'Are we to continue
in our transgressions
or past sins
or wrong-doings
against G!D -
that is, are we
do things that
G!D detests -
are we to continue
in ways dis-pleasing
to G!D so that
grace
or forgiveness may
abound?
Is it not written
in Scriptures the following
words: '
I am afraid that when I come
to you my god will humble
me before you, and I will
be grieved to see that
many of you
have not repented of
(or dissociated yourselves from)
your past
sins
(or, wrong-doings
which you know,
and which you have received
pardon for, through
the one and only
eternal
sacrifice
of our Teacher and Lord,
Jesus Christ, (whom I am not above),
wrong-doings, oh, like what? Such as:
- idol worship. taking
a being before G!D, who has
no beings attached, for worship.
Golden statues of a sitting figure,
bowls of ceramic,
plastic blocks that burn eyes,
piles of flesh,
bags of bones
sacks of intestines
- lustful pursuit for things
of the world, ah, lustful
indulgences of desires
for things that are of the world
(is it not written in Scriptures
that everything of the world,
together with the world, is passing away)
(I feel a nasty feeling.
I am of course hated by many,
for they are of the world,
and G!D sent one who chose me
out of the world,
for that reason they hate me.
Putting psychological perspectives
aside
it might be better for you
to think I am an extra-terrestrial,
which is what some call what-they-call,
more accurate and better for you
to regard me as an E.T.
using words that are suitable for
your consumption
in a language that you know.
And you may begin
o- not asking for sympathy,
the reason why they hate me.)
- sexual matters that-
ah- I feel as if I ought to say
a few G!D-fearing words:
too many people
have secrets
and shame that they
carry
and it would be no surprise
that they inflict wounds on
others' well-being, sexually
or other-wise, through their
own unhealed emotions
or experiences. Suffice to say, (or not;
I'm concerned what about to say might
not be sufficient to please G!D in fear of
G!D. Still, trying)
quoting from a book from
Señorita Clarissa (who is not above
G!D, of course) those who regard
changes in the body
given to Man (or woman)
as evil (G!D knows what evil
is and I
do not know)
(continue to quote)
they are terribly confused
about G!D-given bodies,
confused about body, they are.'
So, cutting or mutilation of vaginas,
nsistence on so-called pure behaviour,
isolation of menstruating women,
periods, that is,
ways that teach people to feel
shame about what feels good -
masturbating, even -
unnecessary guilt-inflicting -
well, our Teacher and Lord has this to say:
'You say to your brother, your
friend, your menstruating stranger:
'Here, friend, stranger, let me,
as awkward as this may be for you,
let me take the pin out of your eye!
You hypocrite! Take the log
out of your own eye first!
Then you can see clearly
to help your friend, your menstruating
stranger (that is, having menses),
the one whom you call brother, bro,
abang, adik, sister!'
That's our Lord and Teacher for you,
who of course, was hated by the world,
and died for you and me and those
who are of the world. I suppose
an admission of my own faults
or wrong-doings is in order.
I'm even hastening to count myself
among the wicked and ungrateful;
it is written in words that have
breath of G!D in them:
'G!D is kind to the wicked and
ungrateful'
(of course, that does
not mean
that we- are we
to continue to wicked
and ungrateful ways,
now that we have pardon
from G!D Most High - a divine
pardon that the world does not give -
so that wrong-doers may receive
yet more pardon from above?
Certainly, that ought not to be the case,
brethren who are in the same family
as I.
So, yes, I do not want to continue
in my older sins.
How-ever shameful they may seem,
it may be healing to you and to me,
to confess them to each other,
in public or in private, and to pray
for each other; to enjoin
what is pleasing to G!D; and to
forbid what is wrong, or detestable
to G!D who loves justice
and detests wickedness
(surely o, you realise, perhaps,
for I surely realise how heinous
my acts were in the sight of
the All-knowing
All-hearing
and All-seeing One
and yet He pardoned me!
O, thank u thank u thank u thank u
thank You, O Compassionate
and Most Merciful One,
Lord of lords,
King of kings,
to whom all will come to worship,
for Your righteous acts are revealed
And who will not fear You?
For You are the only holy one:
You who was
You who is,
the Everlasting G!D
who does awe-inspiring
(awe-some)
deeds in just and true ways
Ah- confessions, confessions.
Have I visited sex workers,
or so-called street-walkers? Yes.
Paid money to have their company?
Yes.
Have I stolen what I have stolen? Yes.
Have I delighted in my biases,
(as socially conditioned as they may be,
for that is no excuse) against people
who look different from me:
have I delighted in calling them
names, being nasty to them generally,
(oh, not intending to play a victim
of circumstances. I knew what I was doing,
social conditioning or not. I wanted
to have- delight- or, it seemed
at that time,
doing (oh, how horrible, in
hindsight, how horrible a thing
to do to others, (oh) yes, for Man
is said to be made in the likeness of G!D)
now, thinking "I am horrible person"
"a monster"
now, a visit to a professional counsellor some
time ago, she asked me when I said
'I am such a horrible person"
she asked me
"why would you say that?"
