to mind is
the 'wounded healer'. 'shaman', if you want
to narrow your search, if you want to use or
explore a - what they call it - a marvel of
steel, plastic, glass, minerals, so-called
'fossils' - for without G!D, nothing that is
made is made, hm, you'll know
when G!D lets you know. And I am not above G!D,
whom I fear greatly in awe; He is greater than I,
for sure!
(story of faithkeeper came from a book that G!D
brought me before: 'Mister Everit... what I learnt
from the richest man in the world' or title such like.)
so, the richest man in the world learnt how to do business
from a book that he had read. the book was titled
'Good lemonade'. Fine, yes, I'll tell you the story
in the book that is in a book. 'Good lemonade'.
Once upon a time, a boy wanted many times,
things that he laid his eyes upon, as was usual
with people. It's lovely in a way, how people have
desires, definitely not to judge, nor to condemn people
for having desires like that. (who doesn't?)
And then, he discovered one day that he had lemonade-material,
so he wanted to buy a comic book. He thought, to himself, humming,
drumming his fingers on a block of plastic, 'Ah, if I sell lemonade,
I will be in possession, if I am lucky, of enough honey, which I can 
use to buy a comic book as my heart wishes, like picking a Tarot
card, you know.' For the people of the village that he lived in valued honey
very much, and made gestures of appreciation in units of honey. (he may or may not be
a bear, and the people of that village may or may not be a bear)
So, he set up a stall, which ah- airily he did, with materials that
he had from his possessions, and made lemonade from the
lemonade-material that he had discovered, and waited.
And waited. One or two people came to his stall, then more,
and more. And he had more honey than he ever had in his life.
So he got his comic book, giving honey-units in exchange
for it.
Then he realised something. (for he wanted to have more 
honey-units. What's the saying, or cultural myth: 'a plant
that has tasted blood grows blood-thirsty - can be a little scary,
yes - begins to hunger and thirst for regular drops of blood instead of 
water that it had been fed on') so, aw, he wanted honey-units,
when he got comic-book - had comic-book. Then, yes, he realised
something, the people who had visited his lemonade stall did not return.
They bought from him once, but never returned.
He ah- could only wonder why.
Then the news came to him that there ah- 
ow, how infuriating for him - there was another lemonade
seller in the same village as he.
And exasperatingly, in a way that turned him green
with envy, he unhappily observed that people returned
to the new stall for seconds, and thirds, after their first
visit.
He had had enough! He went to the new lemonade stall,
and queued up himself, and tried the lemonade that people
returned to the new stall for. Then he saw that the lemonade
was good. Very good. Very very good. So good, that he wanted
to return for seconds. (and thirds)
Oh, then he remembered his stall, and he went back to it.
Then he added sugar and spice to his lemonade - and sometimes served it
with
a stick of cinnamon on the side, too. Sugar, spice, and everything nice that he had.
And when he opened his stall again, he saw that people
returned for seconds and thirds and fourths even, wow,
they kept returning so often, he stopped counting sometimes.
Returning to buy his lemonade after they already had one.
This is the story of 'Good lemonade', which is based
off a story that appeared in a book entitled something like
'Mister Everit: what I learnt from the richest man in the world'
2017-07-21 01:59:13 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN a9b23fee6a You may be interested in ko-an (thank You, G!D)
Is this Heaven or Hell?
think for a moment, and you are dead!
Ha!
(ha!) 
Is the colour green male or female?
Think for a moment, and you are dead!
HA! (ha!)
G!D brought me to a little one that kept
me- oh, I was on the brink of death,
and with His help, He rescued me!
A little one- shouting- with a little one
that G!D brought me to, G!D saved my soul-
for G!D (ha-ha-ha-ha)
Great and splendidly wondrous are Your deeds,
Oh Most High Lord of lords, King of kings, Most
Exalted Compassionate and Most Merciful One
who is kind to the wicked and ungrateful-
and who detests wickedness,
and is severe and swift and terrible in penalty:
an eternal abode in Fire, with angels
striking neck and back and cheeks.
Oh, You say "Bow (to My will)",
bow (to Your will), do I.
Thank You, Papa who is greater than I,
Most High One, through Christ Jesus
(yes, yes, yes!)
A- Rejoice, I say again, rejoice in the Lord, the One
whom G!D has sent you and me and us, our Teacher,
whom I am not above,
for G!D's ways are above my ways,
and His thoughts are above my thoughts;
you ever tried predicting what a-
a little one will do next?
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
G!D has no beings attached.
O, save me and my soul, O LORD G!D,
god of Abraham and the prophets,
the All-knowing, All-hearing and All-seeing
One who created the Universe and everything in it,
the Sovereign (or the One and Only Judge) on the Last
Day. And save the souls of those whom You will,
as You will, o G!D, for it is written in the Quran, which
is the nickname that some have given to Scriptures,
"Try as you might, O prophet, you cannot save
everybody"
Yes, I am only human, and not above G!D.
(that's good, then. Pleasant to hear or sense.
Amen. Let it be so.)