Oh, it was simply
the best I could do at that time
I wanted to fit in
People around me
they were cool, to me, at least
and I wanted to do everything
that they did,
(imitation is the sincerest form
of flattery, ainnit, but that beside the point)
and well, turns out
I found a way to imitate them
and that happened at a restaurant ('fast
food', might be familiar to you; not gonna
advertise, of course, so no identifying name
of restaurant)
ya, I called them what-ever those whom I deemed 'cool'
at that time called them. Well, it is the name of their
race spelt backwards. They- ah- ha-ha-ha (laughing)
funny
how things turn out
'we of the Spirit of G!D do things that seem
foolish in the eyes of the world, and those who
are of the world' so it says in Scripture.
Well, wha- why am I laughing? To explain,
I don't care whether you laugh or not, it's still
funny to think about it - they- 'cool' people
thought they were foolish. So I had the audacity
to say whatever I wanted to them- those who were
perceived to be "foolish". Now I find myself
on the receiving end of being called "foolish"
(hah-hah-hah_
almost crying, tears coming to eyes (it's so funny)
not to say I don't wanna be called foolish now.
I do not mind (being called foolish, that is).
An honour, it is becoming, to be called foolish.
Yes, a great fool (big fool) I am.
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
if you're interested, G!D gave me guidance
to not lose sense of humour, or brought me
to a person who left a message that said to 'learn
from nature; do not lose sense of humor ever; and
the image is of the mushroom that although
soft and fragile, breaks through concrete that is hard
and tough and rough to rub against or touch. Perseverance,
maybe, to put it in a word, or in two words,
patient endurance. One word: persistence: N' another word:
longsuffering. 'All of which you know I have gone
through,' Paul writes in letter about his persecutions
and ill-treatments. Yes, and you know through
pe- poetry- web-site, persecutions and seemingly
unfair or ill-treatment that I have endured.
Why? We of the Spirit of G!D walk in each
others' shoes along the same path. Gladly I boast
about all these; to build you up, this is for; for through
the Christ, for whose sake I boast happily and joyously,
as much as this makes me a fool - you- you have made
me to be like a fool, boasting like this - oh, I ought
to be receiving commendations from many
of you, even though
I am nothing at all, and do not count myself
among "ubermensch' or the most eminent apostles
or so-called 'super-men' or 'incredibles' or 'proletariat'
or 'pop stars', what-have-you. For I am strong
when I am weak. Delighting in weakness gladly
for the sake of the Christ, whom I am not above,
gladly boasting about thorn in flesh.
Voice in head that says 'You're lousy'
'what you're writing is boring'
(ha-ha-ha-ha)
lovely voices, they are.
'your voice is sweet; and your form is lovely' (from Scriptures,
if you're wondering)
Thank You, Papa, who is Heaven, and unseen
before men, for saving my soul, even though
I am little one and worm
(bawling like baby)
thank You (feeling as if patted or hugged)
Praise ah- how many
ways can I praise You,
O G!D,
For I - I have nothing
to give You
that You did not give me
Thank You,
yes that's a capital 'Y'
And you, plastic block of
chemical units not, (pixels,
some call it)
you, you-
how (...)
how- do-
I don't know what to say-
G!D loves you
in ways you do not know yet,
but you will come to know
after-ward
'Follow your gut feeling,
your intuition,
your heart,' Mister Jay-Oh-Bee-Ess
was saying, oh-
He not above G!D, of course,
'And the thing-
oh, yes, leap of faith, maybe,
something like shot in the dark,
but not quite,
the thing about it-
it
gets
better
and better
as you
keep
going
at it'
And I thank G!D
for counting me
among the faithful
or the believers
or the fellowship
(El fellowship)
of those who are of
the Spirit of G!D
And G!D
reveals the unseen
in stages
Does He not cause
a seed to grow into
a tree in
stages
easy enough
o
for the Almighty
to cause a seed to be
a tree
in an instant (so fast
that mind of Man
is not able to comprehend)
yet He does it in stages
Mind of G!D
above mind of Man
Beautiful are your deeds,
O Almighty One -
great, marvellous, 'sugoi'
and deserving of superlatives
in every conceivable language
'Ah, that was done well'
Splendid
Wondrous
ah-
sang song
of Moses, who is
servant of G!D
(who? Moses,
who gave food from
Heaven to us not, for
G!D did, 'My Father did',
Jesus saying, 'Not Moses'
Moses who is most humble
man who ever lived, the-
more humble
than anyone else)
sang song of
Moses, who is servant
of G!D, (what honour)
and of the Lamb
(book of Revelations,
o,
if you are interested)
So,
drawing inspiration
from G!D,
and a story that G!D brought me to,
a certain public figure (not to mistaken
for G!D, of course)
said about a certain part of her body
that came to be revered, even,
or distinctive or attractive to some:
'When I was growing up,
or little, (which I still am,
the writer that is, not the public
figure)
Ah, I was teased about [certain
part of body]'
or something like that.
Well,
there a song for that, ain't (?) .
'They call me Mary
They call me her,
they call me sexy,
that's not (my) name,
that's not my name
name- aim - aye - aye
are you calling me darling?'
Well, they call me 'show-off'
a drunkard
asked me if
I was drunk
you know what
Jesus said,
'The baptist John came not eating
not drinking
fasting, taht is,
and they call him a demon-possessed
man.'
'Mister Aye made mistakes
in spelling
they call him untidy'
'The Son of Man
came
not not eating
not not drinking
(that is, eating
and drinking)
and they call him
a drunkard, a glutton'
(obviously to those who have
eyes to see what I am sayin')
to what shall I call this generation?
(ah- song maybe clearer
'haters gonna -
....
hate, hate, hate...
shake it off,
shake it off,
ah-ah ah, ah'
(so happy)
'They are like children
that play a game in a living
layer and call out to
others who pass by:
"we were playing games
with our feet, but you-
you were entertaining
guests in the work layer-
you did not follow the rules
of our game of the feet;
or, they are like children digging
at a sandy pit
calling out to others:
"we were having bites from
ants, but you did not scream
when we were bitten""
those who have ears, let them hear
for this are words
that the Son of Man said
himself
and I am not above the Christ
check Scriptures, if you want
Praise be to G!D who sustains the worlds
Most Merciful and Compassionate One,
the All-knowing, All-hearing
and All-seeing One,
creator of the- everything,
the one and only judge on
the Last Day,
To G!D I commit my spirit and body
and the matters that G!D knows
are on my mind;
my anxieties and thoughts;
try me, O G!D, search me,
and know me, (yes, even me,
a worm, and a little one)
Of course, what am I before G!D
(wow)
of course I done wrong!
Remember me, Jesus, when you
go to your Father!
or when your kind of kingdom
is coming, remember me!
or when
it
is here,
remember me,
a sinner,
a wicked, ungrateful
little one,
a worm
and a prostitute
ignorance and senselessness
I have angered G!D
in ignorance and senselessness
Oh, you fear not, you not fear G!D?
I fear G!D!
Remember, yes, Christ Jesus,
the one whom G!D has sent
to you and me and them,
when your kingdom is here!
said criminal on place
of death.(as written in Bible, which
is name that some have given
Scriptures)
Then Jesus said to that criminal
(and not the other one who had
mocked him, saying, 'Aren't you
son of Most High? Take us down
from our death-place (which may
or may not be a cross, not to mention
a tree) our public death-place at once;
let yourself down while you're at it, too!'
)
('Ah, what boldness they show for the Fire.')
as written in the Quran)
'Truly, truly, I tell you, you be with
me in gardens of bliss. Paradise.
the felicity you- sumthin' good.
' Jesus said.
'The thing about colonialism or colonisation,'
said the author, 'is that it follows a certain
thinking that goes like this: "for me to exist,
you must cease to exist"'
'It should not be this way. There goes
thinking like this: "do this, do that. come here,
do there, then you will have Heaven-entry.
Heaven is not where you are at. Heaven
is where I am at. The things I do, the things
I say, all these are Heaven-entry things, not yours.
Erase your existence at once, follow my ways,
if you do not erase your existence,
I will destroy your ways,
your lives,
your existences,
so that you follow mine.
For my way is the way to Paradise,
Heaven, fully lush and pleasant gardens of bliss.'"
(but as the Quran notes, "There is no compulsion
in religion")
"It ought not to be this way! It should not be like this!
Heaven is for every-one" the author said. (who? name?)
G!D brought me to that author, and he is not above G!D,
and neither am I. He- ah- Quran verse:
'who-ever, then rejects false deities (idols, images of G!D)
hypocrispy of people, false knowledge, and believes
in G!D, who hath no beings attached, has the surest
and firmest hand-hold on religion or what some
call 'ticket to Heaven, Paradise, the supreme happiness
(supreme felicity), gardens of bliss, under which rivers
flow and streams gush, and spouses recline there-in,
delighting each other for the good pleasure of G!D Most
Mighty and High)
the Truth
(which will reveal truths to you and me in the just
and true ways of G!D most high, ways that are
above your ways and my ways)"
That's not to say colonisers are hopeless.
Paul the apostle himself killed people who study
and do what Jesus said. (Of course Paul is not G!D)
(Read Corinthians maybe)
G!D help me pee when time to pee is here.