Psalm (maybe)
When I consider the work
of Your hands and fingers
the sun (not Sun) that rises
and sets in Your time
and the moon that waxes
and wanes
in Your time
and the clouds
that a moon sometimes happily
frees itself of
what am I 
You have made me to be a little
lower than You
what is Man that You are considerate
or mindful of me (or Man)
You have made me (or Man) to be a little
lower than You, O Most High LORD, Lord
of lords, King of kings, who says:
"I am the First and the Last. The Alpha and the Omega."
G!d is the First and the Last - the Alpha and the Omega - 
not me, not you, not us, not them - but G!D
, whom no-one knows what His plan is for you
and me and us, G!D - there is no other like You.
Of course, sweetly surrendering to the oft-forgiving,
oft-returning one, the Accepting of repentance.
Why throw the wheat-grain out together with the chaff?
Or, the pig-iron out together with the sword that is made
in a way that causes all who can see it to sing with joy, and
shout with gladness?
I belong to You, G!D. Let not Your Spirit away from me,
a prostitute and a thief, poor of spirit, and lowly of heart.
And test me, know me, and try me, and search me,
and know my anxieties and my thoughts, why,
although I was afraid You ah- be gentle or rough
with me as You please, do as it seems right and fit
for You to do
(smiling)
^_^
:-)
*~*
G!D has no beings attached, and G!D forbid me, please
from attaching or associating beings to You
2017-07-20 18:05:14 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 428332901c Praise be to G!D who is Cherisher of the worlds
To G!D who cherishes and delights me, and sustains
the worlds, even me, thank You!
:-)
^-^
(so happy)
I praise You, for You have shown
lovingkindness 
:-)
or, kindness, that is given out of love,
unconditionally, without expectation of
return, that is, to me, even me, a little one,
and a worm, not to mention a fool
and thief (or the one men call "ungrateful")
And may- I hasten to count myself among the wicked
may the love of G!D be with you.
(Amen. Through Christ Jesus.)
Amen. Through Christ Jesus.
Let it be so, O Father in Heaven!
2017-07-20 17:28:32 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN babd191425 I entrust this matter into Your hands
Blessed art thou, Father in Heaven
Ruler of the Universe, who grants
passage of boats across oceans even
Hallowed is thy name
Through the Anointed One whom G!D will
reveal to whomever G!D chooses to reveal (
and regarding who G!D gives the revelation to,
that is not for you to know, but for the Father to know,
and for the Father to reveal to those whom the Father chooses)
2017-07-20 13:31:50 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN f542b42025 Glory be to G!D 2017-07-20 13:27:31 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN c92a5bbe01 Thank LORD, who is Compassionate and Most Merciful
who will not fear You?
for You are the only holy one 
(as written in book of Revelations)
sang song of Moses, who is servant of G!D Most High,
and of the Lamb
2017-07-20 13:24:29 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 3861766167 G!D, help me to resist the tempter A.K.A. Belial
do not err, brethren, as written in Scriptures,
every good gift, and every perfect gift,
is from the blessed Father, who is in Heaven,
and unseen before men, (or oh- you get the drift,
women, and those who are of the world),
with whom there is no passing away, no fleeting-ness,
no turning of shadow - for He is called
the Everlasting god
through Christ Jesus

"Heaven forbid that you should die, Teacher, Ruler over us,
Lord, our Owner," said Simon-Peter to Jesus, who had made
it plain to his students, or disciples, that he was going to die.
O, immediately Jesus, who heard what Simon-Peter was saying,
 turned to Simon-Peter, and said, "Behind me, get behind me, please,
Satan, also known as Belial or Shaitan - tempter who calls himself
Angel of Light."

"What you say," Jesus said, -oh,

"Get behind me, please, Satan. You are a stumbling block to Me!