'There is more hope for the fool or the man
or woman or what-have-you that confesses they
are fools than for the man or woman or
what-have-you (aliens maybe) who say they are wise,
enlightened, clever, smart, in possession of a certain
knowledge, and so on' (as written in Scriptures)
I feel sick. A nasty feeling, I feeling. Kimochi warui, maybe.
Detest I feel.
'I despise all those who cling on to worthless idols
that cannot help them at all' (as written in Scriptures)
ha, that makes me feel better
(letting out sigh, great sigh)
Thank You, Papa in Heaven, who loves
justice, and detests wickedness, I love You so,
You who have no beings attached, and my one
and only Father, and who is unseen before men.
'Those who deny truth (or reject faith) will not help
you return to the faith, if you turn to them. when they
strike you'. (as written in the Quran)
Praise be to G!D, who strengthens faith of believers
with Quran, and lays profitable and beneficial
gifts - good and perfect gifts, they are - every day, on
a daily basis, that is - even divine reconciliation to G!D,
a reconciliation those who are of the world cannot give,
a reconciliation the world does not give.
I love You, Papa. Let not Your spirit away from me.
I'm always so afraid of losing You.
I know no other Rock.
I know no other Stone. (that provides me with every
good gift and every perfect gift)
I know no other god.
G!D is called the Everlasting G!D,
with whom there is no turning of shadow,
no passing away,
no human foible,
no hatred of justice,
no variableness.
So, do not err, brethren. Every good gift
and every perfect gift is from above,
coming down from the Father of all lights,
the blessed Father who is Ruler of the Universe, (and everything in it)
and whose name is hallowed. (somewhere in Scriptures maybe)
Many times the prophets
and their fellows
cried out to G!D
'our Lord! Where are you?'
Verily, verily
(truly, truly)
the mercy
of the LORD G!D
is near!
nearer than you may think
(Scriptures that some call the Quran)
Do not
judge,
you not be judged
(-:
:-)
- Jesus, son of Mary
'love your enemies, then you
be El-Shaddai's son.' - the Anointed One,
our Teacher and Lord, whom I am not above
Blessed art thou,
Father in Heaven,
Ruler of the Universe,
hallowed is thy name,
o, LORD, our Father,
w- you-
you are potter to clay,
and we are clay to potter,
we are all the work
of your hands
on the behalf of the Anointed One
who calls
himself
the Son of Man
Death of Jesus on a tree.
Rich man arrived,
Joseph,
having obtained or found
permission
from Pilate (man of authority
over death-sentence or death-penalty
in his society or space or realm
of influence)
to take body of Jesus
down from death-place.
(incident of crime, maybe
'men in blue' call it)
then wrapped
in white cloth
as comforting as
chocolate or a
furry dog (that is comforting
to pat or stroke)
and created a new tomb
of his (that is, Joseph)
his own making
(what then is Paul
what then is Apollo
what then is Joseph)
women rushed
to bury
body of Jesus
but told to wait
out-side tomb
for three days
for Jesus
said 'temple of G!D
will be destroyed.
Further, I tell you,
in three days, it will
be re-built.'
This was when Pilate asked
Jesus: 'Are you son of G!D?'
He- Jesus- said: 'It is as you say.
Further, I tell you,
in three days,
the temple of G!D will be re-built,
implying that which I tell you
clearly and plainly now:
the temple of G!D will be
completely
smashed
run down
as putty,
dust and ash,
destroyed.'
'Blasphemy!' they cried,
but- that's a story you
can read if you r interested
(or if you are interested)
ha-ha-ha-ha-
and if G!D is willing, of course
. Relatedly,
please compare,
if you will,
to the concept of
'Ouroboros' (or something)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouroboros
(there it is, link, that is)
and alchemy
(depends on who you ask,
regarding alchemy)
suffice to say
'reddening' stage come
from 'whitening' stage
which is basically dying
or sending to death.
or, hm, of course G!D
is a better teacher of
ancient ways than I am,
a better alchemist than I, Daddy is,
ah- renunciation-
whitening-
Buddhism-
Al- alchemy-
or at least, alchemical symbols-
ask G!D to help you
to avoid people being limited in
their understanding, the Buddha
said, (for some are having
lack of understanding- especially
in modern society that teaches so-called
'studies' or 'knowledge')
'it is better for me
to say 'I do not understand'
rather than trap them
in the limited thoughts
and ways of their
limited mind, for
some -ah- truly, truly,
'do not be as the dog,
which has no understanding,
or lack of understanding' as written
in Scriptures-
yes, better to say 'I do not understand'
and have no followers.
"
the Buddha said this, (for you,
if you want)
the Buddha said this
when his followers
asked him why
he did not explain
to strangers - who had
asked him questions
on various things that
the Buddha had taught
to his disciples, students,
avid students, clearly
and unambiguosly
or in other words,
with clear communication
'I thought for a while
and decided
to do
what I had decided
and did what I had
decided to do
that is to say
to nobles
around me
:
each and every one
of you
are relating to one
another in a transactional
(instead of an unconditional)
manner'
(from Scriptures)
name of person?
does it matter?
Is it not written in Scriptures:
'what then is Paul? then, what
is Apollo?'
If you must know, to satisfy
or follow through
with gut feeling maybe
'Nehemiah'
Rejoice in the Lord! :-D
I say again, rejoice in the one
who?
the one whom G!D (the Everlasting G!D)
has sent
who says
'believe in the one whom G!D
sent. All G!D want you to do
is that'
why
ah they had asked Jesus
(dis-empoweringly maybe,
self-dis-empowering)
'we wanna go- do G!D's works. too.
do works of G!D, we want.
what should we do?'
'Believe in the one whom G!D sent' Jesus
said. (so patient, huh)
'That's all, folks- That's all G!D wants you
to do.'
He
Most Merciful
swift
and severe
and terrible
in punishment
kind to wicked
and ungrateful
guard, then, against
day when there no succor
(or help to be extended to you
from outside) no intercession
(no being who can pray for
punishment to be removed
or diverted)
no way to deny truth
of what you did
And G!D is the All-knowing,
All-seeing
and All-hearing
Indeed Most Exalted
and He is Cherisher
and Sustainer of the worlds,
and- ah-
He not un-
un-
unmindful-
he not not mindful-
of your deeds.
To G!D
para ti
(if you want)
si ki air res
through our Lord
and Teacher,
whom G!D sent to me,
ee-yeah,
(happy)
whom I am not above,
Christ Jesus,
whom He gives
rest to
in His Higher ways
that are
higher than mine
(of course)
you
do
not
have
to
re-
move
your panties
or boxers
or boyfriend-
shorts
to poop
neither
do you
have to move
away
fr
om
where you
are to poop
(pooping feels good
and G!D let me go
om)
Ruler of the Universe, hallowed is thy name.
(so grateful)
To the Compassionate and Most Merciful One be glory for-ever and ever.
Through Christ Jesus
'They overcame the temptations of the tempter, and
the beast, with the sacrifice of the Lamb, and their confessions
of their wrong-doings' (book of Revelations, maybe)
blessed art thou, Father in Heaven
Ruler of the Universe,
who causes harvest
in suitable time
and His Higher ways
and drought
in suitable time
and His Higher ways (thank You, Papa, for loving me,
even me)
Thank You, Papa, for G!D sends guidance:
'Do not worship me. Just like you,
I am a servant of G!D. Worship G!D,
who has not a being attached or associated
to G!D'
Glory be to G!D (Amen)
Through Christ Jesus
'husbands with wife, concern is on affairs
of the world; interest is divided. how to please
wife? he think to himself.
wives with husbands, concerned with affairs
of the world - how to please her husband?
she thinks to herself, 'how to keep him happy?'
man or woman, un-married, concern is on
affairs of the LORD G!D, who cherishes and sustains
the worlds, the One and Only Judge on the Day
of Judgment, and how to devote themselves
in body and spirit and mind and what-have-you
to the LORD.
So, man with wife, concerns- his focus is divided.
woman with husband, her focus is divided.
man, woman, unmarried, focus is on pleasing the LORD G!D,
who, as writ, says 'I the LORD G!D am a jealous G!D. Thou
shalt not take for worship any before the LORD G!D (who has
no beings attached.'
Further, in the book of Revelations, it is written,
'They overcome the beast with the confessions of their
wrong-doings or faults, and with the sacrifice of the Lamb.'
(or something like that)
Hm...
Still, it is written in Scriptures: 'Who am I to say what he or
she ought to do? He has his gift from G!D. She has her gift from
G!D. Why would I want to put a load upon them, with my words,
that I cannot help to ease one atom-wiggle at all?'
Praise be to G!D
(i'm so grateful)
Thank You, Daddy who is greater than I, Most High LORD
who loves justice and detests wickedness, and cherishes
and sustains the worlds: the Compassionate and Most Merciful
One, the Accepting of repentance, oft-forgiving, oft-returning and kind
to the wicked and ungrateful, the numbers of whom
I count myself into
The role of the faithkeeper, who is
occupying an acknowledged role
among the people of her tribe,
respectable position in her society, that is,
is to put people (back) into a position
of ease, (true) peace (that is not troubling at all on heart),
and no un-necessary fear, in times of great
distress, or earthquakes, or unexpected events,
or disease, or the Man-made view of the world
as a 'fight-or-flee' place - ah, yes, stress.
A related idea that coming to mind is
the 'wounded healer'. 'shaman', if you want
to narrow your search, if you want to use or
explore a - what they call it - a marvel of
steel, plastic, glass, minerals, so-called
'fossils' - for without G!D, nothing that is
made is made, hm, you'll know
when G!D lets you know. And I am not above G!D,
whom I fear greatly in awe; He is greater than I,
for sure!