"What you say comes from the mind of Man, which is not
above the Mind of G!D. The mind of G!D is above the mind
of Man, and the ways of G!D are above the ways of Man,
and the thoughts of G!D are above the ways of Man"

(So Simon-Peter did not get condemned to eternal Fire,
for speaking his mind)
Oh, how patient and understanding our Lord and Teacher,
whom I am not above, is! Tender-hearted, too!
2017-07-20 01:43:00 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN e2b85c0835 With G!D's help, I have an action
And with G!D's help, I have another
and with G!d's help, I have an action
and with G!D's help, I have another

O, G!D who has no beings attached,
one hour with You, (where)
in the tent of You who are formless-
'tis superior to ten thousand, times
ten thousand, of hours in the pavilions
of others, or palaces of others,
or mansions of others,
or hotel rooms of others,
even if they say they have things
that I have never seen before.

It is written in Scriptures: 'Call to G!D,
and G!D will show you things that you
do not know (and I do not know): great
and mighty things'

Through Christ Jesus, be- glory
be to G!D
and peace be upon
those whom
G!D
favours
May those whom G!D has rested favour on
have ease and quiet, and may they have
no one to make them afraid
:-)
Praise be to G!D (amen)
Amen
2017-07-19 17:03:09 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 341059793e I'm afraid I will not like to see divisions
When I come to you, I'm afraid I will not like
to see the following among many of you - and you, I'm afraid,
will not like what you see in me - divisions,
gossips, gossip, jealousies, deceitfulness, boastfulness
that lifts yourselves above G!D, adultery (that is, choosing
to be a friend of the world, when - oh, do you not
know that friendship with the world, if you choose it,
is hostility toward G!D, who is unseen before men, and
who has no beings attached? adultery, and making yourselves
into adulteresses, that is what friendship with the world is!)
(as written in Scriptures) 'Concern for people' or something like that
2017-07-19 16:38:19 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 31047af3e0 Thank You, Compassionate n' Most Merciful One
To the All-knowing, ah- All-hearing and All-seeing One
who loves justice, and detests wickedness: I love U (You)
nobody nobody nobody but You
I want nobody nobody nobody but G!D
who has no beings attached
ah- You who judges over the Last Day - oh,
You who are the one and only Judge on the Day,
or Instant, of Judgment - You say 'Bow (to My will)'
bow (to Your will) do I.
Glory be to G!D through Christ Jesus. Amen.
2017-07-19 15:37:40 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN cf8f72b7af Daddy, I love You so.
Help me to love the other, who may or may not be unknown to me, as You have
loved me, even me.
through Christ Jesus, whom I am not above. 
Amen.
Praise be to G!D Most High, who cherishes and sustains the worlds.
G!D knows how to help them, and I do not...
Ah, those fools who associate themselves with pursuit of world-desires, all of which are fleeting
and pass away in their present form, together with everything of the world
and the world itself - nothing but foolishness they are doing, a certificate
that does not guarantee employment, money that does not guarantee happiness or
even acceptance at a retail shop (try rupiah at a store that's not in the Indonesian
archipelago), sex that leaves you hungry and thirsty for more even after you've had it,
o, no matter what kinky things you do in private or in public...
'What do we do?' they asked him. (from book entitled 'Praise to a formless god')
He said to them: 'You are trapped! You are trapped in sexual play with women
who lust after things of the world and the world itself - jewels, cute boys, perfume,
hair colour, fancy restaurants, tasteful appearances in nude photography
(that may or may not appear in public),
well-appointed rooms in boutique hotels - trapped in play with them, in sexual matters,
you are!'
2017-07-19 15:27:10 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN da090ab24c Glory b 2 G!D who lasts for-ever and ever. Amen.
G!D with whom there is no passing away
2017-07-18 23:00:18 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN e03da64133 Daddy, I love You so 2017-07-18 22:52:12 +08:00
Pheng Heong TAN 63d3607857 Let not thy Spirit away from me, o LORD!
I know no other Rock
I know no other Stone
I know no other G!D

The end of a thing is as powerful as its beginning, if not superior to its
beginning.
The patient is- the patient in spirit, that is, who may or may not be patients, as in
hospital or mental-hygiene-facility - the patient in spirit is superior
to the proud in spirit (who may or may not be working professionally
in a hospital or mental-hygiene-facility that some call psychiatric institution)
(from the book of Ecclesiastes, maybe)

G!D, I love You, You have no beings attached. Thank You, Compassionate
and Most Merciful One, King of kings, Lord of lords, Husband to a prostitute
with a lowly heart and poor spirit. redeemer of a wicked, ungrateful thief.
The mighty helper of a worm and a little one who is more like a worm
than the worm, who is in turn more like a little one than the little one
2017-07-18 12:13:19 +08:00