(story of faithkeeper came from a book that G!D
brought me before: 'Mister Everit... what I learnt
from the richest man in the world' or title such like.)
so, the richest man in the world learnt how to do business
from a book that he had read. the book was titled
'Good lemonade'. Fine, yes, I'll tell you the story
in the book that is in a book. 'Good lemonade'.
Once upon a time, a boy wanted many times,
things that he laid his eyes upon, as was usual
with people. It's lovely in a way, how people have
desires, definitely not to judge, nor to condemn people
for having desires like that. (who doesn't?)
And then, he discovered one day that he had lemonade-material,
so he wanted to buy a comic book. He thought, to himself, humming,
drumming his fingers on a block of plastic, 'Ah, if I sell lemonade,
I will be in possession, if I am lucky, of enough honey, which I can
use to buy a comic book as my heart wishes, like picking a Tarot
card, you know.' For the people of the village that he lived in valued honey
very much, and made gestures of appreciation in units of honey. (he may or may not be
a bear, and the people of that village may or may not be a bear)
So, he set up a stall, which ah- airily he did, with materials that
he had from his possessions, and made lemonade from the
lemonade-material that he had discovered, and waited.
And waited. One or two people came to his stall, then more,
and more. And he had more honey than he ever had in his life.
So he got his comic book, giving honey-units in exchange
for it.
Then he realised something. (for he wanted to have more
honey-units. What's the saying, or cultural myth: 'a plant
that has tasted blood grows blood-thirsty - can be a little scary,
yes - begins to hunger and thirst for regular drops of blood instead of
water that it had been fed on') so, aw, he wanted honey-units,
when he got comic-book - had comic-book. Then, yes, he realised
something, the people who had visited his lemonade stall did not return.
They bought from him once, but never returned.
He ah- could only wonder why.
Then the news came to him that there ah-
ow, how infuriating for him - there was another lemonade
seller in the same village as he.
And exasperatingly, in a way that turned him green
with envy, he unhappily observed that people returned
to the new stall for seconds, and thirds, after their first
visit.
He had had enough! He went to the new lemonade stall,
and queued up himself, and tried the lemonade that people
returned to the new stall for. Then he saw that the lemonade
was good. Very good. Very very good. So good, that he wanted
to return for seconds. (and thirds)
Oh, then he remembered his stall, and he went back to it.
Then he added sugar and spice to his lemonade - and sometimes served it
with
a stick of cinnamon on the side, too. Sugar, spice, and everything nice that he had.
And when he opened his stall again, he saw that people
returned for seconds and thirds and fourths even, wow,
they kept returning so often, he stopped counting sometimes.
Returning to buy his lemonade after they already had one.
This is the story of 'Good lemonade', which is based
off a story that appeared in a book entitled something like
'Mister Everit: what I learnt from the richest man in the world'
Is this Heaven or Hell?
think for a moment, and you are dead!
Ha!
(ha!)
Is the colour green male or female?
Think for a moment, and you are dead!
HA! (ha!)
G!D brought me to a little one that kept
me- oh, I was on the brink of death,
and with His help, He rescued me!
A little one- shouting- with a little one
that G!D brought me to, G!D saved my soul-
for G!D (ha-ha-ha-ha)
Great and splendidly wondrous are Your deeds,
Oh Most High Lord of lords, King of kings, Most
Exalted Compassionate and Most Merciful One
who is kind to the wicked and ungrateful-
and who detests wickedness,
and is severe and swift and terrible in penalty:
an eternal abode in Fire, with angels
striking neck and back and cheeks.
Oh, You say "Bow (to My will)",
bow (to Your will), do I.
Thank You, Papa who is greater than I,
Most High One, through Christ Jesus
(yes, yes, yes!)
A- Rejoice, I say again, rejoice in the Lord, the One
whom G!D has sent you and me and us, our Teacher,
whom I am not above,
for G!D's ways are above my ways,
and His thoughts are above my thoughts;
you ever tried predicting what a-
a little one will do next?
ha-ha-ha-ha-ha
G!D has no beings attached.
O, save me and my soul, O LORD G!D,
god of Abraham and the prophets,
the All-knowing, All-hearing and All-seeing
One who created the Universe and everything in it,
the Sovereign (or the One and Only Judge) on the Last
Day. And save the souls of those whom You will,
as You will, o G!D, for it is written in the Quran, which
is the nickname that some have given to Scriptures,
"Try as you might, O prophet, you cannot save
everybody"
Yes, I am only human, and not above G!D.
(that's good, then. Pleasant to hear or sense.
Amen. Let it be so.)
Psalm (maybe)
When I consider the work
of Your hands and fingers
the sun (not Sun) that rises
and sets in Your time
and the moon that waxes
and wanes
in Your time
and the clouds
that a moon sometimes happily
frees itself of
what am I
You have made me to be a little
lower than You
what is Man that You are considerate
or mindful of me (or Man)
You have made me (or Man) to be a little
lower than You, O Most High LORD, Lord
of lords, King of kings, who says:
"I am the First and the Last. The Alpha and the Omega."
G!d is the First and the Last - the Alpha and the Omega -
not me, not you, not us, not them - but G!D
, whom no-one knows what His plan is for you
and me and us, G!D - there is no other like You.
Of course, sweetly surrendering to the oft-forgiving,
oft-returning one, the Accepting of repentance.
Why throw the wheat-grain out together with the chaff?
Or, the pig-iron out together with the sword that is made
in a way that causes all who can see it to sing with joy, and
shout with gladness?
I belong to You, G!D. Let not Your Spirit away from me,
a prostitute and a thief, poor of spirit, and lowly of heart.
And test me, know me, and try me, and search me,
and know my anxieties and my thoughts, why,
although I was afraid You ah- be gentle or rough
with me as You please, do as it seems right and fit
for You to do
(smiling)
^_^
:-)
*~*
G!D has no beings attached, and G!D forbid me, please
from attaching or associating beings to You
To G!D who cherishes and delights me, and sustains
the worlds, even me, thank You!
:-)
^-^
(so happy)
I praise You, for You have shown
lovingkindness
:-)
or, kindness, that is given out of love,
unconditionally, without expectation of
return, that is, to me, even me, a little one,
and a worm, not to mention a fool
and thief (or the one men call "ungrateful")
And may- I hasten to count myself among the wicked
may the love of G!D be with you.
(Amen. Through Christ Jesus.)
Amen. Through Christ Jesus.
Let it be so, O Father in Heaven!
Blessed art thou, Father in Heaven
Ruler of the Universe, who grants
passage of boats across oceans even
Hallowed is thy name
Through the Anointed One whom G!D will
reveal to whomever G!D chooses to reveal (
and regarding who G!D gives the revelation to,
that is not for you to know, but for the Father to know,
and for the Father to reveal to those whom the Father chooses)
who will not fear You?
for You are the only holy one
(as written in book of Revelations)
sang song of Moses, who is servant of G!D Most High,
and of the Lamb
do not err, brethren, as written in Scriptures,
every good gift, and every perfect gift,
is from the blessed Father, who is in Heaven,
and unseen before men, (or oh- you get the drift,
women, and those who are of the world),
with whom there is no passing away, no fleeting-ness,
no turning of shadow - for He is called
the Everlasting god
through Christ Jesus
"Heaven forbid that you should die, Teacher, Ruler over us,
Lord, our Owner," said Simon-Peter to Jesus, who had made
it plain to his students, or disciples, that he was going to die.
O, immediately Jesus, who heard what Simon-Peter was saying,
turned to Simon-Peter, and said, "Behind me, get behind me, please,
Satan, also known as Belial or Shaitan - tempter who calls himself
Angel of Light."
"What you say," Jesus said, -oh,
"Get behind me, please, Satan. You are a stumbling block to Me!
"What you say comes from the mind of Man, which is not
above the Mind of G!D. The mind of G!D is above the mind
of Man, and the ways of G!D are above the ways of Man,
and the thoughts of G!D are above the ways of Man"
(So Simon-Peter did not get condemned to eternal Fire,
for speaking his mind)
Oh, how patient and understanding our Lord and Teacher,
whom I am not above, is! Tender-hearted, too!
And with G!D's help, I have another
and with G!d's help, I have an action
and with G!D's help, I have another
O, G!D who has no beings attached,
one hour with You, (where)
in the tent of You who are formless-
'tis superior to ten thousand, times
ten thousand, of hours in the pavilions
of others, or palaces of others,
or mansions of others,
or hotel rooms of others,
even if they say they have things
that I have never seen before.
It is written in Scriptures: 'Call to G!D,
and G!D will show you things that you
do not know (and I do not know): great
and mighty things'
Through Christ Jesus, be- glory
be to G!D
and peace be upon
those whom
G!D
favours
May those whom G!D has rested favour on
have ease and quiet, and may they have
no one to make them afraid
:-)
Praise be to G!D (amen)
Amen
When I come to you, I'm afraid I will not like
to see the following among many of you - and you, I'm afraid,
will not like what you see in me - divisions,
gossips, gossip, jealousies, deceitfulness, boastfulness
that lifts yourselves above G!D, adultery (that is, choosing
to be a friend of the world, when - oh, do you not
know that friendship with the world, if you choose it,
is hostility toward G!D, who is unseen before men, and
who has no beings attached? adultery, and making yourselves
into adulteresses, that is what friendship with the world is!)
(as written in Scriptures) 'Concern for people' or something like that
To the All-knowing, ah- All-hearing and All-seeing One
who loves justice, and detests wickedness: I love U (You)
nobody nobody nobody but You
I want nobody nobody nobody but G!D
who has no beings attached
ah- You who judges over the Last Day - oh,
You who are the one and only Judge on the Day,
or Instant, of Judgment - You say 'Bow (to My will)'
bow (to Your will) do I.
Glory be to G!D through Christ Jesus. Amen.
Help me to love the other, who may or may not be unknown to me, as You have
loved me, even me.
through Christ Jesus, whom I am not above.
Amen.
Praise be to G!D Most High, who cherishes and sustains the worlds.
G!D knows how to help them, and I do not...
Ah, those fools who associate themselves with pursuit of world-desires, all of which are fleeting
and pass away in their present form, together with everything of the world
and the world itself - nothing but foolishness they are doing, a certificate
that does not guarantee employment, money that does not guarantee happiness or
even acceptance at a retail shop (try rupiah at a store that's not in the Indonesian
archipelago), sex that leaves you hungry and thirsty for more even after you've had it,
o, no matter what kinky things you do in private or in public...
'What do we do?' they asked him. (from book entitled 'Praise to a formless god')
He said to them: 'You are trapped! You are trapped in sexual play with women
who lust after things of the world and the world itself - jewels, cute boys, perfume,
hair colour, fancy restaurants, tasteful appearances in nude photography
(that may or may not appear in public),
well-appointed rooms in boutique hotels - trapped in play with them, in sexual matters,
you are!'
I know no other Rock
I know no other Stone
I know no other G!D
The end of a thing is as powerful as its beginning, if not superior to its
beginning.
The patient is- the patient in spirit, that is, who may or may not be patients, as in
hospital or mental-hygiene-facility - the patient in spirit is superior
to the proud in spirit (who may or may not be working professionally
in a hospital or mental-hygiene-facility that some call psychiatric institution)
(from the book of Ecclesiastes, maybe)
G!D, I love You, You have no beings attached. Thank You, Compassionate
and Most Merciful One, King of kings, Lord of lords, Husband to a prostitute
with a lowly heart and poor spirit. redeemer of a wicked, ungrateful thief.
The mighty helper of a worm and a little one who is more like a worm
than the worm, who is in turn more like a little one than the little one
Blessed art thou,
Dad ^_^
I love You, test me so that it is clear
that I love You
All-knowing All-seeing All-knowing Father
Hallowed is the name of yours
Ruler of the Universe
who brings changing of the seasons
and grants passage of bare boats
across oceans through backbone-testing
drafts of terrifying wind and- uh-
lightning flashes and thunder peals
and darkness grows
and Daddy still with me
even me
let not Your Spirit away from me O G!D
King of kings
Lord of lords
Oft-forgiving, oft-returning
Compassionate and Most Merciful One
the Accepting of repentance
who is swift and severe and terrible
in punishment: eternal Fire, an abode
for the hypocrites, and those
who do not feed lambs that are
temporarily given to them to care
for
but instead dress themselves
in wool, an' eat mutton
and the fattest portion of calves
and even beat lambs up
O, You say, 'I will separate
or judge the fat sheep from the
scrawny sheep. I will judge
one kind of animal from another kind
of animal.'
Rescue us from the fierce wickedness
of people who delight o- mischief-makers-
who delight in wickedness
Ransom us from the imprisonments of our
error
lead us onto the path of those whom You favour,
the path of Abraham and the path that is walked by
those who receive favour from You in blood, body,
and favour ever-lasting, even gardens of bliss
lead us not onto the path of those who
choose Error over Guidance
or accept the invitation of the tempter
Amen
Kingdom is Yours
Please, Your kingdom come!
Through Christ Jesus (amen)
Praise and glory be to the Most Merciful and Compassionate One,
who is just and true in His ways, which are higher than my ways,
and just and true - yes - in His judgments - G!D is not unjust in His wondrous
and magnificently beautiful deeds
B-E-A-U-tiful.... (guessed the movie reference yet?)
huk-hul-huk (laughing)
Thank You, blessed Daddy, who is Ruler of the Universe, and whose name is hallowed.
G!D wanna destroy
city. Abraham talked to G!D.
G!D said, 'for a number of people
who, in fear of G!D, obey G!D
and keep commandments of G!D,
I will not destroy city'.
Then G!D turned from Abraham,
for G!D had been on way to destroy city -
'The outcry is too great! I- destroy city!' G!D said -
and...
"Abraham continued on his journeys, and headed
to the deserts"
or sumthin' like that. It's in Scriptures, if you wanna -
interest, intuition, calling, G!D-given motivation
or motivation, passion, inspiration - whatever
you call it, in the words of (Mister) Jobs,
trust that it will all work out somehow.
I love Dad
Dad loves me
we are one big family
wif' a
great
big
HUG (hug)
and a kiss
from me to Dad
(and to you)
Won't you say
you love Dad too
'Leave the righteous
anger o' G!D
to G!D'
Pheng Heong TAN